#shenjiukin

[fictionkinfessions]

Being disabled in two lifetimes feels like a cruel joke. At least last time I could ride swords and didn't age. What is this shit?

- Shen Jiu (Svsss)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Canon Songs

1121 and Easier than Lying by Halsey

wednesday by Ethan Gander

A Little Too Late by Nate Vickers

You by WRENN

Gladiator by Jann

Make Up Your Mind by Florence + The Machine

Oh No! by Marina

Villain by mj apanay

- Shen Jiu (SVSSS)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Yue QingYuan, you should have told me sooner what happened. You should have been able to tell /me/ why you didn't come. I'm still waiting to hear it from your lips, Qi-ge. Don't give up on me.

But also I'm PISSED at you over coming when you got that letter and Luo Binghe's... additions. You should have left me alone with what I did. You should have listened when I told you to stay away. I'm never forgiving you for dying for a piece of trash without prospects. Your strategist told you to stay away and what did you do? You sure as hell didn't listen.

I've been rambling. All I want to say is I forgive you for not coming back and I'm thinking of you. You don't actually have to apologize to me, it's a joke. And be safe this time.

- Shen Jiu (Svsss)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Hey, it's that angrykin anon again, the one who keeps kinning with the characters that have anger issues.

That Shang Qinghua kin shifted me into shen jiu, fucking. Gods, i'm so glad this era doesn't care about curse words in the vocabulary, there's so much of these colorful fucking ways to let my rage out-

Anyways, you, Author, whatever. Gods, i dont fucking forgive you. BUT. I know you didn't mean it. You were just a trash crap writer who sold your story off to horndogs. This isn't an insult. This is literally what you did, don't feel bad, I'm not and don't mean this as an insult.

You didn't know it'd become real. You didn't know my backstory would be the way it was. You didn't know your drafts would be used, i'd be a fucking slave, i'd be abused and abandoned, running away, rising up, only to die a human stick. (that's amputation mods, tag this as amputation)

So yeah, i... You're ridiculous, i don't forgive you for making my life like that, but i dont hate you, okay? There i fucking said it. don't beat yourself up. I understand the need to make stories interesting, i was a god damn scholar after all

Whatever, i just wanted to say shit, enjoy your life. I'll enjoy mine... I like mine now. - Shen Jiu, Little Nine, Shen Qingqiu and all the names I was called, guess i need a tag..

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