Synopsis: Y’all got turnt at your friend’s wedding and get a little freaky in Sevikas ride.
“Shh! You’re gonna get us caught!” You giggled as you awkwardly stretched out in the back of Sevikas car. You were giggly from the champagne you downed at your friends wedding.
“I’m not even being loud, you’re the one that nearly- mm!” Sevika was swiftly cut off by your lips capturing hers in a kiss.
She could taste you, the last piece of chocolate cake you’d eaten off her plate. She could’ve sworn she felt the bubbles from the champagne still on your lips. Your kiss provided warmth, comfort, and caused a weak feeling in her knees as she leaned over you. Your tongue seeked out hers with ease. Both of your lips parted and overlapped over one another with familiarity.
The two of you snuck off from the ceremony. It was still early in the night, but the alcohol grabbed a hold of the two of you before you knew it. Something about white wines always shot right to that precious flower between your legs. You needed Sevika so bad in the moment, but in the venue wasn’t really an option. You were tipsy but not enough to do something as explicit as fuck your girlfriend inside the church your friend’s wedding is in.
Now here you were, cramped in Sevikas car as the two of you attempted a quickie. Sevika pulled from you and kissed down your neck, her hands were already trying to figure out how to unzip the side of your dress and get to those beautiful breasts of your. She was salivating.
“Fuck you’re so hot like this..” she mumbled against heated skin. “Why is this zipper so ugh!” her complaint was followed by the small ripping sound of your dress. “Shit- sorry.”
“Sevika!” You scoffed and grabbed the small tear. “This dress is so expensive, what is with you.” The two of you paused to look at each other before busting out in intoxicated laughter.
You leaned up and tried to position yourself so she could sit down in her lap instead. You proceeded to get the top half of your dress down first. When Sevika was sitting upright she grabbed your waist and pulled you into her lap. Her lips sought your skin again and your hands found the back of her hair. You pressed into her kisses as they trailed down your chest and around your nipples.
A soft moan slipped from your lips when she began to suckle on one. It turned you on so much to see her so focused on your body, even hotter was the deep rogue color on Sevikas face from the drinking prior. In the meantime you began to grind in her lap. Her strong hands gripped at your thighs beneath your dress.
“Oh you’re really eager…” Sevika said as she sat back a little. “You’re getting me so hard.” She groaned out as you pressed against the front of her tuxedo pants more.
“I want it.” You moaned out and reached between the two of you.
“I know baby, I’ll give it to you.” She looked up at you with those pretty eyes and smiled. Her hands moved to unzip herself. The fabric of her underwear stretched slightly to show her erect self.
You lick your lips subtly and groan. “Fuck…look at you.” You held your hand up to Sevikas lips and signaled for her to spit in it. Once the saliva puddled in your palm you reached into her underwear to start stroking her. Her cock was hot and thick, not to mention so sensitive. Every stroke elicited a suck in of air once you’d get near her tip. Your fingers rubbed right around her frenulum piercing causing her to clench her jaw in arousal.
“Shit…” she moaned and gripped at your thigh. She was already starting to buck in your hand.
You cooed at her, your speech still slightly slurred.
“So hard for me…” you watched as Sevikas expression turned desperate. Her thick brows knitted. “Look at me…tell me you want me.”
Sevikas eyes were already starting to twinkle with arousal. Her abdomen tightened when your stroking speed increased. A sharp moan left her body. “I fucking need you. So goddamn much. Ah- ah!” She jolted when you moved your wrist faster.
“You’re already leaking.” You said teasingly.
Sevika slid her free hand under your dress and between your thighs now. Her fingers slipped your panties to the side and met the slick interior with ease. She ran them back and forth through your needy pussy before bringing them up to her lips. She tasted you on her fingers, natural and ever so sweet. Your pheromones always drove her wild.
“You’re drenched..” she looked up at you. “Should I fill you up? Hm?”
You giggled and covered your face, the alcohol mixing with your arousal was making you feel floaty. “What do you think?” You replied as you scooted farther over her, angling yourself perfectly over her cock.
Sevika moans when you lower yourself onto it. You slipped onto her so fucking perfect. You started to lift yourself up and down slowly. Sevika held onto your waist and watched you as your lips parted with relieved sighs. Your desperate motions were sending Sevika into absolute bliss.
“Fuck- oh my god you’re so fucking sexy. Keep going, beautiful.” Sevika praises up at you as she tries to follow your movements.
Sevika moved her hips slightly as you continued to ride her. You felt her hands hold onto your waist. Her grip firm and affectionate. Her thumbs rubbed gently over your skin as you leaned forward to hug her neck. Sevika groaned and started to buck her hips up and kiss against your neck. She breathed you in, smelling a mix of your perfume and sweat.
“So needy for me hm?” She asked as she continued to fuck into you faster.
You let out a whine and gripped onto her shoulder. Words didn’t escape your lips though, it was more akin to a flood of begging and moans. At this angle, your legs to either side of her thighs while she spread your ass apart slightly was sending you into paradise. You felt so exposed, so dirty, naughty. You didn’t even care if the car was visible shaking now.
“You were driving me crazy with how gorgeous you looked out there in your bridesmaid dress.” Sevika pressed a kiss to your shoulder. “The little white flowers in your hair, fuck…” she moaned when you tightened around her length.
“You like that?” She chuckled. Her lips continued up your neck and to the conch of your ear. “You like when I compliment you, my sweet sweet baby.”
Your body shuddered and you let out another moan. This one more intense than the other. You tried to keep in pace with Sevika but it wasn’t possible. She was stuck at a determined speed to make you feel amazing. Her breath was heavy by your ear. You could hear the slight growls under her breath.
“Sev I’m close!” She nearly shrieked out.
Sevika nodded and wrapped an arm around your lower back. She held onto you tightly and continued her dutiful pace. She moaned against your skin every time your walls would contract around her.
“You’re going to make me finish first if you keep gripping on me like that, honey.” Sevika joked but it really felt like that.
You reached between the two of you and started to rub at your needy pearl. That’s what sent to two of you over the edge. The way you leaned back now, hand rubbing in determined circles, lips parted, brow twitching slightly. Your hips stuttered with hers as the two of you arrived to your orgasms. The feeling tore through the both of you simultaneously. You felt Sevika pull out from you quickly as you finished out your orgasm.
She didn’t want to finish in you, she’d feel bad making you walk around like that the rest of the night. Instead she opted for finishing in her own hand. The tipsy part of you wanted to complain about how much you wanted to do it. But instead you went to clean off her hand with your mouth. A few soft suckles of her fingers later and the two of you tried to compose yourself enough to step out the car.
“I think it’s okay, it’s pretty empty in the lot.” You said softly as you cracked open the window.
Sevika was fixing her tie and zipping up her pants. She cleared her throat and followed your line of sight. She smoothed her hair down before opening the car door. First she stepped out and then she extended a hand to help you out. There were a few wedding guests in the lot but none were truly paying attention.
Sevika shut the door behind you and turned to face you once more. She leaned down and examined your attire. Besides the wrinkles in the satin of your dress and the small tear at the zipper you held up pretty good. Sevika grabbed some wet wipes from the passengers seat and wiped off her hands and then your own. She was always so attentive with you.
“Oh, do you have your lipstick? It’s a little smudged here.”
You reached in your small purse and pulled out the gold tube. Before you had a chance to pull the lid off the lipstick tube she had slipped it out of your hand.
