it wasn’t the way you imagined the night would go. It was date night. and instead you were scrubbing dishes.
you scrubbed a stubborn spot on one of the plates. your mind wandering as you worked. you thought about how excited you’d been to surprise him, to see Shadow break into one of those rare small smiles he reserved just for you.
but instead you were here, alone, scrubbing dishes at nearly 10 PM
you scrubbed the last of the dishes with more force than necessary trying to distract yourself from the bitterness bubbling up inside it wasn’t fair. not the missed dinner or the lack of communication but the fact that you couldn’t even stay mad. no matter how late Shadow was or how much he forgot your love for him always out won your anger
just as you reached to turn off the water, the faint sound of the front door creaking open made you freeze. you didn’t turn around not right away.
the softest sound of boots against the floor. then warmth.
Shadow’s arms wrapped around you from behind, firm but heavy with exhaustion. his head came to rest against your shoulder the faintest exhale of relief brushing against your neck.
your breath caught and for a moment, you froze your heart racing as his presence washed over you
“Shadow” you whispered
“I’m here” he murmured, his voice low and rough
the anger that had been building up all evening began to crumble, you could feel the tension in his body the exhaustion in the way he leaned into you
Shadow was quiet for a moment, his arms tightening around you. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to worry you” he said finally. “The mission took longer than I expected.”
you turned slightly in his arms, enough to catch a glimpse of his face. his crimson eyes, usually intense were softer now, he looked… tired something he rarely let himself be.
“I waited” you said, your voice trembling just slightly. “I wanted tonight to be special. I thought you..”
“I know” he interrupted gently, his gaze dropping. “I saw the table… the candles.” his voice getting even lower. “I’m sorry.”
your heart ached at the sincerity in his words at the way his guilt seemed to weigh heavier on him than his own exhaustion. slowly, you reached up your fingers brushing lightly against the side of his face.
“I’m not mad” you admitted, “I just… missed you.”
Shadow leaned into your touch, his eyes closing for a brief moment. “I missed you too” he murmured
you leaned into him, your forehead resting against his. for all the frustration and disappointment.. having him here feeling his warmth, hearing his voice was enough to make everything else fade away.
“Come on” you said softly, pulling back just enough to meet his gaze. “You need to sit down. You look exhausted.”
he didn’t argue, letting you guide him to the couch. as you moved to grab him a plate of reheated food, Shadow’s hand caught yours pulling you gently back to him.
“Stay” he said simply, his eyes meeting yours
you didn’t hesitate, sinking down beside him. Shadow’s arm wrapped around you again, pulling you close as he rested his head against yours
Shadow sank onto the couch, his usually proud posture was slumped, his head resting against yours as he let out a low weary sigh.
Shadow rarely let his exhaustion show always pushing through without complaint. but tonight, it was clear he’d reached his limit.
“long day?” you asked gently
Shadow nodded, his voice low and rough. “yeah.”
you placed a hand on his shoulder, feeling the tension coiled beneath his fur. “let me help.” you murmured
he glanced at you, crimson eyes searching yours as if trying to decide whether to accept. finally, he gave the faintest nod
you smiled softly and moved behind him, settling on your knees as you placed your hands on his shoulders. slowly you began to work the tight muscles beneath your fingers, kneading gently at first and then applying more pressure as you felt him relax
his head tilted forward slightly, exposing the back of his neck. “you don’t have to” he muttered, though the tension in his voice was already melting away.
“I want to” you replied, your fingers working along the knots in his upper back. “You do so much Shadow. let me take care of you for once.”
a soft, hum escaped him a sound you rarely heard but treasured every time you did.
your hands moved lower, trailing down his spine with carefully. as your thumbs pressed into a particularly tight spot, he tensed for a moment before letting out a deep breath his shoulders slumping further.
“That feels… good” he admitted quietly, his tone softer than usual
you smiled, leaning in to press a light kiss to the back of his neck. “Good” you murmured against his fur, your lips lingering for a moment before moving to another spot
Shadow’s ears flicked slightly, a subtle reaction that made your heart flutter and encouraged you to continue leaving gentle kisses along the curve of his neck, your hands never stopping their soothing rhythm on his back.
“Relax” you whispered, your voice warm and tender.
his breathing slowed, deep and steady, as the tension melted from his body. his head tilted slightly to the side, giving you more access to his neck
you trailed your fingertips along his shoulders now your touch light and soothing, “Does that help?” you asked softly.
Shadow turned his head just enough to meet your gaze, his eyes softer than you’d ever seen them. “It does” he said
you leaned forward, pressing a lingering kiss to his cheek before wrapping your arms around his shoulders from behind. “Good” you whispered. “You deserve it.”
Shadow’s hand came up to rest lightly over yours, his grip firm yet gentle.
as Shadow leaned back into the couch, his body finally relaxed and tension-free, you gently brushed your hands over his shoulders one last time.
“There” you said softly, leaning down to press a light kiss to the top of his head. “Feeling better?”
he tilted his head slightly, his eyes meeting yours. “Better” he murmured. “Thank you.”
you smiled, smoothing your hand over his arm before standing. “Good. Now stay right there I’m not done taking care of you yet.”
before he could argue, you made your way to the kitchen. the meal you’d prepared earlier was still waiting, kept warm in the oven.
when you returned to the living room, Shadow had straightened slightly his posture still tired but no longer as heavy. his gaze followed you as you set the plate in front of him on the coffee table, along with a glass of water.
“I thought you’d be hungry” you said, taking a seat beside him.
he looked at the plate and then back at you.
“You didn’t have to” he said quietly, though he didn’t hesitate to pick up the fork.
“I wanted to” you replied, watching as he took his first bite. you could see the tension in his jaw ease as he took his first bite
“You always do too much” he muttered
you leaned into him slightly, resting your chin on your hand as you watched him eat. “Someone has to take care of you” you teased lightly.
as Shadow’s plate rested empty on the coffee table, he leaned back against the couch his arm draped around you. you felt his warmth as he pulled you closer, but his gaze shifted lingering on you in a way that made your heart flutter.
his eyes traveled from your face, where a soft satisfied smile lingered, down to the dress you wore a black slip dress that clung to your figure just right.
“You wore this” he said quietly, his voice carrying that deep steady tone you loved. his fingers brushed against the hem of the dress where it rested on your thigh
“I wanted to surprise you” you admitted softly, leaning into his side. “It’s your favorite isn’t it?”
Shadow didn’t answer immediately, but by the way he was eyeing you answered that. his hand moved slightly, fingertips grazing the delicate lace trim as his thumb traced over the fabric.
his gaze flicked back to your face, and for a moment he leaned forward slightly his forehead brushing against yours as his hand rested gently on your waist his fingers against the silky fabric.
“so beautiful..” he paused, his voice getting lightly quieter as if the words were foreign to him.
Shadow’s other hand came up, brushing a strand of hair away from your face as his thumb lightly grazed your cheek. the soft touch sent a shiver down your spine.
Shadow leaned in, his lips brushing softly against yours in a kiss
his hand slid from your waist to your thigh, resting there lightly. his gaze dropped briefly to the dress again, and a faint smirk tugged at the corner of his lips
“You really did all this… for me?” he said, his tone low and teasing.
“I did” you said, brushing your fingers over his hand.
Shadow shook his head slightly, a quiet hum escaping him as his hand tightened just slightly on your thigh.
“You trust me don’t you?” he asked searching your eyes.
you nodded unable to form words
“Lay back” he murmured
you swallowed, heat creeping up your neck as you slowly leaned back, your body sinking into the couch beneath you. the second your head met the cushion, Shadow moved placing himself above you.
his hands braced against the couch on either side of your head
your breath hitched. you could feel the warmth radiating from his body the way he traced your features like he was memorizing every detail. you felt trapped in the best possible way completely at his mercy.
“Relax” he cooed
his expression softened just a little. then ever so slowly he leaned down his lips a few inches away from yours. he was waiting, testing you
Shadow lingered just above you, his breath warm against your skin. his crimson eyes flickered with something unreadable and it sent your heart racing. then a slow smirk tugged at his lips.
“I love seeing you like this” he admitted, his voice low and smooth, almost like a purr.
his gaze darkened, trailing over your face then down to where your chest rose and fell beneath him. he wasn’t touching you not yet..
“Laid back looking up at me.” His smirk deepened
finally, he moved, his hand coming up to ghost along your jawline, fingers barely brushing your skin. it was a featherlight touch, but it sent heat spreading through your body
“let me take care of you now” he murmured, pressing the faintest kiss just below your ear before pulling back to look at you again.
and with that, he settled closer one arm slipping around your waist as he rested some of his weight against you his presence consuming.
Can I request a Shadow x Fem A/N fic? I’m thinking Shadow as a demonic entity served by a cult. The cult must offer up a young maiden to Shadow to bear him an heir. Lots of ritual sacrifice vibes. Very scary Shadow as a lover, but he’s also tender and loving.
Title: Eclipsed in Desire
Fandom: Shadow the Hedgehog
Pairing: Shadow the Hedgehog x Fem!Reader
Word Count: 7.7k
Rating: Explicit / NSFW (18+)
Warnings: This fic contains extreme size difference and hentai-coded smut with supernatural elements, including ritualistic sacrifice vibes, worship/praise, breeding talk, cumplay, oral (f receiving), magical pain-to-pleasure. Features unrealistic anatomy, gallons of affection, and Shadow completely ruining and worshiping the reader in a dark, candlelit, cultish setting.
A/N: Thank you, anon, for the most sinful idea 🤭 This is slow, indulgent, and pure hentai nonsense—Shadow’s your god now.
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The stone chamber breathed with the weight of centuries, its walls slick with a damp sheen that caught the faintest glint of candlelight. The air was thick, perfumed with incense and the acrid bite of burning resin, curling smoke into the vaulted darkness above like the spirits of old rites long forgotten. Hundreds of candles lined the rough-hewn floor and clustered in niches along the walls, their flames shivering in the subterranean draft, filling the space with a trembling, honey-gold glow. Every flicker birthed a new shadow, alive and shifting, until it felt as though the darkness itself was crawling closer.
