Aug 9, 2015
Adhara Shafiq moodboard + Richard Shafiq {2/?}
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Adhara Shafiq moodboard + Richard Shafiq {2/?}
INFORMAÇÕES GERAIS
♚┋NOME: Adhara Berena Shafiq ♚┋APELIDO: Ada ♚┋DATA DE NASCIMENTO: 18 de novembro de 1962 ♚┋IDADE: 16 anos ♚┋NACIONALIDADE: Inglesa ♚┋STATUS SANGUÍNEO: Pure-Blood ♚┋OCUPAÇÃO: Estudante ♚┋RELIGIÃO: Agnóstica
“What if you stayed this time?”
If you wanted me to, I would. Do you?
“Why do you keep doing this to me?”
Because it makes you mad, and as long as it works, I’ll keep on doing it.
"Leave me alone."
Whoa, wait, wait, wait. C'mon and sing something with me. You don't wanna be alooooooone, you just want to be with meeee...
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Once In a Life Time - (Landon Austin)
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O primeiro pensamento de Christopher naquele dia fora o quão ruim aquela cortina era por deixar raios solares escaparem para dentro do cômodo. Virou o rosto de lado, seus olhos tentando fugir da iluminação indesejada. Não durou mais que um segundo, mas o sorriso que seu rosto abriu fora instantâneo; por um momento, vira a feição de Adhara ao seu lado. Apesar de embaçada, a via calma, quieta, tranquila. Apertou-a em seus braços confortavelmente e a beijou desde a nuca até a testa. Finalmente abriu os olhos mais uma vez para encontrá-la acordada. "Você é um idiota. Tem noção de que horas eu dormi? Deveria ter acordado no mínimo ao anoitecer." A voz da menina acalentava-o docemente. Observou sua expressão alegre atentamente, colocando uma mecha de cabelo que escapava para seu rosto atrás de sua orelha. "Desculpe." Mas seu tom não demonstrava culpa alguma. Ela lançou-o um olhar que Christopher jurava que dizia-o que estava tudo bem.
E realmente estava.
✉
Well, Shafiq, I can imagine your face while you're thinking "wow, he knows what's a letter". I love that face. Actually, I don't know what's a letter. I thought I did before trying to write this one. You won this round.
I'll ask you something, but I'm pretty sure than I don't have the nuts to send you. Sorry, but you know I'm a fucking dumbass. In fact, it's you who showed me how asshole I can be. So romantic. This letter's only getting better. I feel like Romeo.
I want you to forget about me. Everything. Even if you need someone to cast you an obliviate spell. I need to. I can't go running after you everytime I don't know if I'll survive. I can't make you cry when you see how hurted I am. I can't make you suffer anymore. I can't let you down again. I can't promise you anything. I can't hope that you'll be there for me all the time. I can't let them hurt you. I can't let them touch you. I can't stand being afraid of losing you. I can't even look to your injuries without feeling guilty. I can't protect you. I just can't do this to you.
Maybe I'm writing this wrong. Maybe I should make you hate me again, just like in Hogwarts. Make you want to punch me or drown me in toilet. But I'm too weak. I couldn't let your last conscious memory of me be one like that. All you have to do is forget me. Stay away. Find someone you love. Marry him. Name your son Christopher.
No, I'm kidding. If Nicholas think about naming his son Christopher, don't let him do it either. Say it to Lola before forgetting me. I never know if he understands my jokes.
That's it. Go forget about me. I have a war to worry about right know and I shouldn't be thinking of you as much as I am.
I know you love me.