“This is my favorite part.” She said softly as she tilted your chin up and started to apply the color. “So pretty.” She smiled to herself, her hands expertly touched up your makeup. “There we go. Picture perfect.” She handed you the tube back.
You blushed a little and shyly hit her bicep. “Oh hush.”
Sevika pulled you close and held your hand. The two of you started your walk back to the venue. The gravel crunched under your shoes as you approached closer. Sevika let out a soft sigh. Your hand slipped from hers and traveled up her arm to steady yourself a bit more. Your cheek pressed against her arm as well.
“You know, when I was watching your friend up there in her wedding dress I couldn’t help but think of you. I’m not the most sappy person but it made me tear up.”
You tilted your gaze up to her and smiled a little. “You sure it’s not the champagne talking?”
She shot you a playful annoyed look. “I’m serious. You’d look so stunning as my bride. One day it’ll be us up there.”
Your heart skipped several beats and you glanced away from her. The heat in your face felt excruciatingly more visible.
“Yeah…one day.” You said fondly.
a/n — heyy so I hope the gays enjoy this one. Lemme know !! I have much more in store I just am always so busy 🥲. I believe the vampire fic will be posted soon. But in the meantime…happy pride !!!
extra notes: reader is femme, both sev & reader have vaginas in this so I describe the actions as such, and they’re in their mid to late 20s.
song inspo: here I was going for a wistful feel idk lol I love his music
!! men and minors do not interact !!
The summer air was thick and warm. The breeze blew slightly as the two of you navigated through the fruiting trees and bushes. You had Sevikas hand in yours as you lead her up the hill. The grass tickled your legs and brushed against Sevikas boots. Once the two of you arrived at the top of the hill you let go of her hand and sat down on the blanket that had taken up permanent residence there.
“C’mon, you’re gonna miss it.” You called behind you.
The cowboy gave an amused look towards you. She crouched down and settled beside you before taking off her hat. Her black hair stopped at her shoulder in a wavy fashion. You looked over to her with a twinkle in your eye she’d never tire of.
“I don’t think your grandparents would want me and you staying out so late. I should get you home.” Her voice drawled.
“They’ll be fine. I’m just visiting. Remember I don’t live here anymore..” you chided.
Sevika was quiet a moment. The familiar loneliness set in her chest briefly before she spoke again. “I remember.”
“Okay look over there-” you pointed towards the horizon. “You see that pink and blue?”
She nodded. Her eyes still gazing upon the highlights of your face in the subtle orange pink glow of the sunset. She tried to commit every detail of your face and of this evening to her memory.
“You’re not even looking!” You laughed and turned Sevikas face towards the setting sun with your hands. You tried to ignore the heat creeping up the back of your neck. “Right there is where we should be able to see the shooting stars.”
Sevika took a deep breath, partly to catch the warm breeze, but also to smell your perfume that wafted so sweetly around you. She couldn’t help it. Part of her wondered if it was real. If you were really there with her then.
When you left for the city, for bigger and greater opportunities, it shattered her. Not because you were doing great things but because she wasn’t there to witness it. Ever since the two of you were kids you had been close friends. She would look after you. Beat up local kids who tested your patience often. She would listen to your problems, help out you and your grandparents at the house, and even bring food from her farm to your home. Sevika valued and shared her life with yours with openness and abundance.
When you told her you were leaving it felt as though the sky were falling. She hadn’t realized just how much she loved having you around. Nor did she realize how much she was in love with you. The fluttering in her chest everytime you’d greet her with a hug and a grin was always for you. Or whenever she taught you to ride a horse, the panic that set in when you nearly fell of, felt like her heart was stopping. Even the sound of her name so pleasantly on your tongue when you’d been looking for her today made her feel weak in the knees.
Now the two of you were here again. You wanted to watch the sunset and she wanted to watch you. The quiet rustling of the willow tree the two of you sat under provided background to the scene. You watched in awe as the sun lowered slowly, kissing the earth like a lover who missed it deepely. You let out a huge sigh and hugged a knee to your chest. Unconsciously you let your body lean against Sevika and rested your head against her shoulder.
Sevika smiled. “You’re already tuckered out from the trek up the hill?”
You swat at her gently. “No, I’m just relaxing. Is that okay with you?” Your eyes widened a little when you some a bright line move across the sky. “Look!”
Sevika perked up. She followed your line of sight and caught the twinkling of a few shooting stars. There little short sparkling tails came and went over the deep blue horizon. An even wider smile graced her face when you scoot closer to her and hugged her arm in excitement.
“Wow! Did ya see that one? Oh look over there!” You rambled about the sky and Sevika listened.
Her chest felt tight for some reason. Her smile fell slightly and she turned her face from yours slowly, hoping you wouldn’t notice the misting of her eyes or the quivering of her bottom lip.
“Yknow you can’t see the stars like this in the city…” your voice carried softly through the now dark scenery. “Not really at least. You’re lucky you get to see this all the time..” you shifted your position and turned to Sevika. “Sev?”
Sevika quickly wiped her cheek with the back of her hand. A shakey laugh escaped her chest and she nodded. “Yeah, I’m so lucky..”
“Are you crying?” You asked bluntly.
The cowboy shook her head and laughed it off. “Nah, damn pollen. You know I can’t handle too much of it before I start to get irritated.”
Your hand reached towards her face and you turned it towards you.
“Liar.” Your thumb brushed over a stray tear. “Gettin all soft since I left huh? Who knew the stars would bring you to tears.”
It wasn’t the stars. You and her both knew that much. But you both never said anything either. The night you left was a bitter one. You barely got a decent parting hug in before Sevika rushed to leave the porch. You always had felt bad about how it went. The two of you cared so deeply for one another. You never wanted to hurt her, and vice versa. This sudden reunion brought back emotions that tucked themselves away so deeply.
“Oh shut up.” She grumbled and turned her face away. “It’s the pollen.”
Your hand dropped to the blanket. Another warm swell of summer air whipped around the two of you again. You scooted closer once more and hugged her arm to your chest again.
“Do you like it?” The twang in her voice sounded a little more sullen. “The city.”
You nodded. “I do. There’s so much to do, so many places to see, so many people.”
“Bet there’s no horseback ridin’” she quirked defensively. “Or apple orchards. Not even a damn decent place to get a home cooked meal.”
You laughed softly and shook your head. “No, none of that.”
Silence.
“And uh, the people.” She cleared her throat. “You uh…you making new friends?”
Your shoulders went up in a shrug. “Trying to. It’s a little difficult, everyone’s not as kind as here. But I’ve met a few here and there.”
Sevika nodded. With her free hand she dug in her pocket for her small canteen of whiskey. She bit upon the lid to untwist it, not wanting to move her arm from your grasp. She took a swig when she got it open. The whiskey burned less than the question that was teasing the tip of her tongue.
“Any uh…” she coughed once more to get herself to spit it out. “Dating? Are you…you findin’ love out there?” She sat the canteen to her side and reached to rub the back of her neck.
You tilted your head up at her and raised an eyebrow. “Why?”
Sevika lulled her head to the left and right gently before speaking. “Jus’ wonderin.”
You have her an amused look. Your hand slid down to hers and you played along the veins on her hand. After a moment you spoke up.
“No.”
“No?!” Sevika sounded shocked and relieved all at once. She sighed out and chuckled a little. Her hand now moved brushed through her own hair.
“I haven’t really been looking. Guess my hearts somewhere else right now.”
