#shefelt

[heasked-blog]

the bike skids to a hard halt just as the driveway slopes down into the street. the wheel caught against the asphalt and it nearly sends him flying over the handlebars. smooth entrance, jensen. if only she’d been inside so she didn’t catch your near wipe out on her front step. 

❛  —- uh,  your uber has arrived.  ❜  guess the joke tumbles a little flat from his mouth now that embarrassment colors high on his cheeks.

@shefelt​ ♡.

[dalphahale]

‘  sometimes  it  feels  like  someone  else  is  wearing  my  body .  ’ / allison

𝐚𝐬𝐤  𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 :    𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔  𝒒𝒖𝒐𝒕𝒆𝒔

he gets where she is coming from when she says it and he doesn’t even have to ask why the statement had left her lips. a close brush with death made many people question their existence and she was one of them now. he stays silent, letting the space between them feel as though it’s growing smaller from the lack of exchange between them until he feels it’s the right time to put his commentary on it. “sometimes its easier to think that you aren’t even here. you just go about your day and pretend its all normal but it doesn’t feel as though it is. you just let it happen and you don’t think about actually being there. you can’t be when no one else is.” he shrugs a little before he meets her eyes, making it a point to share eye contact with her. “but it’s okay to feel as though you have changed, allison. we don’t stay the same person forever. if we did then i would still be a high school jock that liked getting into trouble. we all grow up and experiences shape us into the person we are. you know i don’t have any expectations of you. remember that others shouldn’t either.”

[rosewand-a-blog]

™™™™™™ !!!!!!

♕ @shefelt ･:*:･ﾟmy brand.

if 13rw is is in any way redeemable, i want you to know that it’s solely because of your efforts to revise it in a way that’s beneficial to people with actual mental illness

[ropetrauma-blog]

 ❛     YEAH.     me and parties don’t exactly mix.     in fact    ,      i think the only reason i got invited to this thing was because alex probably started taking pity on me.      ❜          if it looked like she didn’t know how to act there     ,      with drunk kids partying like animals all around them      she didn’t.       instead opted to idly stand in a corner     ---------      ,    not trusting the drink someone placed in calloused hand.      searching for an escape !     @shefelt   .

[heasked-blog]

“I dreamt about you last night.”

ONE HUNDRED WAYS TO SAY ‘I LOVE YOU’. 

jesus, how many times had he dreamt of her? enough to know that maybe he shouldn’t bring it up. although, kissing her in his dreams was nothing compared to kissing her in real life. dream hannah paled in comparison. as if it were impossible for his own medicated, strung out mind to recreate how her fingers felt when they run through his hair. or how her eyelashes sweep the tops of her cheeks. it drove him crazy to wake up mid-dream and feel as if something were missing. 

so when she tells him she’s dreamt of him, it catches in his throat. wondering if she’d dreamt of him when he’s dreamt of her. feeding off each other’s dreams. a symbiotic hallucination ( wow, those are some big words, jensen ) where they’ve both stumbled into the other’s mind. did he play around in her dreams like she did with his?

        ❛    ---- did dream me at least do something cool? like, maybe, parkour across a highway to save you from some movie villain? because i think you’ve done that in my dreams... once or twice.    ❜ 

[jansonis-blog]

“Do your ears just block all incoming sound waves?”

*//   meme   /   accepting   /   @shefelt

FULL  ATTENTION  IS  NOT  GIVEN ;    she  isn’t  deserving  of  that.   he  offers  instead  a  slight  incline  of  his  head.    janson  is  half  tempted  to  simply  ignore  her.   confirming  her  statement.      however  he  wouldn’t  stoop  to  such  CHILDISH  actions.          ‘     only  the  annoying  ones.   it  fades  to  white  noise.   like  right  now.   fading …     ’           low  hum  soon  follows ,   gaze  remaining  down  on  the  clipboard  in  his  hands ,   faintest  smirk  twitching  at  the  corners  of  his  lips.

[heasked-blog]

i love you.

well, that feels nice. kinda like drinking warm milk before bed and having dreams that taste like sugar. the forever spiraling direction dreams tend to take when you’ve got a full belly and a good reason to fall asleep that night. wonder if her words will ever find their way inside his dreams. oh, but remember, they feel so nice. so, why wouldn’t they? they’ve even managed to follow him into waking day.  

       ❛   —- hannah baker, did you just tell me that you loved me?   ❜   it’s sort of unspoken that maybe, just maybe, he loved her too.