Aug 30, 2015
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shalkes + love tropes
Moodboard: Shalkes (Chris' point of view)
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28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
I don't know. When's the next time I'll have to shut up Adam Shafiq's mouth?
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22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I could and would kiss him a million times just to see his "I'll kill this girl" expression.
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Well, Shafiq, I can imagine your face while you're thinking "wow, he knows what's a letter". I love that face. Actually, I don't know what's a letter. I thought I did before trying to write this one. You won this round.
I'll ask you something, but I'm pretty sure than I don't have the nuts to send you. Sorry, but you know I'm a fucking dumbass. In fact, it's you who showed me how asshole I can be. So romantic. This letter's only getting better. I feel like Romeo.
I want you to forget about me. Everything. Even if you need someone to cast you an obliviate spell. I need to. I can't go running after you everytime I don't know if I'll survive. I can't make you cry when you see how hurted I am. I can't make you suffer anymore. I can't let you down again. I can't promise you anything. I can't hope that you'll be there for me all the time. I can't let them hurt you. I can't let them touch you. I can't stand being afraid of losing you. I can't even look to your injuries without feeling guilty. I can't protect you. I just can't do this to you.
Maybe I'm writing this wrong. Maybe I should make you hate me again, just like in Hogwarts. Make you want to punch me or drown me in toilet. But I'm too weak. I couldn't let your last conscious memory of me be one like that. All you have to do is forget me. Stay away. Find someone you love. Marry him. Name your son Christopher.
No, I'm kidding. If Nicholas think about naming his son Christopher, don't let him do it either. Say it to Lola before forgetting me. I never know if he understands my jokes.
That's it. Go forget about me. I have a war to worry about right know and I shouldn't be thinking of you as much as I am.
I know you love me.
what i need to understand is that doesn't matter how much i love you. there's no happy ending with me.
shalkes from the inside