Sevika looked down at your hands tangled together. She squeezed your hand gently. This was what she’d always craved, a beautiful woman on her arm, a serene night, and quiet conversation. She’d always craved you, she just never knew how to say it. She leaned her back against the tree and looked back out the the night sky.
“I miss you.” You said suddenly.
Her ears perked up slightly. “Huh?”
“I miss you.” You repeated this time but louder. “Out there on my own in the city, I miss you most.”
Sevikas chest got that familiar tight feeling. She looked down at you again and blinked a few times.
“I miss you too.” She smiled a bit more. Her hand went to adjust a piece of hair that blew out of place on your head. “So goddamn much. When you said you were leaving, I felt so…so-“
“Angry?”
“Yes! Well, no…n-not at you.” Fuck you were looking at her with those pretty sparkly eyes. So intent on paying attention to what you she to say. “I just meant, you know, at myself I guess.”
“Why?” You questioned.
“Cause I,” her eyes searched your face as the words faded in her throat once more. “I, jus’ that I,”
Tight. Her chest was about to burst. You squeezed her hand reassuringly. Sevika struggled with deep talks most of the time. Usually when you both had them it was just you speaking while she listened and rubbed your back. Now that the shoe was on the different foot everything felt more intense. Even after nearly 20 something years of friendship it still was a different struggle.
“It’s okay. I’m here.” You smiled. “I won’t bite.”
Another deep breath. “I was angry because I jus’ let you go without telling you how I felt? I was so shocked you were leaving, and so soon. I felt like an idiot. I thought maybe if I just would’ve said how I felt.” She paused, emotion wavering her voice. “Jus’ that I like you a lot. Even more than that…” she mumbled that last part. “It’s not the same without ya. My days are more quiet, less eventful, ya know?” Sevikas gaze broke from yours and down to her lap. “M’ sorry about how I left the night you told me.”
You wiped your cheek swiftly. “It’s okay, I should’ve told you sooner. I just didn’t know how. I didn’t want you angry with me.” You laughed a little mournfully. “But everything was moving so fast. I was scared. I freeze up like that.” You looked down at the two our hands. “I also like you a lot, I know it’s more than that. I felt embarrassed. You’ve got so much going for you on your ranch. I didn’t want to hold you back. I can’t do the whole farming thing either. I don’t know.”
Sevika nodded. “Yeah you can’t even keep a flower alive.”
You playfully swat at her arm. “Hey!” A soft scoff came from you. “I have a little cactus at my new place. She’s doing just fine.”
“Doubt it.” She retorted with a little smirk.
You set her arm once more. “I’m serious though, I’m really sorry.”
Sevika looked at you with silent understanding. “I forgive you, if you forgive me.”
“Deal.” The two of you linked pinkies.
The two of you sat there for another hour or so just talking and catching up about what the past year had been like. The whole time you’d never let go of one another. All whilst talking, the summer night grew a bit chillier and you started to shiver. Sevika frowned a bit and pulled away slightly.
“I should probably get you home huh?” She asked with apprehension.
“Maybe. It’s a bit late. Even though I’m my own person now, grandma still gets so worried.”
The two of you sat in place though. Not wanting to make the first move.
You reached towards Sevikas shirt and smoothed it a bit. Your body was positioned closer to hers now. You had gotten into a more upright position on your knees by her. Sevikas hand wrapped around your waist instinctively to keep you balanced. She could smell your perfume better now, the mix of you within it, your sweat, your scent. She bit her bottom lip as she tried to stay focused on you and not the way your lips rested so softly parted as you tried to fix up her shirt. Something you used fuss over often when she’d stop by your grandparents for dinner.
“You’re so beautiful, darlin’.” The words slipped out as almost a whisper. Slightly choked up knowing you both would be parting soon. “So damn beautiful. Just as I remember.”
Your gaze softened even more than before. “You’re pretty handsome yourself, darlin.” You twanged back at her, trying to brighten the sadness in your voice as well.
Sevika pulled you closer so that you were essentially in her lap. She rubbed your side slowly and you let her. Your arms draped around her neck. The warmth of her body heating you up. You both didn’t say anything, just looked at each other. Moments like these, the silence, the soft breathing, didn’t need words. You leaned in slowly. Sevika followed suit. Closer and closer until lips met. Your eyes closed automatically and you felt a jolt through your body.
Something about this kiss between the two of you felt full and meaningful. It wasn’t that little kittie kid you two shared during high school age. This was more. Soft plush lips, sturdy body, and polite hands that stayed on your waist. You smiled into the kiss the longer it continued. Your mouths moved at a slow and intimate pace. Your tongue slipped against her bottom lip. Sevika shuttered slightly at the offering and obliged by parting her lips more.
“You learn that in the city?” She groaned.
“Quit it..” you giggled before leaning back into the slow paced kiss.
As your tongues greeted eachother in a natural encounter, you couldn’t help but press into her thigh more. Your legs now straddled one of hers. Your dress bunched up around the bend of your knees. Sevika must’ve noticed the newly welcomed warmth on her thigh because her breath caught. Her hands gripped your waist, hands slightly shaking. You looked at her briefly when you pulled from the kiss to breathe.
“Is this okay?” She murmured to you as her hands guided your hips slowly.
You nodded immediately, not wasting any time to continue the movements with her. Her strong thigh flexed every so often. You squirmed in her lap as you grind against her thigh in languid motions. A moan slipped from your mouth when you leaned in to kiss her again. Your clit pressed against the hardness of her knee at just the right moment. The cotton of your panties rubbed against it as well, giving you the right sort of friction that you only ever felt with the seam of your ill fitting blue jeans.
Sevika groaned against your lips when she felt the heat between your thighs become hotter. The more she guided you the more desperate you had become. You slipped and slid against her dark wash jeans. Your pussy felt tight and tingly with each dedicated grind. The wet spot that started so small was now more pronounced, the moisture penetrating the cotton and onto Sevikas thigh. You whined when Sevika began to kiss on your neck.
“Fuck…darlin’ you’re drivin me wild.” She whispered between kisses. “That feel good?”
“Mmf…” your hips stuttered and you nodded. “Ah~ so good..”
You hugged her neck tighter, pulling her closer. Your thighs ached from the tense repetition. Sevikas hands moved down under your dress. The material scrunched up further and exposed your lower half. Her hands grabbed at your ass, spreading them just a bit as she squeezed. A small chuckle bubbled up against your skin as she perceived your underwear. Cotton, light blue, the material cut high around your waist. Your soft flesh exposed.
“My my my, being away change you that much?” She asked before nipping at your ear lobe.
“Sevi~”
“Nah, I’m impressed..” she pat your bottom once more as encouragement. “Keep going..”
She bent her leg slightly which caused you to have even more friction. Her hands still had a firm grip on you as you continued to grind your needy pussy against it. Your one hand began to make its decent from around her neck, down her chest, her abdomen and to the edge of her pants. Her belt buckle jingled and clinked as you fumbled to remove it. Sevika noticed and helped undo the buckle and zipper of her jeans.
“Ain’t you the sweetest.” She cooed by your ear once more. “Tryna make me feel good too?”
You nodded and looked down between the two of you. “Please?”
Sevika grinned. “When you say it like that,” a moan cut off her sentence.
Your hands slid into her jeans and you began to rub at the outside of her boxers. She was already so damp. You could feel the heat between her thighs beckoning you to stoke the fire. Her body shuddered as you began to make small circles over the outline of her swollen clit. Her hips began to move without thinking. She removed a hand from your waist and grabbed onto your arm to keep it steady as she grind into your touch. The sensation of her clit bumping against your finger tips in such a desperate fashion encouraged you to do more.
