(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: OI YA CLOWN(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: did u like that pentagram i drew on ur forehead with sharpie(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: maybe your “ghost hunting” will go better now(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: attract more “ghosts”(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: update: it was not a pentagram(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: it was a ufo crop circle
💤 A HALF-ASLEEP TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: yOU’re a cLOWN(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: wow sorry(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: i was so sleepy i couldn’t think straight
❎ A TEXT MEANT FOR SOMEONE ELSE
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: lily noona is a clown(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: don’t u agree hyung(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: why are u even trying to impress that clown (TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: just buy her a unicycle and some clown cosplay clothes
🥴 A DRUNK TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: IM NEVER DRUNK(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: but maYUBE(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: NOPE(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: inoon not afdrunk(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: youaere driunk(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: u clown
🕰️AN EARLY MORNING TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: wake tay fook up(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: riIiiiIiIisE ANd BLooDOody shIiiine (TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: HONK HONK NOONA
🔎A REVEALING TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: im sorry i had to be the one to tell you this noonz(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: but(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: it’s about time you knew(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: that yOURE A CLOWN(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: YA CLOWN(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: i know you’ll need some time to process this(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: take all the time u need noona
🤔A NONSENSICAL TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: 🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
🙏 AN APOLOGETIC TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: i have nothing to apologise for(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: because im never wrong(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: but(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: i guess im KINDA sorry???(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: for drawing crop circles on ur forehead thinking that was a pentagram(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: it was false advertising(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: i will do better research next time(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: im sorry you had to overreact
🗑️A TEXT THAT WASN’T SENT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: ok noona, i know ive been kinda rude to you but thats just me because idk how else to communicate with you without borderline bullying you and this is my attempt at not bullying you and being me “true” self whatever that means shin hyung forced to go to therapy for a week but by day two i couldnt handle it because its stupid the lady kept saying i should just say what my mind thinks of first instead of acting impulsively who does she think she is who does that
😡AN ANGRY TEXT
(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: whY DID YOU TELL YEONHEE (TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: ABOUT MY YUGIOH COLLECTION(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: collecting demons was meant to be a secret(TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: :(((TXT: 🤡LILY THE CLOWN 🤡) KAISER: waIT UNTIL I SUMMON ONE ON U WHEN URE ASLEEP, THAT CROP CIRCLE ON UR FOREHEAD CANT SAVE U
msg* lil’ lily >> lily???? help!!msg* lil’ lily >> i think i might’ve started a fire??? and i don’t know what to domsg* lil’ lily >> how do i make the fire stop being a fire???
it had been awhile since the last time he had truly indulged himself. the watch on his wrist reads into the early hours of dawn, clearly past his curfew and luckily, his roommate was out of town for the weekend giving the place all to himself. the table where his feet rest, littered with opened bottles of alcohol, oh how disappointed his parents would be to have seen him like this. perhaps, it would have been a vision that his parents knew he would eventually fall back into, a substitute for whatever he had done in the past. a past, that they had so desperately wanted to erase, but here their son was, mocking and ridiculing the tsai name.
phone in hand as he hazily scrolls through his feed, his eyes catching a glimpse of a post from the cheer team, and he is suddenly spiralling down an abyss that causes a lodge in his throat. he feels his own sanity slipping away, like that one time he had decided that he was no good for anyone. like that time, he had self sabotaged all of his efforts to seclude himself because he had anticipated that no one wanted to be with him because of who he was, is. he blinks a couple of times before his vision clears up a little, oh what a mistake. he should’ve just put his phone down and gone back to his old habits, maybe then, life would have been easier on him.
his grip on his phone tightens. he had a lot on his chest, limbs that felt heavy from the weight of suppressing everything, and suddenly he had a reason to vent. a catalyst that brought him back to a time when he felt happier, when he didn’t have to hide as much, when he had her around, but maybe this was just the liquid talking and he becomes blinded for a moment. a moment that ultimately brought him out of his comfort zone, he swallows his pride, his entire line of dignity and scrolls through his contacts to find her name.
ahh... fetishising pain and suffering.