In the very center, upon a raised stone altar carved with looping sigils that seemed to writhe in the wavering light, Y/N knelt. The stone beneath her bare knees was mercilessly cold, a sharp contrast to the fevered heat of her own skin. They had dressed her—or rather, adorned her—in a veil of silks so sheer they clung to her like mist, pale as moonlight and just as fleeting, each breath threatening to bare more of the flesh it only half concealed. Golden chains draped over her hips and wrists, the delicate metal cool against her oiled skin, clinking softly with even the faintest movement. Her body had been painted with curling sigils in liquid gold, runes spiraling up her thighs, kissing the dip of her stomach, and curling along the soft curves of her breasts. Her hair, brushed to a gleaming sheen, spilled down her back in a cascade that caught the candlelight like spun amber, crowned with a thin circlet of the same warm metal, its weight biting faintly against her temples.
Around the altar, the cult knelt in a perfect ring, heads bowed, their robes pooling in the wax-slicked stone like the black waters of some subterranean sea. They had prepared Y/N in silence, hands reverent but trembling as they smoothed fragrant oils over every inch of her body, leaving her skin gleaming and soft, the scent of crushed petals and something darker—spice, resin, heat—clinging to her like a second skin. Now, not a sound escaped them. The chamber had grown impossibly quiet, as though the world itself held its breath, and in that silence, Y/N’s pulse was thunderous in her ears. She knew she was the offering tonight. She knew every eye, though lowered, was on her.
Then the air changed.
The first shiver of his presence was a weight, subtle at first, like a low hum threading through the stone, a thrumming in Y/N’s bones that was both alien and instinctively terrifying. The candle flames strained toward the altar, bowing as if in supplication, their light bending in a way that made the shadows writhe. A chill swept the chamber even as the air thickened, heavy and hot, clinging to her skin. The darkness in the far corner shifted, moved—no, breathed. Something deeper than night peeled itself from the walls, wrong in a way the human eye could barely hold, and yet Y/N’s gaze was drawn, helpless, to that shape.
He emerged as though he had always been there, waiting for mortal senses to falter enough to see him. Taller than any man, his form rippled with an otherworldly power, the edges of him cloaked in shadow that clung to muscle like smoke. His eyes glowed crimson, cutting through the dim with predatory clarity, pinning Y/N in place without a single word. Her breath hitched, heart thrashing like a trapped bird, every instinct torn between terror and something deeper—something that left her thighs pressing unconsciously together. His claws scraped softly against the stone as he advanced, slow, deliberate, the weight of each step thrumming through the chamber until she could feel it in her teeth.
When he spoke, the voice was a velvet snarl, the kind of sound that burrowed under the skin, settling low in the spine. The old tongue spilled from his lips, each syllable tasting of smoke and iron, yet the meaning coiled in Y/N’s mind unbidden: “They bring me a trembling lamb… soft… sweet… ready to be devoured.”
The cult did not stir. Not one of them dared breathe too loudly. But the sound of him, the sight of him—those eyes, that massive frame, the shadow and smoke that seemed to cling and caress the carved stone—seized Y/N’s entire world. Her fingers dug into the slick edge of the altar, her pulse a drumbeat against the cold gold chains that framed her wrists. And when he came to stand before her, towering and terrifying, the candlelight glancing off the faint gleam of his fangs as he smiled, Y/N knew with a bone-deep certainty that whatever she had been before this night, she was his now.
The air grew heavier as Shadow’s presence bled into every corner of the chamber, the low hum of his power vibrating through the stone floor beneath Y/N’s knees. She could taste the heat of him now, metallic and smoky, like embers left smoldering in an ancient hearth. He circled the altar with the unhurried patience of a predator, the faint sound of his claws against stone scraping through the cavern, a reminder that he was not, and never would be, a man. Y/N’s heart thrummed violently in her chest, the golden chains at her wrists and hips trembling with each uneven breath. The cult remained bowed, frozen in reverent terror, as though the very act of looking upon his full form might burn their mortal eyes.
And then Shadow stopped at the altar’s head, the dim light catching fully on him for the first time.
He was enormous.
The silks clinging to Y/N’s body fluttered faintly with the gust of heat that radiated off him, and she realized that even on her knees, her face barely reached the height of his abdomen. His body was corded muscle beneath fur as black as midnight, faintly haloed by the living smoke that curled and licked along his limbs. Crimson streaks ran along his quills like blood spilled across obsidian, catching the candlelight in wicked glints. His tail lashed once behind him, and his chest rose and fell with a slow, deliberate calm that only heightened the trembling anticipation curling in her belly.
And then her eyes caught lower.
Her breath snagged in her throat, heat and fear colliding so violently that she swayed. Between his thighs, thick and heavy, his cock was already hard—an impossible thing, sheathed in dark flesh veined with faint crimson, the tip glistening in the low light. It was… gods, it was huge, far larger than any mortal man could boast, the kind of size that sent a cold thrill of terror and want straight down her spine. Even the veins running along it pulsed faintly with the rhythm of his power, each throb a silent promise of ruin. Y/N’s hands clenched against the altar, the cool stone the only anchor as her body betrayed her, heat spilling low in her stomach even as her mind reeled in disbelief. He would split her in two. He would destroy her. He would—
A deep, dark chuckle rumbled from his chest, as if he could read the frantic thoughts scrawled across her trembling form. Shadow’s gaze burned crimson as it slid down her silk-wrapped body, lingering on the curves barely hidden, the gold-painted runes that traced her thighs and breasts. He leaned forward, his massive hands gripping the edge of the altar, claws scraping faintly against the stone. The movement caged her completely, the sheer scale of him blotting out all the candlelight, plunging Y/N into a world of shadow, heat, and the scent of her own fear.
“Little one…” His voice was a low purr, vibrating against her chest. “…do you know what it means to offer yourself to me?”
She couldn’t speak—her mouth was dry, her breath caught. She could only stare up at him, at the sharp white flash of his fangs as he smirked, and then down, helplessly, to the monstrous length standing thick and heavy between his thighs. A drop of slick gathered at the tip and caught the candlelight before falling, and she shuddered so hard the golden chains sang softly in the silence.
Shadow’s hand—large enough to span her entire waist—rose, the back of his clawed fingers trailing up her jaw, leaving a shiver in their wake. He tilted her head up, forcing her to meet his eyes, and there was something in them now, something softer under the predator’s gleam. Possessive. Hungry. Worshipful, in a way that terrified her more than anything else.
“You tremble,” he said, almost gently, though his smirk was sharp as a blade. “Good… you should tremble. Your body knows the god it kneels before.”
The cult stayed silent, unmoving, yet their collective breath seemed to thicken the air. Y/N’s thighs pressed together instinctively, silk clinging to the damp heat of her arousal, and Shadow’s gaze followed the motion with a slow, deliberate hunger. One clawed finger traced down her throat to the hollow of her collarbone, over the gold-painted sigils that now gleamed faintly with the sheen of sweat.
“Tonight,” he murmured, low and terrible, “your soul will learn to worship as your body does.”
The candles flickered violently as Shadow leaned closer, his massive frame blotting out the world beyond the altar, leaving Y/N cocooned in nothing but heat, shadow, and the suffocating weight of his presence. His claws ghosted over her bare arms, the lightest graze sending a tremor through her body as if her skin recognized the predator even before her mind could catch up. The nearly sheer silk clinging to her curves did little to shield her from the chill of the chamber or the searing heat of his attention; every brush of his touch made the gold charms at her hips jingle faintly, an unintentional music to her shame. The scent of burning wax and the faint, wild musk of him filled her lungs, heavy and intoxicating, until the room itself seemed to tilt with her uneven breaths. Her knees ached against the cold stone, but she didn’t dare shift—every nerve screamed at her to stay still, to submit, because any wrong move might earn her the attention of those claws in ways she couldn’t survive.
Shadow’s hand—dark, massive, veined with a faint, glowing crimson—rose to cup her face, thumb brushing along the trembling curve of her lower lip. Her mouth opened on a shaky exhale, unbidden, a soft gasp slipping free, and his smirk deepened in quiet satisfaction. Without warning, his other hand moved, palm splaying low on her belly through the thin silk, the heat of it seeping straight into her core. Y/N jerked at the contact, her breath catching, and the cult behind her shifted faintly, the sound of chains and fabric whispering in the silence.
“She is eager,” Shadow murmured, his voice a dark rumble that slid over her skin like oil and smoke. “Even now, trembling in fear… your body knows what it was made for.”
His claws caught the hem of her silk, slow and deliberate, dragging it up inch by inch until her thighs were exposed to the candlelight. Y/N felt heat crawl up her neck as the faint, damp mark of her arousal glimmered between her trembling legs. Shadow’s gaze dropped there, predatory and molten, and he made a low, approving sound deep in his chest. He dipped a claw lightly, teasingly, just at the edge of her slick heat without truly touching, and the jolt that went through her spine was so sharp she nearly arched off the altar.
The cult gasped in unison at the movement, at the sacrilegious mix of reverence and filth, and Shadow’s ears twitched, amused. He leaned closer, the tip of his nose brushing her hair as he inhaled deeply, his voice a sinful whisper against her ear.
“Do you feel them watching, little one?” he purred, claws finally sliding slow and deliberate through her folds, coating themselves in her wet heat. “Your priests, your guardians… every one of them will kneel and pray while I make you mine. They will see how perfect you were made for me… and they will know.”
Y/N whimpered—half shame, half desperate need—as his thumb pressed to her clit with maddening gentleness, drawing slow circles that made her thighs quake against the cold stone. She couldn’t stop the trembling or the soft, broken gasps that slipped from her throat. Her eyes fluttered shut, but Shadow’s sharp voice brought them snapping open.
“Look at me.”
She obeyed instantly, eyes glossy and wide, and the sight that met her stole her breath all over again: his full form looming over her, crimson eyes alight with dark pleasure, his monstrous cock now fully hard and glistening in the candlelight. It pulsed, a drop of precum rolling down the dark, veined length, and her lips parted on a shaky inhale. He smirked, clearly enjoying the mix of fear and hunger painted across her face.