Sevika moaned again, low and sultry. Her grey eyes locked in between the two of you. They moved back and forth between you grinding so determined against her thigh and herself bucking against your palm. Your breaths became in sync as you started to matched eachothers pace.
“Oh my god!” You whined as the sensation welled up in the lowest part of your stomach. You twitched on her thigh.
Sevika bucked sloppily against your hand. Her bottom lip caught between her teeth. She was so concentrated on coming with you she didn’t even realize how hard her other hand was gripping your ass. You were sure there’d be a bruise there for weeks but you didn’t care. All you wanted was for the two of you to get there together.
“Fuck…me.” She let out a shakey breath and her head lulled back. “I’m gonna come.” She shuddered.
You moaned out softly and leaned foreward, tucking your face against her neck. Your hand continued to rub over Sevikas underwear. A wet spot was growing increasingly large. You were so close. Your thighs clenched around Sevikas and you moaned her name like a prayer to the sky. Sevika let out a deep sigh/growl as her hips jolted and bucked a few last times while she came. You gripped onto her shoulder with the one hand keeping you balanced as an orgasm tore through your body. The two of you held onto each other as you both came down from your highs.
You slipped your hand out of her pants and back around her neck. Sevika hugged your waist tightly. Her lips kissed across your neck and shoulders. She let out a satisfied sigh.
“Sev…?” You mumbled against her skin.
“Yeah, Beautiful?”
“I can’t move my legs.” You laughed.
Sevika laughed along with you. Her hand pat at your hip and she moved you gently to the side. Sevika stood up and buckled her belt again. She outstretched a hand towards you to help you up. You reached for it barely before she took it and hoisted you up like you weighed nothing. You let out a soft yelp. Sevika looked down at you once more before kissing you softly. You leaned up a little more to get a final kiss in. When you pulled back you noticed that little flicker of silent grief in her eyes.
You took her hand in yours for the last time in what would be a while and started to walk with her back down the hill. Albeit a little awkward from the slickness in both of your respective underwear. You both didn’t say much, you knew there wasn’t much to say. That’s the thing about you two, for as long as you’d known each other the silence never bothered you much. You knew what they other would say. And an I will miss you seemed too obvious.
The summer chill now greeted you once more, like a parting gift as you made it to the end of the hill. You could see your grandparents home just up the path. You turned to Sevika and squeezed her hand gently. She looked at you, her jaw a little tight with the prospect of letting you go once more. Letting you bloom around a city, more than you’d ever bloom there. Meeting new people, new names, new hands to hold. Her lip quivered again and you noticed once more.
“Hey…” you spoke softly. “I’ll be back. I’ll visit soon, okay? Don’t worry your head over me.”
She blew out air in an attempt to be nonchalant. “Tuh,” she brought your hand to her lips and kissed it a few times. “I ain’t worried. Do I look worried?”
“Well~” you drawled.
“Yeah well, just be safe okay? And come back in one piece again?” Her somber gaze changed to a more stoic one.
You nodded. “Okay. I will.” You started down the path to your home. “Keep my spot warm okay?”
“Deal!” She raised her pinky up to you as you walked away.
a/n - imagine 004 is done. I was mostly using it to practice dialogue, uhm I definitely need more practice. I’m still very rusty but I think it turned out okay nevertheless. I love a cowboy Sevika read ! Lemme know what yall think o3o
Gf!Sevika x Black!Femme Reader
minors and men do not interact or else i will kick your butt!
Synopsis: Sevika is hellbent on getting you to stay in bed with. She will do anything to try to make that happen.
CW: NSFW, tribbing, kissing, fingering and pussy rubbing.
As the morning sun started to rise through sheer curtains and kissed your skin, you lay there without a stir. Your body is sore, tired, and too preoccupied being acquainted with the satin sheets of Sevikas bed. Your bonnet was barely hanging in there, slipping slightly off the back of your head.
The bed shifted slightly and all you could feel was the side you were laying on sinking dipping with heavier weight. Sevika reached and pulled your bonnet up back to its rightful place. Her arm curled around your center and her mouth and nose pressed against the bare skin of your neck. A kiss ghosted the warmth of your skin softly.
“Stay…” her voice vibrated slightly against your skin, deep with the remainder of sleep that was in her body.
You stirred just barely and cracked open heavy lids. You felt another kiss move to your shoulder. “Mm- what time is it?” You knew you had to get back to your place, work didn’t stop for anyone. You really hadn’t even intended on staying the night. But, after a few drinks and a lovely cooked dinner by your dear girlfriend, the two of you ended up drunk in bed again. You were meaning to scold her for how much she let you drink, knowing you had work.
“Doesn’t matter.” Sevika reached for your hand that went to grab at your phone. “Just stay.” She said as she tucked your hand back under the covers. Her hand was free once again to pull you closer.
“I can’t stay, I have work today.” You said with what was supposed to be a stern voice but came out groggy and passive. “And you-“ you pointed your finger aimlessly in the direction behind you. “You knew that.”
“I did?” She feigned knowledge. “Call out..” Sevika began to trail soft kisses down the back of your neck, down the side, to the curve of your shoulder, and towards your arm. “Don’t make me beg.”
The sheets ruffled and you couldn’t help but let soft laugh escaped your body as Sevika moved you onto your back. Her body weighed you down, comfortably so, as she moved to lay on top of you. She was like a big teddy bear, a big muscular teddy bear. You rubbed her back gently and smiled as she clung to you like a needy cat.
“Sev, I can’t stay here all day.” She reminded her.
“You can.” You could feel her chuckle and move to kiss your neck again. “Don’t you have a hangover?”
“No, unlike you I actually drink water in between my shots…”
Sevika groaned and tucked her face back under your chin. “My baby is so responsible.” She closed her eyes and breathed you in. “You smell so good, please don’t leave. I need you to stay in these sheets forever.”
A warmth made itself apparent under your cheeks as you tried to stifle a smile. You wished she’d stay this way all the time, but the mornings were always her most vulnerable moments. You laid there quietly as she rubbed her arm against your side. Every now and then you’d go to reach for your phone and she’d swat at your hand gently.
“I’m starting to think you don’t appreciate my warmth, darling.” Sevika scoffed.
You rolled your eyes and sevika looked up at you.
“I love your warmth, but a woman has to work.”
Sevika continued her task of kissing you into staying with her all day. This time she started to suckle on the skin of your neck, nothing to make an actual mark but enough to make you moan softly every now and then. They were warm and precise. Your other hand that wasn’t stroking her arm had been locking in the gentle repetition of playing with Sevikas hair. It started to slip from the back of her hair to her shoulder. A soft sigh of relaxation left your full lips. Sevika gave a knowing chuckle as she continued to kiss lower. “Stay with me today…okay?”
You bit your bottom lip as the older one continued her burning kisses. The trail lead from between your bosom, down your tummy, towards the edge of your panties.
“Sev we can’t-“ you started but were soon cut off by the feeling of her teeth nipping at the skin of your tummy. “Hey!”
Sevika groaned and looked up at you from just under the covers. “I didn’t even bite that hard. You want it harder? Would that wake you up?” She threatened playfully before dipping back down.
