#shanerot

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It's me. I'm bitches

[7reya]

My Shane brain is severe today (totally brought on by watching @fionasangster’s masterpiece video, thank you mother 😭)

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Thursday Bangers 1/8

Rules: Free form a blurb or drawing based on the weekly lyrics prompt. It doesn't have to include the prompt just whatever you're inspired to write, write it! Then tag some friends so they can play as well. It doesn't have to be finished on Thursday, just post it whenever you can (you have a whole week between Thursdays!)

Thursday Bangers Masterpost

I struggled a bit this week but then it hit me like a bolt to the chest. This is for @tarasmom and something we discussed the other day involving Shane x Farmer. So let's head to SDV with these lyrics

If it was up to me I would've never walked out So until the sun burns out Oh, I hope you're waiting ~ The Suffering by Coheed and Cambria

“It wasn't even that much!” Her protests fell on dear ears as Shane slammed the door shut behind him. The sun had already sunk below the horizon, maroon streaking the sky with pink the same shade as the blush of embarrassment on his cheeks.

It wasn't enough for her to save his life, to help him get a handle on his drinking and depression. She had to go and… fuck he still couldn't believe she had paid off his tab at Gus’.

“Just more proof I'm a shitty boyfriend,” he sighed while kicking a rock along the path. He felt useless, worthless. And worst of all, some small flicker in his chest was grateful for yet another intervention.

It would have taken him months to pay off the exorbitant amount, even more now that the Joja Mart shut down and he lost his job. But she had done that thing she always did and swooped in like some sort of angel.

“I don't deserve her.” His fingers threaded through his hair for the hundredth time as he neared Marnie's place. Uncertainly twisted hot in his gut like fresh pepper poppers, his mind whirling as he tried to make sense of it all. Some rational part of his brain knew he should have just thanked The Farmer and kissed her stupid, but his pride was wounded. This was his business, not hers. And now, the whole town would know he was wrecking her life further.

“Shane, I thought you were going to see The Farmer?” Of course Aunt Marnie would be standing in the kitchen when he arrived, and he knew she sensed something was wrong when her brow softened and she slowly stepped forward. “Oh honey, don't tell me you two had a fight. You didn't break up did you?”

Fuck, that was a good question. Both had been so furious, screaming in ways they never had before. And while he didn't want to reveal his shame to anyone, Aunt Marnie was the only other person who had seen him at his lowest.

And right now, he needed her support.

“I…I don't know. I mean– I hope not.” The clatter of the chair across the floor as he pulled it out was jarring, his frayed nerves reacting like a livewire as he involuntarily jumped. “I– might have stormed out.”

Hindsight was 20/20, and right now he was realizing he had been a real ass as Aunt Marnie rubbed her temples and took the seat opposite him. “Well the damage is done now. We can only hope you two can talk soon after you both have calmed down.”

He wanted to protest. There was no way The Farmer would want to see him after his regrettable display. But yet he hoped she would be waiting when he finally made his way back to her again.

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Tell Me All About It

Celebrating Trans Day of Visibility Today!

This one is Shane X Farmer with my Transfemme!Farmer Daisy girl ❤️

266 words. Slightly NSFW

“Shane you- you have to know right?” Daisy stammers as she stands before him, wringing her hands as he leans back lazily in his chair.

A smug grin lights his face as he brings the cold beer to his waiting mouth. He takes a slow sip before he licks his lips and lets his gaze roam over her. She's in his favorite pair of shorts and a low cut t-shirt, cheeks still flushed from an evening spent tending to the animals before meeting up with him.

“Know what?” he chuckles as he sits the bottle on a nearby table. He doesn't bother to act shy as he adjusts the growing tent in his shorts. Nah, she knows what she does to him. They've been talking about this for the last few minutes, about what she is finally ready for after their last few weeks of dating.

“About…me?” she squeaks out that last word.

She flits nervously before him as he suddenly turns serious, leaning forward as his elbows rest on his knees. A frown graces on those full lips as his brown eyes lock with hers. He thinks she's the most beautiful thing he's ever seen, and he damn sure isn't going to let anyone tell her otherwise. Even her own destructive thoughts.

“What? That you got a dick?” He says the words crudely as a blush lights her cheeks. But he leaves no room for such insecurities as he pats his lap and adds, “Well so do I, baby girl. Now why don't you come sit on my lap and tell me all about it?”