“You see it,” he said, almost tender despite the filth in his tone, his claws never ceasing their slow torment between her legs. “You know what will claim you… stretch you… fill you so deep no mortal will ever compare. You are trembling for it, little one.”
And gods help her—she was.
The altar groaned under the weight of Shadow’s massive frame as he descended upon Y/N, his claws curling around the edges of the stone like they might snap beneath his grip. Candlelight quivered over the black sheen of his fur and the jagged edges of his quills, casting him in a living shadow that dwarfed the trembling girl lying in the center of the sigils. Y/N’s chest rose and fell in shallow, erratic bursts, her sheer silks clinging damp to her skin from a mix of fear and arousal, her golden jewelry cold against the flushed heat of her body. The ritual air was thick with incense and smoke, and every breath tasted like spice and fire. The cult circled in their hoods beyond the reach of the altar’s light, silent but present, dozens of unseen eyes boring into her—into them—as their god bent low to claim his sacrifice.
Shadow’s claws pressed to her thighs, cool, firm, and inescapable, the tips just shy of breaking skin as he pried her open like she weighed nothing. A low rumble vibrated deep in his chest, a predatory sound that made her blood thrum in terror and something hotter, lower. The scent of him was overwhelming—smoke, musk, and something primal—and when he leaned close, his snout inches from her dripping heat, she could feel the heat of his breath ghost over her exposed skin. Her back arched instinctively, a whimper escaping before she could stop it, and his crimson eyes glimmered with dark amusement.
Then his tongue—a monstrous, glistening length of slick muscle—slid out in a slow, deliberate motion, catching the candlelight as it hovered before her trembling entrance. He didn’t touch her at first. He just let the humid heat of it linger, exhaling a warm puff of air that made her entire body quake. When he finally moved, it was torturously slow, a broad lick that started at the tender inside of her knee and dragged all the way up, leaving a shining trail that caught on the sheer silk of her ceremonial skirt and dampened the gold chain around her hip. Y/N gasped, head tipping back, her fists curling helplessly against the stone.
Shadow’s rumble deepened as he tasted her, as if the flavor of her skin alone was a reward worth worshiping. His tongue swept up again, higher this time, curling along her inner thigh, teasing, circling, until the tip barely grazed her folds. She jerked at the contact, a strangled moan tearing free, and his eyes flared with a carnal gleam. He pressed harder, flattening his tongue and dragging it in a single, hot stripe over her slit, collecting her slick and smearing it across her in one long, wet claim. Y/N’s hips twitched, her legs trying to close, but his claws dug in, holding her wide, unyielding.
The next lick was not slow. His tongue pushed into her, thick and hot, stretching her in ways she’d never felt, and the sudden intrusion made her cry out, her voice echoing off the stone walls before she could bite it back. He rumbled again, louder this time, the vibration sinking into her bones as his tongue curled inside her, tasting her, exploring every trembling inch. Saliva and arousal mixed into a mess that dripped down her thighs, catching on gold bands and pooling on the altar beneath her.
His massive tongue withdrew only to plunge again, slower this time, curling upward in a motion that made her entire body seize with pleasure. Her hands flew to cover her mouth, terrified of the sounds clawing out of her throat, and Shadow caught them with one clawed hand, pinning them to the stone above her head. His voice, low and guttural, slid into her ear like smoke.
“Do not hide from me, little one. Let them hear how sweet my sacrifice sings.”
Y/N whimpered, muffled by his claws, her eyes brimming as her body writhed helplessly under his mouth. He licked her again and again, sometimes slow and indulgent, sometimes quick and hungry, his tongue curling inside her, pressing against spots that made her toes curl and her vision blur. When he finally lifted his mouth, saliva and slick coated her in a wet sheen, and she could feel the cold air kiss her ruined heat. A deep, shuddering growl rumbled from Shadow’s chest as he licked his lips, the sight of his tongue glistening with her essence nearly as obscene as the act itself.
“Sweet,” he said, voice vibrating through her chest, “so sweet my tongue cannot get enough… Look at you, trembling, shining, ready to be taken.”
Then, with cruel patience, he pressed the very tip of his tongue against her clit and flicked—once, twice, slow but sharp—and Y/N shattered, her back arching off the altar as her orgasm tore through her, muffled cries spilling past his grip. He didn’t let her finish cleanly. He lapped at her through it, dragging every drop from her like a starving beast, leaving her trembling and boneless in a puddle of sweat, spit, and slick.
His head lifted slowly, his crimson eyes locked on hers as he loomed over her, his mouth slick with her, his grin dark and hungry.
“Now…” he rumbled, shifting, the massive weight of his cock pressing against her trembling thigh, hot and terrifyingly thick… “Now you are ready to take me.”
The air in the temple seemed to still as Shadow shifted his massive frame over Y/N, the scent of incense and sweat thick and heavy, mingling with the raw musk of him. The cold stone of the altar pressed against her spine, but she barely felt it, every sense drowned in the looming weight and heat of her god. Shadow’s claws ghosted along her trembling thighs, reverent now, slow and deliberate as he spread her open once more. Candlelight painted his black fur in bronze and blood-red, flickering across the slick length of him as he revealed himself in full—his cock, massive and veined, far too big for her human body, the tip flaring and glistening with his arousal.
Y/N’s breath hitched, eyes widening, a choked whimper escaping her throat as her hips tried instinctively to back away. Shadow’s eyes softened at the sound, though the hungry gleam never faded. He leaned down, nuzzling the side of her face, his tongue curling briefly against her jaw as if to soothe her trembling. His voice came low, resonant, the timbre vibrating through her bones like a living spell.
“Hush, little one… I will not break what is mine. You are meant for me.”
Her legs quivered in his grasp, but she nodded faintly, the golden chains around her hips jingling softly with the motion. Shadow shifted again, positioning the broad, hot tip against her entrance, the heat of him making her gasp even before he pressed forward. The first nudge alone made her body twitch, her walls clenching reflexively around nothing, and a hiss tore from his chest, a deep rumble that shook her to her core.
He pressed forward slowly, deliberately, letting the thick head stretch her inch by inch. The pain was sharp at first, a burning ache that made her toes curl, and Y/N’s hands flexed in his grip, a muffled plea caught in her throat. Shadow stilled immediately, his heavy breath ghosting over her as his muzzle brushed her ear. Then, in a voice older than the stone beneath them, he whispered in that strange, rolling ancient tongue, the syllables curling like smoke in the candlelight.
The moment the words touched her skin, something shifted—an unnatural warmth spread through her core, the tight pain unwinding into molten heat. She gasped, her body opening for him as if bewitched, the stretch turning from sharp to overwhelming pleasure, and a moan slipped free before she could stop it.
“That’s it,” Shadow rumbled, his voice full of dark praise, his eyes half-lidded as he began to push deeper. “My perfect little offering… taking me so well… you were made for this.”
Every inch sank into her with slow, worshipful care, his claws never leaving her thighs, his mouth pressing occasional kisses along her neck and collarbone as he filled her. The feeling was all-consuming—her walls stretching around him, her body shivering as he slid deeper, and the heat of him making her insides flutter. When he finally bottomed out, a low, guttural sound left him, something primal and awed, and he held himself there, buried to the hilt, letting her feel the weight and pulse of him fully.
Y/N’s legs trembled violently, golden jewelry clinking against the altar as she panted, her body molded around the impossible size of him. Shadow lowered himself closer, his massive chest brushing hers, his muzzle nuzzling the crown of her head as he whispered in that same ancient language again—sweet, dark words that made her shiver and clench around him. His hips rolled just slightly, enough to make her gasp, her nails curling against the stone.
“You are divine like this,” he murmured in common tongue again, voice like velvet over steel. “Every part of you yielding to me… letting me claim what was always mine.”
He withdrew an inch, slow and tender, then pushed back in just as carefully, the motion making her head tip back in delirious pleasure. Every thrust after was a ritual in itself, his pace measured, his attention on her every sound and twitch, his massive body shielding her from the cold and the world as he worshipped her with each movement. And all the while, that enormous cock stretched and filled her, the slick slide and the pulse of his veins leaving her trembling, her moans echoing like the hymn of a sacred offering.
Shadow’s entire body trembled with restraint, every coiled muscle beneath his dark fur shivering with the effort of holding back. His massive frame caged Y/N against the altar, the heat of him enveloping her completely, and yet he moved with aching slowness, each thrust a worshipful offering that made her body sing. His claws dug into the stone on either side of her head, leaving shallow grooves, the instinct to rut into her overwhelming, primal, nearly feral. But still, he held himself in check, because Y/N was his—his delicate little human, his trembling, perfect sacrifice—and he would not take what he could savor.
“Ahh… you feel… exquisite…” His voice was thick, almost guttural now, the calm edge fraying as her body clenched around him. His hips pressed flush with hers, the thick, veined length of him stretching her so full she swore she could feel him in her stomach. His breath shook as he withdrew slowly, his cock glistening in the candlelight with her slick, before he slid back in, inch by devastating inch, and Y/N’s back arched, a strangled moan spilling from her lips.
Shadow’s eyes half-closed, a low growl vibrating in his chest as he watched her face contort with pleasure. He dipped his muzzle to her throat, dragging his hot tongue along her pulse before laving her collarbone, savoring the salt of her skin mixed with the incense-thick air. “My perfect little sacrifice… your body sings for me… ahh, look how you open for me, how you drink me in… I could lose myself inside you…”
The candlelight flickered across his massive form as he shifted his grip, one clawed hand sliding to pin her wrists above her head, the other gripping her thigh to pull her open wider, forcing her to take him even deeper. The motion made her cry out, her voice breaking, and Shadow groaned, his composure fracturing further. The wet, obscene sound of him sliding in and out of her filled the chamber, mingling with the soft chime of her golden jewelry and the low rumble of his breath.
“You… gods… you tempt me to ruin…” His hips pressed harder now, the head of his cock nudging deep against that sensitive spot inside her, making her jolt and cry out again. “Do you feel that, little one? All of me inside you… stretching you… claiming you… ahh, you make it so hard to hold back… my body—hah—it screams to breed you, to fill you until my essence drips down these sacred stones…”
His pace quickened slightly, just enough to make the altar shudder beneath them, his thrusts deeper, needier, though he still watched her face like a man starved. His tongue dragged across her lips, and he caught her soft gasp with a kiss, devouring her, muffling her cries as he rolled his hips and made her body seize around him. When he pulled back, a thread of saliva connected their mouths, and he licked it away with a hunger that made her shiver.