You watched as she ducked under the covers. You could no longer see her but you could feel the wet warmth of her mouth as it pressed against your thin panties. You immediately shuddered and closed your legs. She took her arm and pried those pretty brown legs apart swiftly. “Fuck…you smell so good.” She nearly growled against the plush outline of your pussy in your panties. You could feel her nose press against the crack of them, inhaling your scent desperately.
“Mm…” you whimpered softly. “Stop talking like that..”
“Like what? I’m being honest…” her voice carried from under the blanket. After a beat her mouth made contact over the fabric of your soft mound.
“Ah~!” You moan out, your voice sweet like honey. “Ah…Sev I have to go-“ you shudder as Sevika moves to tear at your panties. “Oh you better not” you scolded as you lift the covers to see Sevika with part of your panties in her mouth and the other being tugged on by her one hand.
“Oh come on…” she purred and started to tear the fabric. You bristled and contemplated crunching her pretty little head between your thighs, but you knew she’d enjoy that end too much. Sevika completely ripped the fabric like a feral critter. The ripping sound of your panties should’ve pissed you off more but it only turned you on more. You attempted to scoot back from her to tease but she grabbed your leg.
“No you don’t…you’re mine.” Sevika said before pulling you back towards her and running her tongue over your soft folds. Before you could (weakly) protest, she was licking you slowly. Her hot tongue parted ebony waves as her name filled the air like a prayer. Your back arched slightly off the bed and your hand reached down once more to run your fingers through her locks.
“Oh god-“ you gasped and felt your insides do a flip as her mouth firmly planted itself around your throbbing bud. You let out a moan that would soon sweeten the prize for Sevika as she continued to delve and devour into you. Her large hand grabbed your thigh and pushed it back further, allowing more of you to be available for her.
You lifted your head off the pillow to watch. You didn’t even noticed your bonnet slipping off again, not that you’d really care at this point. You can’t help it, sleep swiftly leaving your body as the way she touches you makes you burst like a supernova. You coo out her name and it causes her to look up with those soft cool grey eyes. Her brows furrowed like a puppy begging for something from its owner. And she was begging. Begging for you to say her name like that, to coo at her your silky soft praises.
Her fingers slipped between quivering thighs and delicate dew slicked folds. The index and middle teased at your entrance in slow calculated moments. Pressing into you ever so slightly and immediately out. In, out, in, out. She was teasing at your needy entrance. You whined out her name again and let your head fall back against the pillow. Sevika panted against your soft mound as a thick string of drool trailed from it to her bottom lip.
The sweet nectar of your pussy was enough to make her drunk. Her fingers finally pushed into you, and you accepted them like a lovely gift. You reached for sevika as she pumped into you intensely but yet full of passion and attentiveness . Soft squelches and feminine whimpers filled the room, with the occasional thick groans from sevika. You managed to keep her up right as your hand gripped onto her side. She made her way up to your face once more.
“Fuck I love you…” she whined against your neck. “You’re so beautiful, so…fucking…beautiful-“ the bed creaked as she thrust against her own hand in easy syncopation. “Mine…your mine, tell me.”
“I’m yours! I’ll always be yours, oh my god!” You moaned out as Sevika started to pump fast. “That feels so good, you’re stretching me…” you nearly cried out in pleasure. Her fingers always filled you up, pressed into your most sensitive parts.
Your whole body was hot, burning even. The weight of her rested upon you as her thrusts moved your legs apart. You cupped at the back of her neck before you started to kiss at her plush lips. It was sensual and passionate the way you two kissed. Sevika always kissed you like she didn’t know how to control herself. Slow at first, both of your lips layering over one another perfectly. But soon she’d lose herself, her kissing became desperate to taste you. Her larger tongue skillfully slide with yours, taking space in your mouth. A moan erupted into the kiss once again.
“Sev please” you cooed as she thrust her fingers a bit quicker. Your hips move with her motions as well. “Sevika that feels so good you’re gonna make me come!” you managed to eek out in between paused moans and breathless gasps.
“Yeah? I can feel that you’re squeezing my fingers. Maybe if I press…here?” She curled those fingers up against that swollen little gland inside of you.
Immediately your shriek in pleasure and Sevika grins. It encouraged her to keep going, to drive her fingers into you like there was truly no day to be had. You gripped at her shoulder tightly as your thighs begged to close. Oh you are so close aren’t you? Sevika hips stuttered a little and her jaw clenched. If you weren’t so bleary you would’ve noticed how Sevika was grinding against you with every thrust of her hand, mimicking her truly being inside you. Her clit bumping against the fabric of her briefs with just enough stimuli to make her drip with arousal.
“I can’t wait. I need to feel you.” Sevika said roughly as she pushed the sheets off and climbed off the bed to tug off her underwear. .
You bit your lip as you watched her move with such urgency. Your body vibrated with excitement as you watched her climb back in bed and position herself between your legs. You couldn’t help but marvel as her body, her tight muscular waist, the small lines of veins that trailed down towards her beautiful happy trail. And her clit that poked out just a little more than yours. Sevika used your leg as an anchor to balance herself perfectly against your clit. Immediately she let out a moan as your hot centers kissed so perfectly. Your hand reached to grab her waist.
“You feel so perfect on me, Sev.” She looked up at her and encouraged her to start moving. The friction between the two of you came with ease. With every slow stroke, the way back caused both of your clits to rub together. You could see the way Sevikas abs flexed as she let out another heavy groan.
Her eyes laser focused on the way your lips parted to moan her name. The way your breath caught in your throat. How your breasts bounced slightly with every grind of her pelvis. You and her slipped against eachother lewdly. The bed creaked more and more the faster Sevika grind against you. She kissed your leg and calve as you dug your nails into her side.
“Mmm you gonna come baby? Yeah?” She chuckled as she watched your head lull to the side and your leg shake in her grasp. “Fuck you’re turning me on so much, pretty girl.”
“Yes! Please I’m so close!” Your body writhed under hers as she pressed into you more.
Her breath puffed against the skin of your calve as the two of you synced up. The two of you moaned together as the tension built up tension. “C’mon baby, give it to me…give it to me.” Sevika spoke to you with a sweet coaxing. That was all it took, your grip on her hip tightened and your hips bucked with Sevikas. A moan spilt from your lips and your hips rolled as your finished with your girlfriend. She was still riding out her orgasm with yours. Her hips slowed down eventually, every now and then there was a shudder. With heavy breath Sevika nearly collapsed on you.
She lifted her leg from yours and laid down beside you, her arm draped over your side. She had this satisfied/smug look on her face as she kissed your cheek. You turned to face her, still breathless. Sevika captured your lips in a soft and slow kiss. Your face blushed slightly when you tasted yourself on her lips. “Mmm, are you too tired to leave now?” She said as she nuzzled your neck.
“Mm, you’re so annoying..” you whined softly as she squeezed you tightly with her arm. “Are you happy now? I’m gonna be late..” but there was no anger in your words.
“I told you to call out.” Sevika replied as she leaned in for another kiss.
“Ah ah- that’s done.” You sat up and covered Sevikas mouth with your hand delicately. Her eyes darted up to yours and she held your wrist gently. She kissed your palm in slight apology. Your heart skipped a beat whenever she did little things like that. “I have to get to work, Sev. I’m serious.”
Sevika let your hand slip from hers and watched as you scooted out of her bed. Immediately she followed after you. Her gaze traced over your form, the morning sun warming the beautiful undertones of your brown skin. “There’s spare panties for you in the top drawer…” she said shyly as she grabbed the torn fabric from the spot where you previously laid.
