(I share the same sentiment with not feeling like I don’t put enough effort into what I write or the way I portray my muses. Over time I’ve come to realize along with the help of others that I shouldn’t stress over what I can’t do, and focus on what I can do. I’m not perfect, in fact I consider myself barely scraping the surface of mediocre. But I feel like effort, comes from motivation, drive, and most importantly passion in what your writing.)
(I’m honestly flattered that you’d want achieve what I did recently, because I can wholeheartedly say the same towards you. Everyone, including you Sharq have unique styles and visions in what they do, that cannot replicated by any one else on Earth. That’s what makes writing special, it allows you to take your thoughts and experiences just put them into visible words.)
(As for talking causally, even though of most of the time its just me being the shy and scatterbrained goof I am, I know that’s something that can be worked on and achieved. Though I’d like to think you’ve already succeeded in that department. Even if it’s just a simple good morning or good night, that’s talking and communicating causally, I’d say. You sometimes have to start small and then progress from there, for me personally I just like to speak my mind or just my current random thoughts. Or just ideas I have floating around in my head.)
(There’s a quote from the boondocks that really sticks with me to this day.)
“Grandad. What do you do when you can’t do nothing, but there’s nothing you can do?”
(Though quotes can be interpreted in different ways by the individual, this just sticks with me because to me it means that even if you don’t feel like you’re not doing what you’re fully capable of and you feel as if that the effort you put it in is not enough, you simply do the best you can do personally, because at the end of the day that’s what matters. It may not be perfect, but what writing can be constituted as perfect? Of course it’s good to be critical of yourself when you strive for self-improvement, but you shouldn’t put unrealistic goals, standards or standards that others may place upon you as you’ll end up simply stressing and making oneself upset.)
(Wow. Just know realizing how much I wrote, I didn’t meant to get philosophical, I tend ramble on longer than I should. Regardless, I believe it’s possible to achieve what you’ve said. You can do it because you’re a talented individual and I’ll gladly offer you my support in any way I possibly can.