“Mine… mine… ahhh, your little body takes me so perfectly… you feel like you were carved for me, my sweet offering… tell me, will you let me lose control?” His voice dropped to a feral purr, his hips giving a sharp, punishing thrust that made stars burst behind her eyes. “Will you let me worship you the way my instincts beg me to?”
The last thread of Shadow’s restraint snapped like a frayed wire under too much tension. His low, guttural growl reverberated through the cavernous chamber as his hips slammed forward with a force that made the altar jolt beneath Y/N, the sharp sound of her startled cry echoing off the stone walls. Every instinct he had fought to cage surged to the surface, and the feral need to claim overwhelmed him. His thick, veined cock drove into her with a wet, obscene sound, stretching her impossibly, and the candlelight shimmered over the sheen of sweat and slick that now clung to both their bodies.
“Ahhh—fuck, look at you… my sweet little sacrifice, my perfect vessel…” His voice was ragged now, his composure fractured into something primal, guttural. Each thrust was brutal in its devotion, his hips rolling with punishing precision as he filled her to the hilt, the sheer size of him making her whimper and claw at the stone. His muzzle hovered over her neck, fangs grazing her skin as he panted hotly against her pulse, his chest rumbling with growls that vibrated through her body.
Y/N’s golden accessories clinked softly with every movement, her near-transparent silk slipping against sweat-slicked skin, leaving nothing to the imagination as her breasts bounced with each deep thrust. Her cries were raw, unfiltered, high and desperate, and Shadow devoured them like ambrosia. He pinned her wrists with one clawed hand and used the other to anchor her trembling thigh higher, folding her into the perfect angle that let him slam into the deepest part of her, his cock twitching inside her tight heat.
“Ahhh—hahhh… you feel divine… you were made for me, little one, you take me better than any mortal could…” His words tumbled out in filthy, adoring praise, interlaced with growls. “So small… so soft… and yet you grip me like you need my seed… do you? Hnnngh—fuck—do you want me to fill this perfect little body until it drips down your thighs, until the whole temple reeks of us?”
Her only response was a strangled moan, her head tipping back, tears beading at the corners of her eyes from the overwhelming stretch and bliss. Shadow licked one away with his long, hot tongue, then claimed her mouth in a kiss so deep and consuming she could barely breathe. His hips moved faster now, a relentless rhythm of devotion and desire, the wet squelch of their joining echoing with every punishing thrust.
His claws dug shallow crescents into her skin as he rutted harder, his massive body dwarfing hers, the altar scraping across the stone floor with the force of his movements. He pulled back just enough to look down at her, at the sight of her stretched around his throbbing length, and a deep, broken sound tore from his chest.
“Ahhh—gods—you… you will unmake me…” he groaned, his voice fraying into near incoherence as his instincts overtook him. “So perfect… so mine… you’ll take every drop, won’t you? My sacred little whore… my offering… ahhh, yes, beg for it… beg for me to ruin you…”
Every thrust now was a worship and a claiming, his pace feral yet reverent, his massive form trembling with the effort to keep from completely breaking her beneath him. Her moans were muffled when he pressed his palm over her mouth, leaning close to whisper against her ear, voice shaking with a mix of love and primal greed.
“Shhh… my treasure… I love every sound you make, but if the others hear, they’ll know… they’ll know how perfectly I’m filling you… hnnghh—fuck—you want that? You want them to hear how good I fuck my little sacrifice?”
The altar shook violently with his next thrust, and she sobbed against his hand, her body convulsing in bliss, milking him, and his hips stuttered as he let out a roar that echoed like thunder in the sacred chamber.
The world narrowed to heat, flesh, and the raw, unrelenting pulse of Shadow’s desire. His entire body coiled over Y/N like a beast in the throes of some primal rite, shadows from the flickering candles painting his form in a mix of monstrous and divine. Every thrust drove her higher on the altar, the stone scraping faintly beneath her back, her golden jewelry clinking in rhythm to the wet, obscene sound of her body taking him. His massive cock bulged against her lower belly with every plunge, the sight making Shadow groan low in his chest, eyes burning with a crimson glow that promised both ruin and worship.
“Ahhh—hahhh—fuck…” His voice cracked, his ancient composure crumbling as he rutted deeper. “Little one… my perfect sacrifice… your body sings for me… you’re swallowing me like you were born for this…” He bent low to lick a hot stripe up her throat, his tongue long and sinful, curling to taste her racing pulse. His words were reverent, filth wrapped in devotion. “So sweet… my goddess… my whore… all mine…”
Y/N writhed, tears streaking her flushed cheeks as the overwhelming stretch edged her closer to a pleasure she could barely comprehend. Her back arched, offering herself as he demanded without words, and her soft, choked whimpers only fueled his need. His hand slid to her belly, pressing down to feel the thick length of himself inside her, and he groaned in pure, guttural ecstasy.
“Feel that?” His tone was ragged, half a growl. “So deep… I’m in your womb, little treasure. No one else—hnnghh—could ever take me like this… fuck…” He kissed her, messy and consuming, tongue thrusting past her lips as if to taste her very cries.
The cult stood in the shadows beyond the altar, silent but ever-present, their faces half-lit by the flame’s dance. Shadow’s ears flicked as if aware of them, and he broke the kiss just enough to murmur against Y/N’s trembling lips.
“They watch… they see you, my perfect sacrifice, stretched so wide for your god…” His hips rolled harder, a punishing rhythm that made her head spin, her nails scraping helplessly at his muscled back. “Every single one of them will leave knowing you were made to be mine.”
The pressure in his gut coiled, unbearable, and he slammed into her one final time with a roar that rattled the chamber. The first spurt of hot, thick release flooded her womb, and he groaned, trembling over her as he kept pumping, his massive cock twitching with each wave. Y/N sobbed in overstimulated bliss, her belly distending slightly from the sheer amount he poured into her. Shadow bit her shoulder, fangs breaking skin, and the coppery tang of blood mixed with candle wax and sweat in the sacred air.
“Mmmmhh… ahhh, fuck… more… you’ll take it all…” His voice was wrecked now, words spilling between guttural groans. He stayed buried to the hilt, grinding his hips as if to force every drop deep inside. His cum leaked around the seal of her tightness in slow, sticky rivulets, sliding over her ass and dripping to the stone below, obscene in its volume.
Still, he wasn’t done. His body shuddered with inhuman stamina, another gush of heat making her whimper, her nails digging into his back as the altar creaked under his weight. He pulled back just far enough to watch the mess he made, a strand of his seed connecting them, and then pushed back in with a growl that sounded both dangerous and worshipful.
“My perfect offering… I could spend the whole night filling you… and you would take it, wouldn’t you?” His clawed hand caught her chin, forcing her teary eyes to meet his. “Say it… tell your god you’ll take every drop…”
Her voice was barely a whisper, trembling and broken with pleasure, but it was enough to send another shudder down his spine. His hips began moving again, slower but deeper, milking his pleasure into her as if he truly intended to breed her until dawn. The cult remained silent, shadows breathing with the rhythm of the obscene, sacred act, as Shadow The Hedgehog worshipped his trembling sacrifice in every way imaginable.
Shadow loomed over Y/N, his form bathed in the golden tremor of the candles, his crimson eyes gleaming with a fevered, unholy adoration. The altar was slick beneath her, both from his release and from the glistening sheen of sweat on her trembling body, her fine silk offering gown clinging in tatters to her curves. His claws traced over her quivering belly, his touch reverent even as his massive cock twitched still inside her, stretching her in a way that felt impossible, unbearable—and yet she craved more.
“My little goddess…” he whispered, his deep voice rolling over her like velvet and smoke, each syllable thick with possession. “So fragile… so human… and yet, your body takes me so perfectly… so greedily. I could worship you for eternity.” He leaned down, his long, heated tongue gliding over her swollen lips, tasting the salt of her sweat and the sweetness of her tears before capturing her mouth in another hungry kiss. His hips rolled with a slow, deliberate drag, and she felt every ridge and vein of his impossible size, each movement making her jolt, a choked cry spilling into his mouth.
Her nails curled into the muscle of his arms, and he groaned at the sharp sting, the primal satisfaction of her clinging to him, marking him as he marked her. He kissed down her jaw, her throat, her chest, leaving hot trails with his tongue before murmuring against her breast.
“You are mine now… my sacrifice, my worship, my goddess…” His voice deepened to a feral growl as his hips pressed fully into her, grinding to the very hilt. “And I… am yours. I would do anything—spill every drop of myself—to fill this soft little body until it’s overflowing with me…”
Her back arched involuntarily as he began to move with a rhythm that was both tender and relentless, slow but devastatingly deep, each thrust drawing a wet squelch and a tremor of bliss from her trembling frame. The cult’s silent presence only heightened the intimacy of the ritual; the faint sound of their breaths, their robes whispering as they shifted in the shadows, made Y/N’s face flush hotter, knowing they were witnessing how completely her body had yielded to this monstrous, divine hedgehog.
Shadow’s hand slid to her belly, pressing down lightly, and he groaned, the sound raw and heavy.
“Feel that…?” His crimson gaze locked on hers, burning her to the soul. “I’m so deep inside you… making you mine in every way… gods, I can feel myself spilling into you…”
And he was—hot, thick cum still flooding her, his inhuman stamina letting him fill her again and again. It dripped out around his girth, down the curve of her ass, over the sacred stone, soaking the edges of the golden silk they had dressed her in. Shadow licked her cheek slowly, almost lovingly, before kissing her lips again.
“Say it…” he murmured, voice husky and reverent. “Tell your god you want to be my little goddess forever… that you’ll let me keep filling this perfect human body until you can take no more…”
Her voice was a hoarse whisper, broken by pleasure and tears, but he heard it—and it sent a shudder through his massive form. His thrusts quickened, still slow by human standards, but with a force that shook the altar, his cock twitching violently as another surge of thick heat spilled deep into her womb. He groaned into her neck, whispering in that low, ancient tongue that made her body burn with both fear and ecstasy.