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Five Sentence Friday

I completely and totally blame this on @julie-spirit-finn and @thebarghestiest and our conversation

Yall... the shanerot is back. So um... Omegaverse Stardew Valley? Maker forgive me

Anyway no pressure tagging the homies @serensama @tarasmom @hedwigoprah @becausedragonage @blackwall-my-tiny-husband @fiberpunk027 @jenn2d2 @brennacedria @operative-arrow @obsessed-with-book-boyfriends @bonesandivy @notyourmamasdeerbat @chaoslifeforme @serstolas @beachhotdog @nirikeehan @basedonconjecture @redheadsramblings @aetherflowers @in-the-drowning-deep @sandcastlekings @mezzomoment @serialsforbellara @zennihilation @chaosherald @waxlyricalmoon @officialnostradamus @dags-over-caravans @rat-spit-village @guacamolleee @jukkaricity @gutz-ingellvar @dialmformud @elishnord @caughtnyact @dell-amor-te @sorcerousadventurer @runawaydragons @nebulous-duck @themarydragon @genjyoandgojyoandhakkai @davrinsleftpectoral @mythals-whore @tkwritesdumbassassins @cosmicwhoresimpingismyliving

And if you are reading this....

You

Life in the valley wasn't all bad. It was quieter than Zuzu City. Slower. Sometimes Shane missed the noise of the big city-- where there was always something to do, always somewhere to go. But he felt more at peace here, even if he spent his nights drowning his loneliness at Gus'. Thirty six damn years old, and still the only single alpha around. There had been more opportunities to meet people before he moved back home with his Aunt Marnie, but he had given up on his dream of finding his mate long ago. So instead he settled, chose to care for Jas. Dedicating his life to that little girl gave him purpose, made his shitty existence mean something. And for awhile, he was content enough with how things were. That, of course, all changed when the farmer came to town.

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Thursday Bangers 7/24

Thank you so much @serstolas for hosting this week and the tag. As soon as I saw it I knew exactly what I needed to write. Because this Neve Week Day 3 is wrecking me so let's have something else to wreck me

Rules for your Copy and Paste: Free form a blurb or drawing based on the weekly lyrics prompt. It doesn't have to include the prompt just whatever you're inspired to write, write it! Then tag some friends so they can play as well. It doesn't have to be finished on Thursday just post it whenever you can (you have a whole week between Thursdays).

Let's have a little more Shanerot with these lyrics

"I stumble in the dark, tripping on a heart It's gonna leave a mark, maybe we can stay and wait it out" - Can't Help Me Now by Rob Thomas

No pressure tagging @himluv @thedissonantverses @mythals-whore @serensama @whispersleo @tarasmom @hedwigoprah @becausedragonage @kindlyfeline @davrinsleftpectoral @fenrelmercar @plasticfreckles @kai-dimir @teamtakagi @a-mumbling-nerd @fiberpunk027 @larknnightingale @jenn2d2 @tkwritesdumbassassins @feelslikepants @trash-nerd @cute-ellyna @brennacedria @lottiesnotebook @blackwall-my-tiny-husband @operative-arrow @librivore42 @obsessed-with-book-boyfriends @fireheartedpup @mikylechase @bonesandivy @vime5 @notyourmamasdeerbat @griffongrey @master-of-the-elements @chaoslifeforme @carrieing0n @serstolas @beachhotdog @nirikeehan @basedonconjecture @bygonesigh @redheadsramblings

And if you are reading this...

You

TW: suicide addiction depression

“You said it yourself, even you can't help me now.” Shane laid in the hospital bed in Harvey's clinic. The stubborn farmer at his side. She hadn't left all night. Like some kind of guard fussing over him like an angry mother hen.

“No. What I said was I can't do it for you,” she huffed as she tried to shove another bottle of water at him. The third one if he remembered correctly. He couldn't remember being this sober in weeks as her fingers wrapped around his arm and she softly added, “But what I can do is support you. Cheer you on. Love you, Shane. As I have for months now.”

He blinked slowly at her words. He knew she cared, but love? Fuck this was bad. Not that he hadn't dreamed of this. Secretly. Late at night. But her loving him was just one more person to let down. One more disappointment.

And making her cry? Well that was something he couldn't survive.

“The hell is wrong with you?” he hissed as he jerked his arm away. “You must have a serious fix it complex. Fix the farm. The community center. Me. You just have to be the hero.”

“Then call me fucking Bob the Builder!” She threw her arms up as she raised her voice. He had never seen her angry before, but the lack of sleep and last night's events had her on edge. “However, I'm not giving up on you.”