“And don’t think I’m letting you slide after doing that.” You shot her a look before digging in the drawer.
Sevika got out of bed and swiftly tossed on some bottoms just so she could quickly help you get out the house. She helped you gather your bag and shoes. That’s one thing she enjoyed doing, being there for you — even if she was the reason you were going to be late. Sevika grabbed your slip dress and helped you get into it. When she pulled it over your shoulder and your faces met she kissed you on the nose.
“I’ll meet you downstairs.”
After a few moments you made your way downstairs where Sevika was waiting patiently. In her hand was a tumbler of coffee and a breakfast sandwich she made wrapped in tinfoil. She smiled to yourself as you approached her at the bottom of the stairs. Sevika had that soft but proud look on her face as she handed the two things off to you.
“Sorry, for making you late. I just hate to see you leave.” She said softly as she leaned down to kiss you once more. She stood straight once more and opened the door. You took a step towards the threshold.
“Thanks baby, for the coffee and sandwich.” You turned to head out and Sevika called your name one more time. You laughed and turned to face her. “What?”
“You look beautiful.”
“Oh you’re funny. In my disheveled clothes? I know you’re in love with me now.” She waved.
“Call me okay? When you get to work. And if your boss bitches at you just tell them you weren’t feeling good!” Sevika called after you. She was leaning against the railing of her porch now. She truly always had to have the last word as she watched you leave. It was bittersweet but she’d see you again.
“Alright alright!” She laughed again before getting into your car and pulling out of the driveway.
Sevika waved as you disappeared down the street.
It didn’t take that long for her to call you however. You clicked the button on the touchscreen of your car and answered.
“Hello?”
“I love you.” Sevika said to you tenderly.
You smiled. “I love you too.”
“You know you can always still call out and..”
“Yeah, no. Bye Sev.” you chimed before hanging up.
a/n - yipee I finally posted something !! and the crowd goes…wild hopefully! I hope people enjoyed this, please like/reblog if you so choose. I have like 30 fics that I’m working on but would also be open to suggestions
cw: steamy kissing, angst — argument (but nothing too bonkers)
nsfw !! men & minors DNI !!
You’d lost track of how many months it’s been since your first physical encounter with your royal guard. It happened so suddenly, fever stricken and reaching out for comfort your hand wavered for someone. Her hand took yours. It was warm, and strong. Her pulse steady while yours faded slowly. It was an illness that left you weak and delirious. Not to mention you were completely useless for royal duties. Your royal advisor made sure to remind you of that often. You weren’t sure if you were going to make it out. But you did eventually, you managed it, all thanks to Sevika.
Then came the late night talks in the garden. You weren’t easy to fall sleep. Even when you were young you’d toss and turn in your sheets no comfort to come. Now as an adult you’d either sit up at night and write in your many journals or you’d sneak out of your quarters. Sevika caught you once, the white of your gown rounding the corner. She was always tasked to protect you, and this moment was no acceptation. Protection above anything.
She caught up to you in a matter of moments, silent but thorough. Her ambery voice called for you. ‘Princess….’ with your name kindly attached. You paused halfway through the garden doors and turned to see her less than satisfactory face. She then lectured you on what could’ve happened if she wasn’t there. It humored you to see her get so flustered over it. It was your garden after all, you knew it like the back of your hand.
After a while she just started to accompany you. You circled the floral expanses for hours and she never seemed to tire. Or she never expressed it. You could tell sometimes. You would be talking about some annoying duty and she’d tuck her lips in to stifle the yawn that was dying to escape. Her eyes would water slightly from the strain. It was cute to you. She always humored your thoughts and ideas of things, never second guessing you.
Soon came the stolen glances during royal court meetings. Sevika cracking the smallest hint of a smile whenever your rolled your eyes at your advisor speaking to you about conquering land or meeting some man to suit. And while you knew of those who would literally kill to be where you were, you didn’t. This wasn’t your dream. It’s not what you want. You wanted…what did you want?
A warm smile greeted you at the steps of your carriage. You at one point had finally convinced Sevika to accompany you to your kingdoms fall festival. After some expertly crafted disguises (just a cloak and wig - your idea) you were able to roam around the people of your land. That’s the night you were able to let loose, dance, eat, and drink. And gods did you drink. Sevika constantly had to slip the goblet of sweet wine from your grasps and usher you back towards the castle. You don’t remember much besides the feeling of Sevikas hands on your waist and her voice guiding you down the safest path. Oh and that unshakable sense of security and longing.
It happened in the rain. The kiss that changed everything. As cliche as it sounds it turns out running from your castle when your advisor tells you of a future marriage was quite the romantic fuel. You tried to hide out. Not in the garden, that’s where they’d expect you. You’d gone this long without the need of marriage. You’d built a successful empire without the help of a man, how dare your court still suggest this on you. It angered you. It scared you most. You ran and ran through the forest behind your castle.
When she found you, you were leaned against the brick wall of a barely standing water mill. She ran from the edge of the forest to you. Her words came out frantic and harsh. She was worried, panicked even. But then she saw your face, the way your chin quivered, your chest heaved, and the way your eyebrows upturned in sadness. Her words silenced and she immediately pulled you in an embrace.
It was sudden. The kiss. One moment you were apologizing for running off and scaring her. The next you were telling her why you were upset. Her hand caressed your face and wiped away hot tears. You told her about how much you liked her. She made you feel like you couldn’t think about anything but the two of you. Then you kissed her. It was chaste.
Sevika barely had time to register what had just happened before her body made the next move for her. She had leaned down and cupped your face with both hands now, to kiss you again. This time it was sweet and passionate. Your lips overlapped softly. You had never been kissed by a woman, nor had you went out of your way to kiss one. But this felt right, it felt safe, and it felt like home. Sevika smelled like the chai you always caught her making in the middle of the night when she wasn’t at her station. She also smelled like ambery musk, and your library she’d sit with you in when you did paperwork. Her hand slid from your cheek and down your body line.
Her thumb traced over the outside of your bodice as her other fingers traced down your back. You vibrated under her touch, it was everything and more. Her mouth was warm and precise as she kissed you. You could tell she was holding back though. You couldn’t help but wonder how many other women she kissed like this. Could she tell she was your first? Was it pitiful for you to have such a strong feeling towards her? When she pressed you to her closer you let out a soft gasp. Your thighs squeezed together independently from your mind. Was this normal? Everything felt tingly and tight between your thighs. You hoped she couldn’t tell you were shifting like that under your dress. And when she finally pulled back you were sure you were looking at her like a drunken lover.
You promised you’d both never tell.
The many weeks after this kiss was now filled with similar occurrences. The two of you had been sneaking off to kiss and touch one another for months now. Seasons changed and so did your feelings for one another. Sevika knew it was wrong, it wholly was against her duties as a protector to be involved. She didn’t want to care about it anymore but it did, it weighed heavily on her heart. Sevika was a loyal person, to a fault at times. Now the conflict in her heart affected her duties. Especially now that you were on track to find someone permanent in your life and it could not be her.
Jealousy would take over. Sevikas jealousy burned slowly. She’d have to escort you to meeting with other royals and nobles. She’d stand across the room and watch you laugh and perform pleasantries with these pompous men. And while she knew you were just acting, that after the meeting these men you’d be in her arms. That you’d share about your days annoyances and grievances from the day. But it was maddening and it affected her work. She found herself overstepping her duties, interfering with directions given to you from your royal advisor, and distracting you just to have you to herself.