“Mine… always mine… I will keep you like this forever… my perfect little goddess, overflowing with me…”
He ground his hips in slow, wet circles, savoring the obscene squelch, the sight of her belly slightly distended, the way her body clenched and milked him greedily. He worshipped her with every filthy word, every tender kiss and every ruthless thrust, until it felt as though time itself bowed to the ritual of their joining.
The altar was warm beneath Y/N’s back, the heat of wax and stone mingling with the molten, sticky wetness that covered her trembling body. Candles flickered low, their golden flames shivering as if in awe of the sight before them—Shadow the Hedgehog, crimson-eyed and glorious, cradling his trembling little human in the aftermath of the ritual. His massive form crouched over her like a shadow made flesh, fur streaked with sweat, his muscles tight and coiled as if restraining some endless hunger. His cock, still half-hard inside her, twitched with every soft whimper she made, and she could feel the obscene fullness of him—his seed heavy in her womb, leaking out in slow, sinful rivulets down her thighs.
Shadow’s claws traced the silk remnants that clung to her skin, tearing one delicate strap and exposing her shoulder to his kisses. His voice, that deep, velvety rumble, vibrated against her flushed skin.
“My little goddess…” he murmured, reverent and dark, one clawed hand cupping her cheek as if she were made of the finest porcelain. “So small… so soft… and yet you’ve taken me, all of me, like you were made for it. Look at you…” His thumb stroked her lower lip, slick with the sheen of sweat and tears. “Ruined… dripping… and still the most divine thing these eyes have ever beheld.”
Y/N could barely respond, her throat raw from choked cries and gasps, her body boneless against the sacred stone. Shadow moved with slow, deliberate care now, easing out of her with a wet, obscene sound that made her shiver. His seed followed, thick and copious, dripping down her thighs and pooling beneath her. The sight made his crimson eyes darken with something primal, possessive.
He gathered her up in his powerful arms, curling her against his chest, her face buried against his fur. His voice dropped into a low, hushed murmur that was only for her, even as the cult knelt in a wide circle around them, their foreheads touching the floor in reverence.
“They bow to you now, little goddess,” he whispered, his words curling like smoke in the night. “My worship… my devotion… my claim… it is all yours. And theirs.” He tilted her face up and kissed her slowly, tasting salt and heat, a kiss of ownership and soft indulgence. “I will keep you like this… always full of me… always worshiped, adored, loved.”
A tremor went through her as he laid her back on his furred lap, letting her legs fall open in shameless display of the mess he had made of her. The cult dared to lift their heads now, and the room filled with the soft sound of their whispered praises, old words in an older tongue, hailing the birth of their goddess. Shadow’s hand stroked her belly tenderly, his thumb circling over the small swell caused by his lingering fullness.
“Do you feel that?” His voice was a low purr, vibrating against her ear. “That’s me inside you… claiming you… blessing you. And I will never stop, my perfect little goddess. I will worship you with this body until yours knows nothing else.”
The candles guttered in the windless room, shadows dancing as he pressed another soft kiss to her temple. Around them, the cult chanted her name, and Shadow smiled, low and dangerous, his love and hunger blending into one unholy vow.
“You are mine now… forever. And I will fill you until your mortal body remembers only me.”
The air shifted the moment Shadow lifted Y/N from the altar, her limp form cradled against his powerful chest. The temple faded into darkness, the flickering candlelight dissolving like smoke, until only the sensation of moving through something thick and otherworldly remained—like sinking into warm ink. Y/N felt weightless, as though gravity itself had let go, and then suddenly, she was surrounded by warmth and velvet shadows that breathed like a living thing.
They had entered his realm.
The ground beneath her bare feet was soft, black mist curling like silk around her ankles, glowing faintly with crimson sparks that pulsed in rhythm with Shadow’s heartbeat. The walls—if they could be called walls—were endless, rippling with shadow as though the entire realm was alive, watching, and listening. Overhead, there was no ceiling, only a vast, starlit void where distant galaxies shimmered and twisted in slow motion. The air was heavy with the scent of him—dark musk and heat—making her dizzy with the memory of his body pressed to hers, of his size splitting her apart and filling her in ways she could still feel.
Shadow carried her to what seemed like a bed carved from the void itself, massive and soft, draped in dark silks that seemed to drink the faint light. He set her down with reverent care, his claws skimming over her arms, her ribs, her thighs, as if he couldn’t resist touching her, worshiping her. The thin silk of her ritual gown clung to her still-damp body, translucent in all the places she was most vulnerable. She shivered, and his deep voice rumbled above her like distant thunder.
“You are mine here,” he said, kneeling over her with the quiet intensity of a predator and a lover in one. His glowing eyes pinned her in place, molten and reverent. “No mortal can touch you. No mortal can see you. In my realm, you are only for me… my goddess of soft skin and trembling thighs.”
His mouth descended slowly, deliberately, tracing kisses along her stomach, each one sending a pulse of warmth into her core. When his tongue finally slid over her, long and thick and sinfully skilled, she arched with a gasp, grabbing at his fur as he licked her open. His tongue was impossibly warm, curling and teasing, drawing out all the lingering ache and replacing it with waves of molten pleasure.
Shadow growled softly against her, the vibration reverberating through her soaked heat. His claws traced her hips while his voice, low and worshipful, slipped into that old language—words that made her pulse race and her body shiver as they seemed to sink into her very bones. Magic, or something like it, hummed through her veins, turning every flick of his tongue, every press of his lips, into something both sacred and filthy.
“You taste like divinity,” he murmured between kisses, his lips glistening with her arousal. “My perfect little goddess… soft, trembling, mine to worship, mine to fill. Do you know what you do to me?” His cock, heavy and hard again, pressed against her thigh, hot and throbbing. He stroked himself slowly as he devoured her, the sight almost unreal in its lewd beauty—this godlike beast unraveling for her.
When he finally slid into her again, slow and deep, whispering that same ancient spell that turned the sharp stretch into molten pleasure, she clung to him, barely able to breathe. He moved with tender reverence at first, kissing every inch of her skin, worshiping her with words and touch, but beneath it all was that primal hunger—barely restrained, shaking his massive frame as he tried to hold himself back for her sake.
“Little goddess…” His forehead pressed to hers as he thrust deeper, filling her to the hilt. “I will never tire of this… of you. I could spend eternity worshiping you like this… until your body carries only my mark… my seed… my love.”
Around them, his realm pulsed in time with their bodies, shadows curling like adoring hands, galaxies spinning faster overhead as if the entire universe bowed to this union.
Watched the sonic movie and came out with a new little interest. This is kind of based on the song Figure You Out by VOILA
Shadow didn’t get it. He just didn’t get it. No matter how he tried to reason it out, it never worked. While he downright refused to admit it, the thought relentlessly invaded his mind. Every interaction he saw between you and Sonic was... infuriatingly wrong. It started out unintentionally, he was an observant person, that's what he told himself. The confusion in your face when he claimed something that wasn’t true.
He watched from afar of course, his jaw tense and gaze unyielding. The Blue Faker wasn’t very aware, but for some sick reason you didn’t seem to mind. Maybe it was because you’re trying to be nice. Today, for instance, Sonic had brought you flowers, a lovely gesture on the surface. All Shadow saw was the wrong kind of flowers, in the wrong colour. How did he know? A conversation played in his mind as he watched you kindly accept the flowers.
“Hey there! You guys wouldn’t happen to have (f/c) (f/f)?”
“Shipment comes in next week hun, we’ll save some for you though!”
He’s disgusted with himself with the way he memorized how your eyes lit up at the shop owner’s response. It stuck with him nonetheless. As did the completely wrong flowers you’re now holding. He scoffed to himself for such a waste of time this was. But as he walked, a sickeningly good idea struck his mind. A flare of pride bubbling in his chest.
You breathed a sigh of relief as you shoved your door open, hands full of bags. Days like these took more out of you than you’d like to admit. A certain high-energy hedgehog demands quite a bit of attention, but you cherished your friends more than anything. Thats why when Sonic ran up to you with flowers claiming they were your favorite, you thoughtlessly agreed with him. You chuckled to yourself as you picked up said flowers, its the thought that counts right?
But when you look for your vase to put them in, you were met with a small surprise. A cluster of (f/c) (f/f) were sitting there, gleaming in the sunlight. You were 100% sure those weren’t there when you left this morning, huh. You eyed them suspiciously, no note, and nothing else looked remotely out of place. As skeptical as you were about how these got into your home, you couldn’t wipe a small smile from your face every time you looked at them.
“I guess we’re gonna have to find you another place to be,” you said to the flowers in your hand. Little did you know, Shadow was watching with a triumphant smirk. He ignored the feeling your smile invoked, shoving it down before it could infect him. And just like that he had a mission. To show you that he could figure you out better than that incompetent speedster.
Estar fuera de anónimo me pone nerviosa pero eh. Ya que. Tengo una request en la que Shadow y la lectora son amigos cercanos y ambos trabajan en G.U.N., un día, mientras que los dos están en una misión, la lectora es herida gravemente, se recupera pero Shadow se siente terrible y ahí es donde ella quiere tratar hacerle hablar y Shadow explota, soltando que el gusta de ella y revelandole como sentía y entonces le confortamos. (Estaba inspirada lol, dime si crees que es muy detallado 😅)
Being out of anonymous makes me nervous but hey. As. I have a request in which Shadow and the reader are close friends and they both work in GUN, one day, while the two are on a mission, the reader is seriously injured, recovers but Shadow feels terrible and that's where she wants try to make him talk and Shadow explodes, letting go of his liking and revealing how he felt and then comforting him. (I was inspired lol, tell me if you think it's very detailed 😅)
it's ok hun! here you have it (the next post is going to be the original in spanish!)
Shadow T.H x Reader
"Protect you"
enjoy!💖
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Welcome to G.U.N, "Guardian Units of Nations" for its acronym in English. I work here as an agent for a few years now, doing my part to protect this world from constant threats, to protect people, and I am happy to do so!
