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"Why tolerate that size if you could be bigger on a whim?"
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@shealfa replied to your post “"I've made myself smaller to be more accessible to...”:
She’s about to shift to be taller
"Why tolerate that size if you could be bigger on a whim?"
you SELL lyric?? you sell lyric like the token??? JAIL. JAIL FOR MOTHER 1000 YEARS
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@shealfa said (inbox):
“we were supposed to go north west, I’m telling you.” folding her arms she glances around the dirt road before motioning that there was no hint of a town in sight. “how many days have we been traveling here? I want to sleep in a bed for a night. I’m tired of being attacked by vampires and all the other creatures, but noooo someone said he knew what he was doing. now look at us! lost! fucking warlocks!l
HE CLICKED HIS TONGUE, arms crossing over his chest as he glanced up at the sky from between overlapping branches of trees. He was quite sure that he had followed the directions given to him by that barmaid in the previous town they had left for what felt like a days ago quite well. However, upon taking note of how…ah…off course he and his companion were, perhaps he might have…misunderstood during his flirting. Regardless, that was yesterday’s news! A minor, unimportant detail! ❝Tch, I was under the impression that you too traveled a great deal. I thought you might at least have some good sense of direction, but yours is atrocious. I think we should just wait for some vampire to attack and then question them about where to go at this rate!❞ Rumor had it that there was a group that hunted in this general area anyway. The kind to use their appearance as a lure to get others to drop their guard right before the illusion shattered and one was met with the eyes of a beast instead.
Unfortunately, none had thought to show themselves, and so he wasn’t even sure that could be an option at this point. Giving a long dramatic sigh, he ran a hand down the side of his face. ❝Considering our luck, maybe some bandits will fall upon us too.❞ Perhaps he should have paid attention in training when it came to…figure out where one was supposed to go when there were trees everywhere as far as the eye could see. As a boy, he had always found such talks so dreadfully dull, attention going in and out whenever such lessons took place. Oh well, that was then, this was now. One could not lament past choices. ❝If we just stick to the road, eventually we will reach our destination. We just…need to find that road.❞
lucrezia is pushing her way in to fix her with an unblinking stare.
a knock would greet the goddess. a light rap of knuckles, soft and oh so gentle. reminiscent of a long time friend dropping by for a quick visit to say hello and catch up after far too long apart. as such one might not worry there was someone standing there with less than savory intentions…
upon opening the door she’d be met with the crumpled, bloodied, and battered form of the shewolf. tucked into her shirt a small piece of paper with a warning. ‘you’re next.’
𝙪𝙣𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙙 | 𝘢𝘭𝘸𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 ➥ @shealfa
night had slowly been settling in whilst the goddess diligently prepared dinner; mindlessly chopping away, handling various vegetables upon the wooden cutting board before they were discarded into the soup that had been boiling next to her on the stove. it was a calm day, even a tad bit boring; nothing out of the ordinary had happened, even the weather had been quite nice. nevertheless, she had not expected anyone to stop by at her garden & thus, it came as genuine surprise to her when she heard a somewhat restrained knock & light rap at her wooden entrance. but then . . . nothing. it was silent. not an announcement or clarification who was visiting at this late hour. strange, yet it did not raise any concerns within the divinity. she turned around about half-way whilst putting the knife aside, a somewhat neutral expression lingering upon her features.
"hm . . . " she hummed to herself, brows gradually furrowing whilst pondering about who it could be. perhaps that she-wolf that she had gotten closer to? it would definitely not be impossible & certainly, a nice surprise on this calm day. come to think of it, she hadn't seen loni in quite some time. "must have been busy." a mumble for no one else than her own ears. alas, without loosing more time & potentially letting someone wait at her doorstep, the divinity was quick to walk towards where the entrance of her rather modest home lie.
the first warning sign was that oh, so familiar stench.
blood & viscera. a faint tinge of darkness. that black ooze. that thing that crawled after her. that thing. something was behind this door; something that was drenched in this man's aura. she stopped within her tracks, a few inches from the door; crystalline irises widened to twice their size whilst that abhorrent feeling invaded every sense of hers. it was like a truck had hit her. as if she had run into a wall. slowly would she extend her hand towards the doorknob; every movement shaky. uncertain. would that man stand behind this door, knife in hand, ready to stab & twist until her life would fade? should she just stay inside & avoid whatever was in front of her hut? should she hide? run away?
no.
no more cowardice.
& then, with a quick twist & pull would she open the door.
"LONI !" the scream that left her voice was desperate & full of panic; no time was wasted as the goddess immediately fell to her knees, ignoring the rush of heat that seemed to spread into every inch of her body. "w—what . . . ?" a query that no one would answer; the woman in front of her did not seem conscious enough to register her ask but her panicked eyes searched for another person. the perpetrator. the messenger. but whoever had just dumped her body in front of her doorstep was long gone. dainty hands would cradle the other within her grasp, pulling her close for warmth; the intense feeling of anger & frustration totally cancelling out any scent of blood. she needed loni to be okay. she needed her to be okay. ashen brows were furrowed as she couldn't seem to keep her eyes off the other's battered form. the heat of repressed tears stung her eyes, urging her to keep them shut.
