Congrats on 500 followers! You definitely deserve them
can you draw sonadow angst
Let's get f'ed up since Im emotional. >:)
I don't like to have Sonic call Shadow a faker in my AU, it's something that deeply bothers him. Because he is a fake. He's playing a part, not following his heart, because he's a failure.
Life doesn't have a purpose, but his did. He was made to save maria. He failed. He was made to be a GUN weapon. He failed. He was made to bring happiness, he brought fear. He promised maria, he broke his promise. He even failed to be Doom's ultimate solider. He failed himself, trusting everyone but his own heart.
Do you think Sonic knows this? I do. Shadow's confidence and attitude is a farce. Sonic can tell, which is why he didnt give up on him.
Shadow doesn't walk away because it's "not his problem." or because he, "doesn't have time for this." He walks away because he's scared of failing again. He isn't afraid of connecting, he's afraid of ruining it. What lies after the connection? An end. The first time he experienced an end, the very first time he was called a failure...
it was the worse day of his life. "What if every end...is just like that?"
Thank you all for being so welcoming and fun to be around. It really gives me motivation to continue and push myself! The comic I was gonna make for you is still in the background, but I ended up drawing some kind of angst, I think it counts somewhat?