It seems that we are always in focus of some attack, because something new always happens, be they aliens, an ancient beast that rises to cover the world in darkness or, an obese human accompanied by a humanoid black hedgehog.
who would say it, that hedgehog joined us after a while.
Shadow became an official agent of G.U.N after a while of seeing us in action, just as we took the time to analyze whether to recruit him. I did not object sincerely, honestly it seemed great to have another mobian to work with.
because yes, I am one of the few humanoids here, one (f / a) to be exact. And while I get along almost with most agents (one of the keys to being here is teamwork), I was never completely close to any. After each mission it was and still strange to go out somewhere, to eat, to dance, nothing.
Nor can I boast of being the most sociable person in that regard, and Shadow was not in turn.
He did his own business and things in his own way, we seemed his assistants to some extent, I will not lie. His power surpassed almost everyone. But that's what happens when you're a lonely person, right? I suppose...
From the little we knew exactly about this coal hedgehog, it was that one of its notable characteristics was not that of working in a team. That if he had done it was in his own interest, and at first I doubted he was here for it. I don't know, but I missed something about him.
One day I decided to gather courage and face it.
Apart from the typical eye contact, or some words in certain missions to which we went along with other agents, we never started a conversation. It wasn't that easy anyway. And at first he didn't like me at all.
He did not like that I faced him clearly.
He said that he was only there to help fulfill a mission outside of G.U.N, and there it was. He did not deign to tell me anything else. The answer did not leave me at all calm either.
It was until they sent us on a mission together, alone, that we had to interact again. Neither of us wanted, but orders are orders.
It was not until I cut him off that Shadow realized that it was NOT HIS mission, but OUR mission. We were forced to work as a team even if he didn't like that.
At first he did not deign to answer, until he sighed and responded with a simple "ok".
And if we are done, it was a success!
Since then, Commander Tower has sent us both together to accomplish all kinds of missions, whatever. Even if we were accompanied, the requirement was that we were both in front. While I was in control and strategy, Shadow had the strength, and obviously, when the formula works, does it repeat itself?
At first we did not like this. Shadow still saw me bad just as I didn't want to have him close. But we get used to this routine of working together.
All this led to Shadow and I becoming close, I would say we became friends!
He was still the same cutting hedgehog that he showed to be from the beginning, but he was much more gentle with me. That I was around to open more with me, and I with him. He never wanted to tell me about that mission that did not belong to G.U.N, nor did those who knew tell me where he came from. But I tried to respect that, if it made him feel uncomfortable. Well, I saw how every time they spoke it I could lower my guard for a few moments, especially with that name.
"Maria".
The little I know about her is what Shadow himself told me, that he was her friend and that tragically died. Nothing else.
It is in those moments when I tried to comfort him, but he always rejected my attempts, my hugs, saying that he was fine, that he appreciated the fact of wanting to help. The few times I could get him to smile, even partially, they occurred at that time.
And I'm not going to lie, I enjoyed seeing that smile.
In the missions it became common for us to take care of our backs at all times, so as time progressed, I worried more and more about him, just as Shadow always looked and asked to be sure I was still there.
When I felt bad I could count on him to tell me something to help. He was not the best to give advice, in itself he's not good to tell how he feels in general, but my heart was glad only the fact that he wanted to help. I felt I had done well to face him on that mission. It was worth someone I could trust, even if sometimes I doubted him.
I didn't even know exactly what you felt for him, but I didn't pay much attention to him.
But everything changed.
It was a normal day, a routine mission. Shadow and I were together, about to enter one of Eggman's bases. Strange movements had been registered on the part of the doctor, and G.U.N wanted to make sure that another danger to humanity was approaching.
Everything went as usual, I analyzed how to go without being seen, the possibilities, while Shadow carried me in his arms so I could enter as quickly as possible. Whenever he did it, I blushed, today that has not changed either.
After a few moments, I told him where to go safely, where to leave me and what to do next. We would not separate unless necessary.
And it was. The base was immense, and we needed to travel it as soon as possible. A look and evidence was what we needed. However, we didn't even get to that.
My boots slipped and I fell to the ground, leaving me at the mercy of the security cameras. I got up and tried to get out of there quickly, while calling the hedgehog with a special watch on my wrist. It soon appeared, and charged me again to leave, however it was already late.
The alarm system had been activated, lasers everywhere.
While Shadow was able to dodge them, and we left, the missiles hit us before. One hit near us, and we both flew out together, I hitting my chest fully against a tree and falling from a considerable height. I started to lose consciousness at that moment. Shadow ran over, and the last thing I heard was his voice, worried, calling me repeatedly as I rose gently. After that, darkness.
I woke up connected to several machines, a serum bag, and a shadow next to me,holding my hand
At first I didn't recognize him, until I saw his red lines and his eyes . I could see his eyes light up when I smiled at him.
- What happened? - asked.
- I brought you Emergency here. You broke almost the entire ribcage, as well as some bones of the arm and pelvis. he replied.
I was shocked for a few moments, until I saw the bendages in my body, which I reacted again.
-Thank you...
-You don't have to thank me, it was my duty to protect you anyway. said the hedgehog from nowhere. I looked at him for a few moments, feeling like my heart was beating at those words. Silence invaded the small room for a few moments, until I asked:
-I can go back to G.U.N in no time, right?
-I don't know if you consider a few months for a long time.
-I don't believe it, as long as they don't cancel me ...
Shadow looked at me and lowered his head for a few moments, sighed and looked at me again.
-They won't unsubscribe you, but I'm not going to work with you anymore.
That hurt a lot more than my bones.
-But why? If it was a commander's decision I can go to ...
-It was my decision. - the hedgehog released, seriously, interrupting me, leaving me stunned for a few seconds. He stood up from his chair and opened the window.
-You don't want to work with me then?
-Not that, is that ... -he wanted to explain, however the words just did not come out. I could see it in his gesture, confused, frustrated.
-If it is because, I don't know, I'm very weak? You could always have told me that.
-No no, that's not why, let me explain it to you well ... -he looked increasingly frustrated.
-And then why is it? I asked annoyed.
Shadow exploded.
-I don't want to lose another loved one! I don't want you to be at risk of dying again because of me! I don't want you to be in the same position as Maria ... I can't lose someone I love again. - he exclaimed, while looking out the window, without being able to face me. His breathing was more agitated than normal, and he sighed so he could calm down and regain his composure again. He had been really vulnerable with me.
He said he loved me.
I watched him as my heart sped up even more. My cheeks were red like the color of their betas. The hedgehog continued.
-I ... my mission was to protect you, even when G.U.N didn't assign it to me like that. I was determined to make sure nothing happened to you. To do what I couldn't for Maria. That mission is what Maria left me. She would have wanted me to protect humanity and that I am trying to do. I can't alone, and in you I found someone who helps me to do it. Someone understanding, hardworking like You. Someone who knew how to make the best of me. I...
-Shadow, come closer. I said interrupting him. He looked at me confused. I put his hand between mine, and looked into his eyes. I sighed before releasing:
-I love you, Shadow.
His lord changed to a surprised one, and when he relaxed him, he smiled.
-Me too, (Y / N). he replied, while kissing my forehead.
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aaah, what memories ...
wait, we were talking about you being the new recruit right?
sorry! I'm really sorry, the same thing always happens to me. Come, I hope I didn't bore you, because you have so much here to hang out with!
Shadow loved being in control; in control over his emotions, his actions, his thoughts. but when it came to you that control crumbled completely
and that was unacceptable.
you were his friend. nothing more. nothing less. someone who had somehow wedged into his life
yet here he was, standing outside your apartment door hands buried in the pockets of his jacket, shoulders tense. the cold night air cooling against him, but he barely felt it. his pulse could be heard in his ears
he had been standing here for at least five minutes. maybe longer.
it was ridiculous. the idea of knocking on your door left him paralyzed
it was just you. his friend.
but that was the problem wasn’t it? you were just his friend. and he was just a coward who couldn’t say the words that would make you see him as anything else.
his fingers twitched toward the door then curled back into a fist. you had invited him over, for what reason? he wasn’t sure of.
it was just going to be you. him. and that terrified him.
he exhaled sharply forcing himself to knock. once. twice. a second later he heard footsteps. then the door cracked open and there you were hair slightly tousled, wearing a loose sweater that looked too soft for your own good eyes blinking up at him in confusion before softening.
“perfect, you're here to help me make cupcakes!” you said, this what you invited him over for…
cupcakes?
he stared at you, trying to piece together how that was relevant to whatever this was.. this weird, nervous feeling coiling in his chest the reason he had been standing outside your apartment debating whether to knock in the first place
with a quiet exhale, shadow followed
your kitchen was small but cozy, the counters cluttered with bags of flour, sugar, and other baking essentials. a recipe on top of the counter though you didn’t seem too concerned about following it exactly. you handed him a whisk.
“Alright you’re on mixing.”
Shadow eyed the whisk like it was a foreign object.
“I don’t bake.”
“you do tonight!” you said, dumping ingredients into the bowl. “It’s just stirring. you can handle that right?”
he scoffed but took the whisk, moving it through the batter.
the room was quiet except for the soft scrape of the whisk against the bowl. it should have been comfortable but Shadow felt restless. his mind was screaming at him to say something anything
god he couldn’t stop staring. even if we wanted to he couldn’t.
you were humming to yourself as you spooned cupcake batter into the tray, completely unaware of what was going in in his mind. the way a few loose strands of hair framed your face perfectly, the way your sweater hung a little too loosely over your frame, the slight flour that had gotten on ur temple. it was all so you. and it was driving him insane.
because all he could think about was what would happen if he just said it.
if he turned to you right now and admitted what had been clawing at his chest for months. if he just told you how you made him feel, how sometimes he just wanted to kiss you badly, how sometimes he found himself wanting to hear your voice when he was alone.
how would you react?
would you laugh? brush it off as a joke? or worse would you look at him with that soft, apologetic expression that told him you didn’t feel the same?
the thought made his stomach twist.
