setsu-p replied to your post “[[MOR] I’m sitting here, still awake at 3:30am, because out of my...”
I don't know all the details, Sage, but it sounded pretty bad there at the end. You're worth so much more than what happened to you. Too much to go back to it. Don't do anything foolish, okay?
<3 I’m okay, and I won’t do anything foolish. I had friends talk some sense into me; they told me if I let Sii stick around I would have just suffered for another year or two until he graduated and found a steady job, then he’d walk away because he wouldn’t have a use for me anymore. It’s the truth. and I don’t want to go back to that. It’s just gonna take me a long, long time to get over 11 years of something that was supposed to last.. the rest of our lives. but I’m okay. I have good friends, you included, and that’s what keeps me grounded.