"w—what . . . what happened here?" broken voice resounded, echoing with the desperation of her entire soul whilst the unresponsive she-wolf remained within her grasp. who could have done this? who could have even thought of comitting such a grotesque act of violence? the grip upon loni remained like iron, unbreakable & tight — it was then when she heard the faint rustling of paper. eyes that had been previously squeezed shut would slowly open, confusion raking itself across her features. with hesitation would she gradually loosen the grip upon the woman, laying her atop folded thighs whilst inspecting her battered body with curious eyes.
and there it was: the culprit? a piece of paper that had been stuck into the other's shirt, crumpled & almost unreadable. gaia's vision remained hazy, impaired by the intense feelings that were brewing underneath her skin. it felt like being boiled alive by pure rage. "huh?" a sound of confusion left dry lips, careful fingers taking the note into her hands & in the instant where she had read those bloodied words; the air shifted.
in the blink of an eye would the air around them pick up its pace, gusts of wind cutting against the divinity's flesh like leather whips as she shielded the she-wolf from her oncoming wrath. the earth would feel her wrath. all of her rage. and it would respond accordingly. the ground beneath them started to vibrate, it was light at first but gradually turned into something more violent. hungry. insatiable. the earth had not found its victim yet, but it was searching. the intense feelings of hatred turned the very ground upon which they stood into a predator hunting down its prey. it would not be sated until that hunger for revenge was stilled. until he was consumed by the crust, until he was crushed by the rocks & lava that would entomb his grave.
" CASPIAN !" the piercing scream that escaped her opened maw could rival that of a banshee; cold irises staring into the darkness, wide-eyed & wet with anger whilst focusing on the shadows in the distance. she felt how the rage crept from her hands back to her soul, leaving the earth to shake violently beneath them — floorboards squeaking from inside the house as a few wooden posts came loose under the wrath of the goddess. "ΘΑ ΣΕ ΒΡΩ !" another cry, sharpened fangs glistening in the still moonlight that shone upon them from above; labored breath escaping from lips in white puffs of smoke as her whole body tensed. & yet, as quickly as it happened, the earth beneath would slowly but surely calm down once more.
she still felt it.
that dark aura. that oozing acid that destroyed everything that it touched. chaos. chaos minions. they found her. they would take everything that was dear to her. they would not sleep, not eat, until her heart was served for them upon a silver platter. but he would pay, he would pay for daring to even lay as much as a hand upon her beloved friend. and there it was; that guilt. it rose from her heart like a wretched plant, leaving behind a burning that felt like bile; hot & acidy as it slowly squashed the rage which had almost destroyed everything in its path.
this was her fault.
"FUCK . . . FUCK!"
once more would her attention settle upon the battered woman, pulling her close & letting those damned tears finally spill. she had become a victim of the divinity's fate. it was her fault. all of it was her fault. "i'm so . . . i'm so sorry, loni." an apologetic whisper was blown into the woman's purple hair. it was all her fault.
KISSES???
first five get a lil smooch | @shealfa gets kissed by kyo!
his calloused hands grasp loni's, gentle but firm; even gentler are his lips that press upon her fingers. it is a promise that he leaves behind as he pulls away, bright eyes like two softly burning suns ( yet they are nothing compared to the warmth of the pillar's smile ). he squeezes her hands, remains close to her.
" no matter how long it may take, we will find a way for you to walk in the sun. " earnest words spoken -- he believes what he says, means it. kyojuro reaches out to tuck some stray hair behind loni's ear, palm finding a home upon her cheek. " i promise you. "
🔥 for ahmya and zoro
Send “🔥?” and my muse will admit whether they find your muse attractive or not. accepting ! @shealfa
" she's beautiful, and i'm envious of how strong her form is, i can't develop muscles like that no matter how hard i work for it, so it's something i enjoy looking at, " ahmya speaks casually, before smiling, " so yes, i find her very attractive. "
" she's strong, it's always attractive to be strong, " zoro says bluntly, despite the red blush starting to form over his cheeks.
‘i am safe with you’ Katia bc pls
What was safety?
Katia had never heard the word uttered to her in a long time. Safety to her wasn't something she could achieve. The nights still held her demons, still held hold of her even long after she did the time to attempt to make it better. Even after she spent the hours upon hours of telling herself what she DID
What she HAD DONE.
To this day, the women at her side had been through everything with her. Millennia and centuries upon friendship and sisterhood, it was always tougher when the other went away. When she had to go about this life alone and without the one stable thing in her life.
Still for this moment, her sister was at her side, fingers laced together, blankets and popcorn tossed between them as they snuggled into one mass together on the couch. A movie playing but Katia wasn't watching, she was glancing over at Loni, watching as the other laughed at the screen at something, making a soft smile twitch up upon her features.
It had been too long since she had been able to hear that laugh. Something settled in her soul.
Something SAFE
She turned away, turning her gaze towards the door to keep herself form crying all over their popcorn. All over their blankets.
It wasn't until those words flowed over her, those simple words of faith, of sisterhood.
Of sincerity
That somethings struck her soul. That same feeling of safety and home flowing over her body as she turned back to Loni. Whiskey eyes glancing at Loni, taking in the way the other stated it.
It was so casual, so gentle that the other hadn't even looked at her, hadn't turned away from the TV as she spoke the words like a prayer into the world.
"Čakal som stáročia, aby som ťa počul povedať to ešte raz. Počuť, ako mi hovoríš, že sme obaja v bezpečí." ( I waited centuries to hear you say that once more. To hear you tell me that we are both safe.) Katia spoke, the words thick with unshed tears as she leaned her head back, sinking deeper into the cushions. Loni could have never known that she had told Katia those words once before.
Those words spoken between girls together in a field far far away. Whispers between birds flying over and the sun browning their skin together.
Between this heartbeat and the next, gone was the other besides her and the words she had spoken taken from her.
In this space they had made together, they came back. The same heat drowned out by the chilly a/c to keep their bodies cool. The birds changing for the sounds of technology whirling and people's scuffles and walking around the outside of the house as if returning from a long time away.
So much changed, yet nothing changed at all, nothing that mattered anyway.
"I think I want some ice cream." Katia's voiced sounded attempting to untangle herself from the blankets and the popcorn bowl between the two of them. Something sweet to take care of the cravings but also to help her hide the fresh set of tears that were threatening to overtake her.