“You’re quiet again” you noted, glancing at him as you slid the tray into the oven. “What’s on your mind?”
you. always you.
but instead, he just shrugged leaning against the counter fingers drumming lightly against the surface. “Nothing.”
you sighed, unconvinced. “one day, you’re actually gonna tell me what’s on your mind, you know.”
he huffed, looking away. “Doubtful.”
either way, he was infuriating.
because no matter how obvious it was, no matter how many times you caught him staring when he thought you wouldn’t notice, no matter how he always found excuses to be near you he still wouldn’t say it.
and you were getting tired of waiting.
you stole a glance at him now, leaning against the counter arms crossed lost in thought. his eyes had that faraway look again, like he was lost in thought, you wanted to shake him to tell him to stop overthinking and just say it already.
but instead, you sighed and grabbed the two frosting containers. “Chocolate or vanilla?”
Shadow blinked, pulled from whatever internal debate he was having. he eyed the options then shrugged. “Chocolate.”
“you sure are slow when it comes to making decisions.” you remarked, popping open the container.
something changed in his expression just for a second. then it was gone. “I don’t make decisions without thinking them through.”
you leaned against the counter beside him, crossing your arms. “And how long does it take before you finally do something?”
Shadow tensed just slightly. maybe it was your imagination, but you swore his fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for something. for you.
you held his gaze, waiting.
his jaw clenched. then, just like always he looked away.
of course he did.
you exhaled sharply, shaking your head as you grabbed a spoon and started stirring the frosting with more force than necessary. “you are so frustrating, you know that?”
Shadow didn’t respond. but out of the corner of your eye, you saw his fingers curl into a fist.
you were both too stubborn to say first.
after all friends didn’t ruin things. friends didn’t make things complicated. right?
you didn’t know what possessed you to do it. maybe it was the tension that had been growing between you two for months. maybe it was frustration. maybe it was just him the way he was always so composed, so impossible to read.
for whatever the reason, before you could second-guess yourself, you swiped a dollop of chocolate frosting onto your finger and smudged it right onto Shadow’s cheek.
for a moment, he didn’t move.
he just stared at you, his red eyes wide with something unreadable.
then, slowly, he reached up, swiped a finger across his cheek and examined the frosting like he couldn’t quite believe you had actually done that.
as he turned toward the sink, you scooped up another bit of frosting and without hesitation again smeared it across the back of his neck.
you let out a startled laugh, shadow had lunged forward. before you could make it two steps, his arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you back toward him. the sudden shift in weight threw you off balance, and you tumbled backward taking him down with you.
you landed on the kitchen floor, Shadow landing directly on top of you
for a moment, neither of you moved. the only sound in the room was the distant ticking of the oven timer, and the shallow rise and fall of your breaths
you blinked up at him.
Shadow hovered just inches above you, his hands on either side of your head, his chest pressed lightly against yours. his breath was warm against your cheek and you could feel the warmth radiating from him his entire body locked in place as if one wrong move would send him over the edge.
your own breath hitched. your heart pounded so loudly you were sure he could hear it
this was closer than you’d ever been. too close. and yet… not close enough.
Shadow’s gaze flickered to your lips.
just for a second.
you saw it. you felt it..
say it.
you didn’t know if you were pleading with him or yourself but the words were on the tip of your tongue, threatening to spill out and break whatever existed between you.
Shadow swallowed hard. his jaw clenched.
his voice was low, strained like the words had been clawing at his throat for too long.
“I like you.”
your breath caught.
“I’ve liked you for a long time” he admitted, eyes never leaving yours. “but you’re my friend. and if I said anything if I ruined what we already had I…” He trailed off, shaking his head. “I wasn’t willing to risk it.”
Shadow searched your face like his entire world depended on your next move. like he was waiting for rejection, for you to laugh it off or tell him this was all some mistake.
but you didn’t.
Instead, you smiled the kind of smile that made his chest tighten in ways he still didn’t fully understand.
then without hesitation, you leaned in and pressed a soft kiss to his cheek
Shadow froze.
he let out a slow breath, his mind still struggling to catch up. your lips had been warm against his skin, soft, real. you were real. And you weren’t pushing him away.
you actually… wanted this.
his crimson eyes stayed locked onto yours, searching for any hint of doubt. any hesitation. but there was none. only you.
- DAY 1 💌 , bf!shadow, hurt/comfort, if u saw me post this already no u didn’t 🤫
the apartment was quiet, you and Shadow sat across from each other on the bed legs loosely folded, a comfortable distance between you. the dim lighting cast a soft glow over his dark fur, highlighting the sharp edges of his features
but tonight, it was different
you had noticed it before how sometimes, no matter how close you were Shadow seemed miles away. and it had been happening more often lately.
the silence stretched on between you and Shadow, heavier than before. there were moments when he still slipped away, moments when his thoughts pulled him somewhere you couldn’t follow.
and it hurt.
it wasn’t something you wanted to admit, even to yourself. you knew Shadow wasn’t the type to be openly affectionate and you had never expected him to be. but when he pulled away, when his eyes drifted past you like he wasn’t really there it made you wonder if you were fooling yourself. If what you had with him was real
or if he was just holding on out of convenience
you sat on the bed knees pulled up to your chest, watching him as he stared out the window. his posture was tense, his mind clearly somewhere else. the city lights reflected in his eyes but you could tell he wasn’t seeing any of it
Shadow had always been distant. you knew that from the start. but knowing it and feeling it were two very different things
Shadow was beside you close enough that you could feel his presence but not close enough to feel him. not in the way you wanted
you had always been there for him. when he became lost in his head, you stayed. when his nightmares woke him in the middle of the night, you never asked questions you just reached for him letting him know you were there for him. when he disappeared for hours, sometimes days, you never demanded explanations. you simply waited.
but how long could you keep waiting?
“You’re thinking too much again” Shadow said his voice pulling you from your thoughts
you glanced at him. he was looking at you now but not in the way you wanted. he could always tell when something was on your mind but he never reached for you first.
you swallowed your fingers gripping the blanket. “Do you even care about me Shadow?”
the words felt heavier the moment they left your mouth. Shadow stiffened his red eyes narrowing slightly not in anger but in confusion
“Why would you ask that?” he said
you exhaled, shaking your head. “Because you never show it” you admitted your voice quieter now. “I’m always here for you. Always. And I don’t expect you to change who you are but… sometimes I wonder if this even means anything to you. If I mean anything to you.”
Shadow was silent. as if he was processing your words but the longer the silence stretched the more that ache in your chest deepened
his jaw tightened and for a second, you thought he might look away.
Shadow exhaled sharply his hand running over his quills. he looked at you for a long moment. slowly hesitantly he reached out
Shadow’s fingers curled over yours
and it broke you.
you had wanted this for so long. to feel him reach for you, even in the smallest of ways. to know that he cared, but now that it was happening, all it did was make your chest ache.
because it took this. It took you questioning everything, it took you feeling empty, for him to finally respond.
a quiet, shaky breath escaped you, and before you could stop it, tears forming in your eyes, blurring your vision as your fingers twitched beneath his
Shadow’s gaze sharpened immediately. “Why are you crying?” his voice wasn’t stern or harsh, no, it was soft
you tried to pull your hand away, but he didn’t let go.
“I don’t know” you whispered, though you did. you knew exactly why.
Shadow frowned, his grip on your hand tightening slightly not enough to hurt, just enough to keep you there. “You do.”
you let out a quiet, humorless laugh, blinking back the tears even as they slipped down your cheeks. “Because it shouldn’t have taken this for you to show that you care.”
Shadow stiffened and for once, he had nothing to say
you shook your head, your voice breaking as you continued. “I’ve been here this whole time Shadow. Always waiting. Always hoping. And you never…” Your breath hitched, the ache in your chest spreading. “It feels like you never needed me the way I needed you.”
his grip on your hand loosened. his ears flicked back, his face unreadable. “That’s not true.”
“Isn’t it?” you asked, wiping at your eyes though the tears wouldn’t stop. “I feel like I’m always the one reaching out. Always the one holding on. And I kept telling myself it was enough just to be near you but it’s not. I’m not.”
the words came tumbling out before you could stop them, years worth of silence unraveling at once. Shadow didn’t move, didn’t speak, and that only made it worse.
a sharp breath left Shadow’s lips, his fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for you again, but something stopped him. his own hesitation. his own walls.
you gently pulled your hand from his grasp and this time, he let you. “I just… need some time” you whispered
Shadow’s expression was unreadable, but there was something behind his eyes something like regret. he nodded slowly, as if understanding that for once this was something he couldn’t fix with silence.
and as you turned away, curling into yourself on the bed you wondered if you had finally reached the point where trying just wasn’t enough anymore.
you lay there curled into yourself, staring at the wall, the weight of everything of your love, your longing, your loneliness weigh heavy on your chest. you had always told yourself you could handle it, that just being with Shadow was enough.
you weren’t sure how much time passed before you felt the bed shift behind you. a familiar warmth pressed close, hesitant at first, before strong arms wrapped around you, pulling you into him.
you sucked in a sharp breath as Shadow buried his face against the back of your neck, his grip tightening around your waist as if afraid you would slip through his fingers. his quills brushed against your skin ticklish but comforting
then barely above a whisper so soft you almost didn’t catch it came his voice.
“…I’m sorry.”
you squeezed your eyes shut, your breath shuddering as his words ghosted over your skin. Shadow was not someone who apologized easily. but here he was wrapped around you holding you like he was afraid of losing you
“I’m sorry” he murmured again, “For making you feel like this.”
your body trembling slightly against his. his grip only tightened in response.
then, warm lips pressed against your shoulder. a soft kiss . then another. and another.
each one felt like an apology, a silent plea for you to stay to understand.
Shadow wasn’t good with words, but this was something he could give. his touch, his presence, his warmth.
“I do need you” he whispered against your skin, his lips trailing up to the back of your neck. “I don’t always know how to show it, but I do.”
your chest ached, your hands gripping his arms where they circled you
you turned slightly in his arms, just enough to meet his face. his crimson eyes were softer now
he didn’t speak. he just leaned in, pressing his forehead to yours, breathing you in
you swallowed hard, your hands resting lightly over his as he held you.
Shadow exhaled, his grip on you tightening. “you’re always there for me” he murmured against your hair. “now let me be here for you”
your fingers brushing lightly over his chest. his eyes met yours
“I know I don’t always show it the way you need me to” he admitted his voice lower now, rough. “But that doesn’t mean I don’t feel it.” His hand lifted to cup the side of your face, his thumb brushing along your cheek. “I do.”
your chest tightened at the sincerity in his voice. leaning into his touch.