The sun was setting low now and you watched from the comfort of Sevikas arms. Her skin was so warm and a little sticky from the events prior. The image of her head between your thighs still replayed in your mind. You let out a soft groan as you stretched. Your eyes followed up Sevikas neck towards her grey eyes.
“Hey.” You said softly as you shifted positions to lay more on her torso. “What’re you thinking of?” You smiled and kissed her lips softly.
“Nothing…” she shook off whatever was on her mind to return your kiss. Her hand rubbed gently at the slope of your back.
A soft but worried smile graced your face before you spoke again. “Are you sure?”
“Mhm.” Her response was nothing but brief.
You sighed softly before hugging her neck. “You’re not very convincing.”
“Don’t worry about it, Princess.”
You would worry regardless. Your hand reached the side of her face and your stroked her cheek gently. The action was mostly to soothe yourself rather than your lovers. After a moment of silence and decided to speak up.
“I…I was wondering something.”
Sevika tilted her head to the side slightly. “Yes?”
“Wouldn’t it be nice if we could get away from here?” Your tone was wistful and romantic.
“Like on a getaway or something?” She inquired.
“Mm…” you shifted a little under the covers, your legs now crossed over hers. “More permanent.”
Sevika stiffened a little. An awkward laugh rattled from her chest. Your hand stilled on her cheek.
“What?”
“Permanent how? Surely you can’t mean what I think you mean.” Sevika sighed out in weariness.
“What do you think I mean?” Your voice carried softly by her ear. Your face was still warmly pressed to the crook of her neck.
Sevika cleared her throat. “You’re suggesting you and I run away from your royal duties for good? For me?”
You nodded. “For us. I love you, you know. Deeply. I want to be free of this so we can have our own life. A future. Maybe a home in your hometown by the cities? I was thinking we a pet or two? Maybe a few offspring. I’ll learn to bake that bread you like with the,”
“No.” Her words cut harshly. Whatever dream you were having of the two of them was sliced in half by that simple word.
“No?” You sat up a little. Your eyebrows twisted in confusion. “What do you mean no? No to the offspring?” You laughed nervously. “O-or the pets. I mean we can truly do whatever. Once we are away from here-“
Sevika cut you off again. “No to that dream. No to you loving me.” Her eyes were intense, a grey storm.
“What? How can I just not love you. And you told me you felt the same!” Your finger pointed towards the woman beneath you. “Or did you forget?”
Sevika moved your hand from her face and shifted you off of her. She shook her head. You watched as her body started to move to get out of the bed.
“Did you?!” Your voice raised louder. “You said we were in this together. That night by the lake!” Your breath caught in your chest.
Sevika covered her face in frustration. “Would you just-!” She nearly growled out that last part, she hated when you yelled, when you were upset. “I never said I loved you. I feel affection towards you. Strongly. But I cannot love you. It’s not possible.”
Your mouth fell open instantly. What did she mean by that? This whole time you were under the impression everything was mutually the same. The feelings, the attraction, the romantic ties. You felt a sharp pang in your chest. Heartache? Sevika got up from the bed and grabbed her undergarments hastily. You watched her pull her clothes on her body. Something you once did in love, now in heartbreak.
“Of course it is possible! Anything is possible with you in my life. Do you not understand that?” You climbed out of bed as well. You brought the sheets either you and quickly wrapped them around your body.
“Sevika! Is this about your status? Sev I don’t care about that. You know that.” Your voice hitch in your throat again, tiny and panicked.
“We cannot keep doing this anymore. This has to end. All of this. I shouldn’t have let it get this far.” Her jaw clenched and her eyes averted from yours. “ I am your guard, nothing more, nothing less. I’m failing my duties because of you.”
“Your duties? Is that all you can think of? What about us? All our time together. When we lay together. Everything! You are beacon of light in my life. I don’t want anything or anyone else but you.” Your voice was beginning to waver. You could feel the hot tears filling your ducts. “How dare you tell me all of this is but my silly dream! Like it’s my fault!”
Sevika looked at you with her jaw set. This was fucking unbearable. Her throat was tight with tears that would never reach her eyes. Her breath stayed somewhat steady. All she could do was stare back at you as you poured everything she already knew of you out on the floor. It was as though you dug your nails into your own flesh, baring your bones, your organs caged underneath, and your heart fighting for its life for her attention.
“It is! You’re driving me up a wall. You’re changing me and I cannot afford to lose my position here.” Sevikas voice raised in frustration, blistering hot.
You looked at her stunned, confused. The salt from your tears tasted sweet on your tongue compared to the ripping of your heart. You clutched at the rumbled up bed sheets and held them tighter to your chest as some form of self soothing. It wasn’t working.
“But I’m in love with you Sevika, you can’t…” You raised your voice.
“It must pass. You’ve got your true future planned out. And I cannot be apart of it more than a guard.”
“Please. Please don’t do this—!” Your shaking hand grabbed at Sevikas hand tightly. “Wh-what are you just going to ignore this even happened?!”
Sevikas eyes looked away from your face and she gently pulled her hand away. “Please get dressed, your highness. I’ll have someone meet you in the hall to escort you to your next location.”
You watched in horror as Sevika turned her back on you. She didn’t even speak your name, just formalities. How could she change everything so swiftly, like it was so easy, like it never mattered. Your heart was beating out of your chest, that blood rush creeping in your ears once again. You search for anything in the room. Your hand found one of your slippers before you hurled it across the bedroom. The slipper met the back of Sevikas shoulder with a thump. Nothing to phase her though.
When she finally made it out of the bedroom and closed the door, she pressed her back to it. Her chest was heaving and she stifled back tears. From the other side she could hear you yelling, crying. The sound of you collapsing onto the hard floor was enough. She quickly stepped from the door and darted down the corridor.
“It had to be done.” A man’s voice carried low as Sevika passed him. A spindly hand grabbed her shoulder and tugged her close. “Don’t let it happen again.” Royal advisor Silco said with ice in his words.
Sevika didn’t say anything, her shoulder jerked away from his touch and she continued down the hall.
a/n — yippeee!!! she’s done she finished something again !! so like this was supposed to be an imagine but I think I’m gonna turn it into a 3 part fic? I’m not sure it really depends on demand so PUHLEASE let me know if y’all want the other parts. Let me know how you enjoyed it. I’ve never really written angst so tell me how you liked it. Suggestions etc — also sorry idk the wc I was just vibing ! also I was feeling silly with the colored text just ignore me — also also LOL I wasn’t sure if it was lame to make Silco the royal advisor but I couldn’t think of anyone else…so
Sevika really is the best thing to come into my life as far as creative inspiration in years. Like, I started to kick my feet thinking about Sevika getting complimented by a femme and the look on her face from said compliments. I feel like she’d give a shy little side smile as an effort to try not to show how much it’s working on her. She’d probably be looking down or to the side too. A little awkward laugh of surprise or shock with how forward they’re being with her.
I know her face would feel incredibly warm and she’d be so thankful her hair hid the tips of her ears just barely or the femme would see how red they were getting. Sevika just strikes me as someone who is so like in her head about everything else that something as simple as pure compliment would be her undoing. Like a truly disarming compliment that her cockiness wouldn’t be able to withstand. Not only of her appearance like the color of her eyes, the curve of jaw, or the shape of his muscle.But also of her brain, the way she speaks, her thoughts, her pausing a lot because she’s nervous.
