# God, you don’t know how good it is to hear from you two again… I really, really missed hearing from you, even if I hadn’t realized it. You two just… Makes everything seem so lighter, making me feel like I can actually get trough the tough times… You’re both so special to me… E-especially now that… I’ve found out why I’ve been having as hard a time as I have… Having been diagnosed with autism and dealing with anxiety really has been hard as all heck, so just hearing from the two of you again… It’s made me so, so happy. I’m pretty sure I shed a few tears because of it all.
Also… I’m happy to hear that you aren’t mad at me… Even if I knew I hadn’t needed to worry about it, I still did a little bit… Hehe, I guess that’s just my insecurities speaking… But yeah… I really can’t explain just how much I’ve missed to hear from you, to hang out with you and just… Feel so relaxed and loved… *Very carefully leans down to give each of them a kiss on the heart on their chests, letting it linger there for a few seconds before standing up once more while blushing* I really love both of you, Blue, Inky… I hope you know this…
And also, I hope you’re both okay with it but… I’ve been feeling like you two aren’t the only ones around here anymore either. I know you two didn’t have that long to get used to each other before when I was finally ready to realise that you were here Ink but… I think there’s a shy bean who’s been wanting for a bit to join in… Someone who looks so different from the two of you… *I turn to smile carefully at the newcomer, not bothered at all with the sharp teeth of the Underfell skeleton* How about you join in on this… Well, cuddle and kiss session Red?
(( This is Shadows-undertale-blog here, I’ve switched blog since then. I just wanna say… It really did bring me to tears to see the reply. I am so happy that you remembered me and so, so happy to see the reply from my two boys. It really made my day <3 And I also just wanted to tell that things are looking a lot better for me at the moment. Seeing as I’ve been diagnosed so late with Autism, I need to learn a whole lot of things about my diagnosis, but I’m staying positive. Thank you so much for the reply <3 And I hope you can keep up the good work Mod J, even if you can’t get a hold of Mod K. I hope things keep going well for you! ))
Ink gently holds your face in his hands, “I’m so glad that you were able to get the help you needed,” he touches his forehead to yours, “I can tell just by looking at you that things will be getting better.”
“I DON’T KNOW HOW YOU MANAGED TO GET MORE BEAUTIFUL THAN YOU WERE BEFORE-” Blue is cut short by your loving kiss to his heart, “W-Wowie”
Ink is unable to get any coherent words out has your loving feeling radiate through your kiss.
Soon after the shy red ball of Fell comes in at your call. He looks at you and the light in his eyesocket becomes brighter. “hey, uh, nice ta meetcha and all that...” Red fidgets a bit, “i’m no good at this yet, uh-”
Blue swiftly hooks Red with his arm and swings him in with you three, “JUST DO WHAT WE DO. YOU’RE DATEMATE IS WAITING~”
“what the-” he flushes we he gets closer to you. If he had a human heart it would be beating out of his chest. “okay... uh, hey there sweetie.”
((I am so relieved to hear that, hun. Even just knowing the “why” part of “why am I feeling this way?” can really help. (at least it does for me) Hearing that you are going to be able to get the help you need makes me very happy.
I’ll continue to try my best as well. And I’ll keep you in my prayers. -Mod J))