“It would be the smart thing to do.” He got quiet. Staring at his hands as he avoided her gaze. Not flinching away when her smaller palm slipped into his.

“It would,” she said as she gave his hand a gentle squeeze. “But I'm not.”

“Why? I'm not your pet project.”

She laughed then. A sweet sound that made his chest feel lighter. As if what he said was the funniest thing she had ever heard.

“Because maybe you aren't the only one broken, Shane,” she replied as his mouth fell open in shock. Never breaking their connection as she stood and took a seat next to him in the bed. Her fingers tracing the lines of his calloused palm as she continued to absently babble.

“Maybe Mommy and Daddy didn't love me enough. Maybe I fix the farm because it's the only thing I have left of the one person who really cared about me in life. Maybe I fix the community center because for the first time I feel like I belong somewhere. And just maybe-” she paused as she looked up. Her brown eyes shining with unshed tears. “I try to help you because the thought of waking up one day without seeing your sarcastic ass smile or hearing one of your teasing comments makes me feel like I might just jump off that fucking cliff with you.”

“So you're a head case too?” he chuckled as he reached up with his free hand and touched her cheek. Content when she grinned in response and leaned into his touch.

“I guess I am. Just crazy enough to see you for who you really are.”

“I'm just a washed up alcoholic stuck in this shitty town.” It was true. He sure as hell didn't deserve someone like her. But now that he was here, he couldn't turn away.

“You're more than that.” Her tone turned serious as she fixed him with her hard stare. “You're a man who cared enough about a little girl to take her in despite your own issues. You brought her back here, so your aunt could help. You care about Marnie. You're the best chicken keeper I know.” He rolled his eyes at that one, and she took that moment to lean forward as she whispered, “And despite how hard you may try to deny it, I know you care about me.”

He knew it was a terrible idea. She had just saved him from the edge of a cliff last night. And he was a complete mess who needed to get his life together.

But by Yoba if he was going to make a mistake, at least this one tasted like sweet summer strawberries.

“Alright if you think you can stay and wait it out, then I will go,” he promised against her mouth as he pulled away from the kiss. “Harvey says there's a place in the city where I can get treatment.”

“Of course, Shane,” she said as she pressed her forehead to his. “I will always be here to talk you down.”

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WIP Wednesday

Um... just woke up. Warming up before I jump into finishing Neve Week Days 2 and 3. And I needed something light and fluffy for what's to come (spoilers its the Choice ™️)

Anyway my baby @tarasmom got me missing my favorite chicken man. So have some Shane slightly NSFW below the cut

No pressure tagging @mythals-whore @hedwigoprah @becausedragonage @davrinsleftpectoral @fenrelmercar @kai-dimir @fiberpunk027 @jenn2d2 @tkwritesdumbassassins @feelslikepants @trash-nerd @brennacedria @blackwall-my-tiny-husband @operative-arrow @librivore42 @obsessed-with-book-boyfriends @fireheartedpup @bonesandivy @notyourmamasdeerbat @carrieing0n @serstolas @beachhotdog @nirikeehan @basedonconjecture @redheadsramblings @aetherflowers @in-the-drowning-deep @sandcastlekings @mezzomoment @serialsforbellara @libdibs @zennihilation @chaosherald @eiluned @waxlyricalmoon @grand-crow @otterpocketz @thatgaymerguyb @officialnostradamus @dags-over-caravans @arcaneschemes @babydinosaur930 @rat-spit-village @thrilmalia @jukkaricity @gutz-ingellvar @dialmformud @elishnord

And if you are reading this....

You

“Shane-”

Her voice calls him like no other can. And it isn't the cold that makes him shiver as he turns away from the fireplace in their room.

She's beautiful like this. Hair undone. Full lips parted. Shirt half buttoned as his gaze dips low. Following her freckles as they disappear beneath the fabric. Where his lips will soon venture as he tastes her skin's sweetness.

He's had lovers before. Never many but enough. Yet none could compare to the vision standing before him. And he thanks Yoba silently as he steps forward and catches her wrist.

It's been a long day. Between farm chores and work he should be exhausted. But when she looks at him like that, he forgets everything else. Renewed by the catch of her breath and the way she bites her bottom lip.

She has needs, and he will fill them. He's never too tired to hear the way she chants his name. Leading her to the bed as she giggles behind him and kicks off her boots.