PDA wasn’t really her thing. Even though you guys were dating for a while she never touched you in public. She didn’t like to be seen so vulnerable in the public eye. And not that you necessarily pushed her to engage in it, but sometimes the feeling arose. You wanted to touch your girlfriend and be all gross and cute around her. The closest you’d got to that is when Sevika would just follow close to you.
Today however the two of you were out shopping around for some clothes due to the changing seasons. Sevikas eyes were blurry with boredom from looking through all the same shades of tan, mustard and olive green. She let out a deep sigh as she watched you stare at the same sweaters.
“What do you think? This one or this one?” You asked as you held two identically tan sweaters up.
“You serious?” She looked puzzled. “Honey, these are the same exact sweaters.”
“No this one has the small dots on the cuff.” You walked closer to show her. “And this one is shorter here.”
You looked back up at her and her eyebrow was still raised in confusion.
“I don’t know. I think both will look great on you.”
With the click of your tongue you went back to put them on the rack. You continued to look around the department set on finding something just right.
“Oh! Over here!” You joyfully exclaimed as you grabbed Sevikas hand and lead her away from where you both were.
Sevikas eyes darted down at your laced fingers. Her feet stumbling after you. She looked around to see if anyone was watching. Of course nobody was, why would they be? Sevika straightened up when you finally pulled her to a section with bigger cardigans. You were talking about the fabric, the design, the price. She couldn’t really hear you over the blood rushing in her head. Your hand was so soft and grounding. She squeezed it gently as you kept talking. She hadn’t realized how much she desired your simple touches even on a regular day out. Your warmth was a simple and sweet security to her life.
You looked down between the two of you. “Oh- sorry, Sev.” You said as you went to pull your hand away.
She stopped you, lacing them back in place once more. She didn’t say anything. She didn’t have to. She knew that you knew how she preferred it in this moment. A smile formed on your face, a subtle skip in your heartbeat to match. You turned back towards the clothing items and started to sort through and find your size.
“What do you think?” You asked.
“I love it.” She nodded. “I’ll get it.” She said as her thumb rubbed at the back of your hand.
She knows how tired you’ve been. You’ve been working every damn day. It felt as though you barely had time to rest. So when you get home early she made sure to get you a bath and some dinner asap. Sevika loves doting on you. She has helped you bathe, put your skin care on, put on your pajamas and got you into bed by 7pm. That’s a new record for you.
But when you stir restless, it did not go unnoticed by your wife. She slinked into the bedroom after pausing her work in the den. The sounds of you rustling in your shared bed makes her heart ache. She just wants you to be able to get some relief and sleep. Sevika had already brought you lavender and chamomile tea prior, rubbed your shoulders and feet, she even turned on that asmr you love but she absolutely despises.
“I know what I can do. But you have to trust me.” She says as she lays down next to you. “You trust me?”
You nod. “Of course, my love.”
“Then,” she began as her hand slips under the covers and over your panties. “Spread your legs for me. Let me help you unwind.”
And you are more than happy to oblige. You part your thighs and let Sevikas mechanical hand slip over your panties. The cool metal made you shutter, but not for long as her lips kissed at your neck. She spoke sweet words into your ear.
“You work so hard, you deserve to relax. Don’t you?” She said as your two fingers vibrate against your clit.
You moan and nod. Your body squirmed in pleasure now. Your eyes shut and your lips part to let out those delectable whimpers and whines. Sevika traces languidly over your sensitive nub as it throbs and twitches. The vibrations took you to the edge, but Sevikas words took you over.
“Yeah, you do. You deserve so much more.” She says as she uses her other hand to tweak at your nipples. “Don’t you? You deserve to cum?”
You let out a pitchy moan. “Yes!” Your breath is building up now, your back pressing into Sevikas chest. “Oh gods- Sevika-!”
Sevika cranks up the vibrations a little more. It’s the right setting to have you unravel in her hands. You arch your back and buck your hips with the vibration. You came in an instant. Sevika smiles against your skin as she turns the vibration down and then off. She slips her mechanical hand away and soothes you with the other.
Sleep creeps upon you quickly. Your eyes shut as you let out a last few pants. Sevika watches as you doze off. A few more pecks on the face won’t hurt. And then she slips out of bed and makes her way off to her den to finish up her work for the night.
a/n — 🤷🏾♀️ I just be thinkin…also I literally wrote this 15 minutes before bed. Idk if it makes sense or not and I’m so tired. I have to drive so much todaaaay D: !!! Yall !!! Anyways, does the arm thing make sense ? Also…idk what my 0.1 thing is supposed to really mean I’m just feeling quirky. k thanks bye
a/n #2 — YALL I cannot stop laughing at the idea that she can make her hand into a vibrator — I low key got the concept from love and deepspace Caleb fiction I’d seen
Sevika would be such a baby when she got sick. You’d have to check on her every 10 minutes to make sure she wasn’t having a meltdown in bed. It bothers her so much that she isn’t able to get up and do things like usual, especially things for you. She’d be restless, tossing and turning in the early mornings. Her body rarely being able to find ease or comfort unless you came in to hold her hand and press a cold compress to her forehead.
“You’re going to be fine, my love.” You’d say as you brushed her slightly damp hair back gently. “Just let me take care of things, okay?”
Sevika would groan in protest, but her shortness of breath would only allow her to scoff ever so slightly. Which would then turn into a cough and you’d shake your head gently.
“Open…”
Sevika shook her head. “I don’t need that. I just can sleep it off and”
You would cut her off for the thousandth time that day. “I said open. You won’t get better without medicine.” Your hand cupped under her chin and angled her face up to yours. You could see the pitiful nature in her grey eyes as she wanted to deny you the pleasure of taking care of her for once.
In your free hand would be the small cup of red medicine. You’d raise it up to her lips and parted your lips in demonstration. “Aaa~” you’d chime.
“I’m not a baby.” Sevika complained.
“Then open up and act like a grown up.” Your eyebrow raised and you shot her a smug look. “Or no kisses.”
“No kisses?” She’d repeat to you.
You shook your head in confirmation.
“You’re evil!” Her voice carried in a half hearted shout before another coughing fit. You’d make sure to lean back, grimacing.
“Cover your mouth…wait!” you quickly tipped the medicine into Sevikas mouth and made sure she swallowed it. Sevika made a disgusted noise and slapped the small cup out of your hand.
“You’re sick!”
“How’s your throat now? Still scratchy?” You hummed and stood up from the bed.
A moment paused between the two of you and she squinted. Of course it was better. She wouldn’t ever outwardly admit that though, but you knew it was true by the way she’d settled back under the covers.
“Uh huh…” you laughed softly before squatting down to pick up the tiny cup. “You’re lucky you’re sick. If you smack the cup out of my hand like that again, who knows what punishments I’ll inflict after you’re better.”
Sevika grumbled under her breath and grabbed her pillow. “No kisses?”
Once you stood up straight you looked towards your poor sick girlfriend under a pile of blankets. “I’ll blow you a kiss instead. I don’t know if my mean girl deserves a forehead kiss right now.”
Sevika huffed softly as she watched you blow her a quick kiss. You knew under the blanket her hand reached to catch it. After a moment she rolled to her side and let out a relaxed sound as the medicine worked its magic.
a/n: tbh I’m just trying to push my pitiful/loser vika agenda and I will be heard !! sevika definitely would rather sweat out a fever than take medicine.
A fever you can’t sweat out…not correlated but why is Time to Dance and Lying the best songs on that album…like 🫢