Shadow held your gaze for a moment, then slowly pressed his forehead to yours, closing his eyes. his other hand found yours, fingers lacing between yours.
“I don’t know how to be the kind of person who says things outright” he continued, “But I want you and choose you, Every time.” he pulled back just enough to look at you again, his crimson eyes steady. “And that’s never going to change.”
you let out a shaky breath, nodding as you squeezed his hand in reassurance
Shadow studied you for a moment longer before leaning in, pressing a slow, kiss against your lips no urgency, no hesitation, just certainty.
when he pulled away he tucked you back into his arms, holding you close. “I love you” he murmured, his voice softer than you’d ever heard it. “Always.”
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. shadow reminds you that even though he struggles to show it, his feelings for you aren’t going anywhere.
➵ 2/04/25 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃’ 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝓅𝒾𝒹 — fluff
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. shadow begins to realize his actions may never be enough if he doesn’t say what’s in his heart.
➵ 2/07/25 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝒾ñ𝑜 — suggestive
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. you help shadow unwind with a warm meal, gentle touches, and with a special request from him.
➵ 2/09/25 𝒷𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝓎 — fluff
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. shadow has always been difficult to read, making it hard to tell if he feels the same way about you. little do you know, he’s been struggling with how to ask you a question he’s never dared to ask anyone before.
➵ 2/11/25 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓇𝑜𝒸𝓀 — fluff/suggestive
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. one fateful night you meet shadow; by chance or by destiny you find yourself drawn to him.
➵ 2/14/25 𝓂𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓇𝓁 — fluff
𝐈𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡.. shadow never imagined himself in a relationship, let alone with someone as affectionate as you.
the air is thick in the small apartment, heat from bodies pressing close and the scent of sweat and cologne mixing with the faint smell of alcohol
you slowly let your gaze drift toward the bar, scanning the crowd. and then you see him. the dim lighting flickered over him catching the sharp angles of his face, the red glint of his eyes locked onto you he wasn’t drinking, wasn’t speaking to anyone just watching.
a slow warmth curls in your stomach.
you let your eyes meet his just for a second just long enough to send a message before you turn back into the rhythm of the song, every movement is deliberate now. because you know he’s watching.
and you like it.
you let your eyes flicker back toward the bar, just for a second. he’s still there, arms are crossed over his chest, standing perfectly still, his drink untouched, his gaze never leaving you. the neon lights flash red across his fur
you can’t deny it he’s handsome. more than handsome. there’s something about him, something that draws you to him.
he knows exactly what he’s doing.
he watches you with confidence, like he sees through your subconscious invitation. it should make you nervous, maybe even make you look away
but instead, it makes you bolder
you’re not just dancing anymore. you’re performing. for him.
he pushes off the bar, walking slowly toward you.
you wanted this. you wanted his attention. you don’t stop dancing. but your movements slow, anticipation forming in your stomach as you watch him approach from the corner of your eye.
he moves closer, and the crowd almost seems to part for him without realizing it. he’s different from everyone else here
your breath catches as he stops just close enough that you can feel the faint warmth of his body, hear the way he breathes slowly. his eyes dark, and unreadable are locked onto yours, the neon lights catching the red in them as they flicker over your face, down to the way your body still sways
“I’m Shadow.”
his voice is smooth, low enough that he says it without needing to be loud. the name fits him perfectly
you don’t realize you’ve been holding your breath until you exhale, your lips part his name lingering on your tongue before you finally say it back
“Shadow.”
his eyes flicker, as if hearing you say his name does something to him.
you tilt your head, letting the music carry your body just slightly closer, testing the limits. he doesn’t step back.
“I was wondering when you’d come over” you say, voice just loud enough for him to hear
his lips twitch not quite a smirk, but something close. “Were you?”
you nod, watching him carefully. “You’ve been watching me this whole time.”
Shadow doesn’t deny it. he holds your gaze his expression unreadable
“You didn’t seem to mind.”
the way he says it, it’s not a question. it’s a fact.
and he’s right.
a slow, warm feeling spreads through you, and you don’t fight it. instead you let your fingers trace lightly over his wrist
“I didn’t.”
the warmth of the alcohol you had drank now taking effect, loosens your tongue making you bolder. maybe it’s the way Shadow carries himself so composed, so in control that makes you want to test him, to see if you can break him just a little.
you tilt your head, letting your body move with the music as you glance up at him. he’s watching you closely, with curiosity. like he’s waiting to see what you’ll say next.
“So…” you let your fingers graze his wrist again, a soft touch, just to see if he’ll react. “What’s a handsome guy like you doing all alone in a place like this?”
his ears flick slightly at your words, and for the first time, you catch the faintest shift in his expression, surprise, maybe, or amusement. it’s hard to tell with him. but you do notice how his fingers tighten just slightly at his sides
“I could ask you the same thing” he counters, voice smooth
“I’m here to have fun.” you let the words linger before adding, “You don’t really seem like the partying type.”
Shadow exhales through his nose, a quiet sound that might almost be a chuckle. “I’m not.”
“Then why are you here?” you take a small step closer, just enough to close the space between you.
his eyes flicker down to you, and for a moment, you think he won’t answer. but then-
“…I was looking for something.”
his voice is lower now, and something about the way he says it sends a shiver down your spine.
you raise an eyebrow. “And did you find it?”
Shadow holds your gaze for a long tense moment. then, slowly so subtly his fingers brush against your waist, his touch barely there but deliberate.
“…Maybe.”
you can’t help it you giggle. light teasing the alcohol making everything feel just a little more amusing. Shadow, this composed guy looking completely unfazed by everything except, maybe, you.
and you like that.
“Maybe?” you echo, tilting your head at him. “That doesn’t sound very convincing.”
Shadow watches you unreadable as ever, but you don’t let that stop you. instead, you reach for him, fingers curling around his wrist and before he can react, you tug him into you
he stiffens immediately.
you laugh again, spinning back to face him your hands sliding up to his shoulders as the music pulses around you. he’s tense, unsure and it’s adorable here he is, awkwardly standing looking like he has no idea what to do.
“You’re so stiff” you tease, swaying your body against his just slightly, encouraging him to move. “Relax a little won’t you?”
Shadow exhales sharply, glancing down at you.
“I don’t dance” he says flatly.
“you do now.” guiding his hands one to your waist, the other still caught in yours. he’s hesitant his touch light uncertain
he doesn’t move right away, but he also doesn’t pull away.
his fingers trace slow, patterns over your skin starting with your arm, light touches up and down, like he’s memorizing the way you feel.
his hand slides to your waist.
his fingers pressing just enough to remind you that he’s there. the warmth of his touch spreading through you, and you don’t even try to fight it.
you don’t want to fight it.
Shadow is watching you, his crimson eyes half-lidded
a stray strand of hair falls into your face, and before you can brush it away he beats you to it. his fingers so careful slide against your cheek as he tucks the strand back into place.
Shadow’s fingers still linger against your cheek, you’re so close now, bodies moving together like you were meant to be pressed against him like this.
you don’t look away. neither does he.
Shadow’s grip on your waist tightens slightly, as if testing how close he can bring you, how much more of you he can touch. his other hand ghosts down your arm again, fingertips barely brushing your skin. you shudder under his touch, and he notices lips parting slightly, his breath warm against your face.
your heart is pounding and you know he can feel it, just as you can feel his own breath quicken slightly, despite how unfazed he tries to be.
there's no denying it anymore.
Shadow’s thumb grazes your cheek, and your lips part instinctively drawing in a sharp breath. his gaze flickers downward just for a second before snapping back up, his grip on you tightening. like he’s fighting something. like he wants something.
like maybe he wants you.
the realization sends a rush through you, intoxicating in a way that has nothing to do with the alcohol still buzzing in your system.
your fingers curl against his chest
you feel his breath against your lips shallow, quick. the heat between you is unbearable now, so intense it almost hurts.
and then, without warning you pull him in.
𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠
his lips are firm as they crash against yours, his body presses against yours, warm and solid as if he’s been holding back for far too long.
you pull him in tighter, your hands gripping the back of his neck your body moving instinctively against his seeking more of that warmth, more of that feeling that consumes you. every inch of space between you vanishes and all you can focus on is the way he holds you
you can’t get close enough
his hand slides up to your back, he pulls you even closer, so close that you feel every pulse of his heartbeat through your chest. it’s as if the entire party, the music, the people everything disappears except for the two of you.
you deepen the kiss further, you can feel his breath hitch against your lips, the quiet groan he tries to suppress, and the sound only makes you want more.
the kiss lingers on your lips, but the reality of what just happened hits you
you kissed him.
a stranger.
the thought leaves a bitter taste in your mouth, and a surge of panic twists in your stomach. you wonder if you’ve made a mistake.
you can’t stay. you can’t look him in the eye again, not with the way your chest feels like it’s caving in from the weight of this impulsive decision.
𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐜𝐢𝐠𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞
without thinking, you pull back your eyes still locked with his for a split second before you break it, desperate to look anywhere else. the flashing lights feel blinding now, everything seems so loud
“Excuse me…” you murmur, voice barely audible your chest tightens as you back away from him
you don’t wait for him to say anything, don’t give him a chance to stop you. you just walk fast, too fast toward the door, away from the heat of his touch.
you push your way through the crowd, the weight of what you just did pressing down on you the night air hits you the moment you step outside, sharp and cold
the door slams shut behind you, and the noise fades into silence. you breathe in deeply, trying to steady yourself
𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠
What did you just do? and damn it, if it wasn’t the best kiss you’d ever had.
you can’t help but smile to yourself, the warmth of the memory still fresh, despite the uncertainty and the confusion you still feel. he was very handsome
and a good kisser, the corners of your lips curving up. it’s a thought that lingers as you keep walking
you’ve walked away, and you have no idea when or if you’ll ever see him again. but that kiss? that kiss will stay with you. and somehow, that makes it all worth it.
at least you had that memory, that one perfect moment and maybe one day you’ll find him again.