he debates for a moment, shaking his head in attempts to rid of the haze that clouded his frontal judgement and he pushes through. the ringing tone plays, and he mutters under his breath, ❝ fuck. ❞. even in the current drunken state that he is, his mind would not let him completely be oblivious to all the mistakes he was about to commit, his mind was a dark place, holding him accountable for the numerous sins he had committed. it wasn’t something he was proud of, and perhaps because of that he had blamed it on his bad habits. the ringing tone stops, ❝ hello? it’s shin. i... uh — ❞ his words are starting to slur, ❝ just... just don’t say anything, just let me talk — d...do you hate me? i know i wasn’t the best fucking boy friend in the world, but i really tried. ❞ he lets out a disgruntled sigh, his head throbbing at this point, ❝ i — was scared okay? i felt... i felt like i depended on you too much, it scared me. anyway... fuck me right? i’m the worst... fuck... ❞ he lets out a chuckle, ❝ lily... i — ❞
he never swore, not after his rehab program he was forced into by his parents, anyway. the alcohol was really doing a number on him and he was scared of the consequences after sobering up. ❝ never mind, forget i said anything. my head hurts. ❞
[ text → shin ] hey!
[ text → shin ] can you do me a favor? great! there's this sale going on and i need someone to come with me.
[ text → shin ] everyone else was busy and i know you're probably not soooo
[ text → shin ] come with me please thanks!
lily 💕💖(ignore) → what are you buying?
lily 💕💖(ignore) → can’t you get it online
lily 💕💖(ignore) → i have an assignment due tomorrow
lily 💕💖(ignore) → when does the sale end?
ghosts do not exist. now that, that’s out of the way, lily is delusional. she really was, she claims that ghosts exist and that all these paranormal things are real. sure, they’re as real as unicorns and eight headed mice, because in his last nineteen years of living, his come to realise that none of it is true. his never seen a ghost, or a demon, or even those orb things that everyone claims to be spirits of the paranormal, a load of junk made to control the people of this naive society. if anything, people are a lot scarier than the ghouls, his heard possession is a thing that can happen and was hoping he could start collecting them like yu-gi-oh cards, summoning them from his deck at will. that’d sure give him an edge in boxing tournaments. an amusing thought.
the abandoned house that lily had chosen to take him to was not too far from their campus, it wasn’t too abandoned looking either. pity, that such a nice house had gone to waste and the sound of owls cooing wasn’t helping with the ambience either, it was rather peaceful and kaiser was starting to think that this was a little vacation, and not some sort of high stress ghoul hunting situation. “so, uh... why are you bringing me to this nice house?” he stands in front of the door, hands resting on his hips as he looks around the porch area, old creaky wooden planks layering one after the other, nails sticking up randomly, as wear and tear was evident.
he turns to the door, hand reaching for the handle, giving it a little shake and finding that it was locked. of course it is, why wouldn’t it be? everyone just likes making things more difficult for him, he lets out a sigh, taking a step back as he reels his foot back, kicking the door open. the wooden door flies open, hinges barely holding on and with a loud thud the wind wisps inside the old house. the smell of ancient timber and dust snuffling up his nostrils, a hand coming up to cover his nose as the other waves frantically at the cobwebs, “i’m more afraid of the spiders than whatever you’re trying to sell me.”
he wakes up, immediately wanting to do something spontaneous, perhaps its his chaotic nature speaking to him. he had spent the entire morning looking at tattoo inspirations to get, mainly wanting something like shin hyung, but with his own flare in the mix. he grabs his phone by the table, beside his laptop:
(txt: plaketket group chat) kaiser: i want to get a tattoo
(txt: plaketket group chat) kaiser: like shin hyung
(txt: plaketket group chat) kaiser: but not like shin hyung
he needed some support, some rallying and maybe lily noona would shoot him down and tell him that it’s a bad idea, only to later stamp a pentagram onto her forehead whilst she’s asleep and tell her she was sleep walking and being possessed, give her a little spook. but hopefully, he wouldn’t have to resort to that. their little vacation to the haunted house was not very haunted, if anything it was quite liberating. an odd thought that negative energy would fuel his own positivity, unfathomable at best, but also somewhat amusing. he was sure shin would understand, he was rational unlike lily. and he couldn’t believe they used to be a thing, a weird thing, did she try to make shin a believer like her?
closing the tabs on his laptop as he reaches for his phone again:
(txt: plaketket group chat) kaiser: lily noona can get a pentagram on her forehead to ward off evil spirits
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↪ ··· lily unnie are you still awake? ↪ ··· ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ i lost track of time and now it’s l ate out ↪ ··· can you pick me up from the library ↪ ··· it’s so dark outside ٩(´Д` ;)۶:.*
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