#sheila thoughts

[goatmaiden]

current existence: mostly void, partially stars

[goatmaiden]

((psa that i'm currently contemplating the idea that i might be some shade of ace/aro and that's why i will not be using the "i'm allo tag" atm))

[goatmaiden]

so now i feel shitty again. i thought i'd gotten rid of that.

[goatmaiden]

shower, makeup, wear rainboots with the red tights/black thigh highs and floral shorts and black top

brunch

go to the art studio with glue stick and listen to music and do collage-y things

read a book or write or do something literature related

you are doing great! you are already halfway done with homework despite being ill

[goatmaiden]

a ballad upon finding a slice of banana bread from this morning on my desk, to the tune of "america the beautiful"

banana bread, for nourishment, you taste so much like cake

banana bread, i love you so, you give and never take

baNANA bread, banana bread, god shed his grace on thee

and crowned his good with banana bread, from sea to shining sea!

[goatmaiden]

moving in two days it's time to freak out list

- packed stuff to be shipped

- bought extra toothpaste, toothbrush, makeup wipes

- new hair accessories

- red outfit for convocation

- cleaned the shattered glass off my floor (congratulations sheila)

- had friends over (the ones i actually like)

- made money watching child

to-do:

- deposit checks

- buy hair twisty thingy

- pick up hannah's book !!!

- pack my clothes and cosmetics

- buy new deodorant, conditioner, etc

- tape together falling apart books

- take posters off wall

[goatmaiden]

Things to get right before ride to college so as not to die of boredom since i'm not allowed to go to canada midtrip:

isla and the happily ever after

my drunk kitchen

trxye

more music???

what music should i bring???

[goatmaiden]

I might have lost one of my best high school friends. I don't know, because she won't answer my messages, but I think I have to accept it. I lost her because she wasn't a good enough friend, and the last time we saw each other she made me cry and feel like I was worthless. So I'm going to stop saying I lost her, because she lost me.