#setuptofail

[nottinghamcounselling]

You can’t be #happy all the time . It not being #authentic, if people expect this if you then you are #setuptofail . #counselling #psychotherapy #gedlingcounsellor #carltoncounselling #ng4counselling #nottinghamcounselling (at Elaine Bond Counselling Services) https://www.instagram.com/p/B91C3PsFKgZ/?igshid=1k63bf60yctw8

[zuis0520]

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What Meek said..... 😒 #setuptofail #thisisamerikkka #repost #whywekneel #takeaknee #policebrutality #policereform #blacklivesmatter #colinkaepernick #justdoit #thisisamerica #believeinsomething #beaware #stopkillingblackpeople #votethemout #stopkillingbrownpeople #dotherightthing #reposted #eddiegriffin #godschild #onetimeforyourmind https://www.instagram.com/p/BqsvKtNBBlF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qq033bea4u32

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[caligirloct-blog]

Not Allowed

Seeing how my surprise birthday plans for my father were a burst, I decided to try again. In our basement my father has his own mini lab. so I decided to go down to setup some small decorations to make it feel less like a cold research facility but more of a home office.

Lets just say my plans with good intentions are starting to just become plans for failure. Let me walk you through what has to be the worst surprise party ever. First of all, the door to the basement was locked. So, I needed to find the key. Sounds simple enough, but I wasted more than half my time searching the whole house. With no luck I ended up resorting to Youtube videos on how to pick locks. They make it seem so easy, and yet all I ended up doing was damaging the door. Long story short, I used the kitchen knife to carve a hole along the knobs ring and the door, than used the knife to flick the switch to open it.

Yeah, it was overly excessive and I was going to get in trouble for the damage, but once he saw the decorations I was positive he was going to let it slide. Once I got to the bottom of the stairs there was another door to the actual lab and another damned lock. I have never seen something like it. It looked like some sort of lock you'd see in a video game. It had moving parts and again what looked like a key slot, or some hole in the middle. I had no idea how that worked and I couldn't find anything online that looked like it.

So I went and searched for something that would fit the slot. I remembered one of the videos used a pen, so I got a pen and used the tube inside with the ink to poke the hole. When I pressed into it I could hear a click, but nothing would happen. I tried to slide the moving parts into different positions, but again nothing would happen. I wasted so much time getting to the basement only to waste even more time with this stupid lock that my father was about to be home.

So I figured if I couldn't get into the lab I could at least decorate the door.

Just as I was finishing up, I heard the front door close. Soon after, I could hear running. My father was at the top of the stairs, furious. I tried to explain what I was doing and I apologized about the door, but he wouldn't hear me out. He just went on and on about how there was a reason for the locks and that it was dangerous inside his lab. That it was no place for me to be and how it need to remain sterile due to his research. Blah blah blah.

He gave me so many reasons that I won't bother to list them all out. In short each one was just an example of why I wasn't allowed down there. I've never seen my father yell before. Even when I was younger and had gotten into trouble, not once did he get this upset.

I'm starting to think no matter what I do, everything I try just goes to shit. I don't know how my sister did it. I don't know how I can measure up to her. Even now, all I'm managing to do is fuck things up.

Once my mom got in she told me to just stay out of my father's lab and give him some space. She ordered food for dinner and sent me to my room. At times like this I sometimes envy my boyfriend, Alec. Of course, I don't actually wish to be in the state he's in. It's just when I'm feeling this low being in a minimally conscious state sounds like a welcomed escape.    

[rot4ting]

I miss my old life so much , I hate not having my own choices anymore everything I do now will affect someone else where as before I could fuck anything up and deal with it in the comfort of my own fucking solitude. People are fucking impossible and that's why I suck at knowing all of you. Nothing personal I just can't handle any kind of relationship friendship family anyone. And now I have no fucking choice ...fucking great .

[maandiesel]

My nephew Asiphe made a mince dumpling with guess what.... A szechuan dipping sauce!! Day made!!! Mmmm...*licks lips* :"wow this sauce is amazing...you said it was promoting a movie!?"  I want that #Mulan #McNuggetSauce Morty That’s my series arc Morty If it takes 9 seasons I WANT MY MCNUGGET DIPPING SAUCE #SZECHUANSAUCE MORTY IT’S GONNA TAKE US ALL THE WAY TO THE END MORTY 9 MORE SEASONS MORTY 9 MORE SEASONS UNTIL I GET THAT DIPPING SZECHUAN SAUCE FOR 97 MORE YEARS MORTY I WANT THAT MCNUGGET SAUCE #MORTY #rickandmorty #squanchy #mcdonaldsbringbackthesauce #morty #rick #c137 #stillonadarkpath #setuptofail #dietchronicles #lovethisboy #luckiestuncle #onearmedman #wabalabadubdub

[winterbluvixen]

They say the care, they say they feel, but if so then why not show it unexpectedly? Why not feel until the "game" is played what dull sadistic heart breaking road is this.