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Canon Songs

1121 and Easier than Lying by Halsey

wednesday by Ethan Gander

A Little Too Late by Nate Vickers

You by WRENN

Gladiator by Jann

Make Up Your Mind by Florence + The Machine

Oh No! by Marina

Villain by mj apanay

- Shen Jiu (SVSSS)

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Okay, final ask fuck. I can't believe I forgot Mu Qingfan. I can't remember much of you or of Qi Qingqi (though I'm sure we'd still get on well, her bullying is sorely missed) but the both of you are very much missed and you're welcome to poison me for not including you. Though with my track record you wouldn't even need to try lmao.

But yes, you are both much missed as are the other Peak Lords, naturally.

─ Shen Qingqiu for the 3rd time tonight. 💚🥒

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Actually, while I'm here. There is such a bittersweet grief in knowing that I very likely won't remeet the ones I cared for in this life. The likelihood of it is far too low. That being said, Yingying and Ming Fan, all of my precious disciples, your shizun misses you dearly as embarrassing as it is to say but it's fine.

The peak lords, it goes without saying. Liu Qingge you were my closest friend, best friend even, I miss teasing you. Yue Qingyuan, I'll always feel guilty but I at least wish we could've talked about it. You were kind and I appreciate it, even if I wasn't who you thought but we both knew. Airplane, if there's one thing I will say it's that I miss bullying you, you rat fuck. Affectionately or whatever since I'm so kind. 🙄

I'm not even going to unpack Zhuzhi-Lang or Gongyi Xiao, the dread I feel is insurmountable but regardless! I miss you both too.

And Luo Binghe, does it even need to be said? It was always a given.

Alright sappy rant over, the longing is painful but we soldier on.

─ Shen Qingqiu (I'll add an emoji this time for fun 💚🥒)

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It's so unfortunate to take being who I am so seriously insofar as this is who I still am currently (even if there are many changes because yknow. Past life. Even if it's still me at present), because I always feel as though I'm markedly painting myself in clown makeup and masquerading around embarrassingly for everyone to see. Then again, identity issues have always been a problem for me both past and present, but it would be nice if they weren't for once! Ugh.

At least I'm consistent, so that's mildly comforting at least.

─ Shen Qingqiu (SVSSS)

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using spotify playlists as a vent because they're good music and fit - 🐝binghe (svsss)

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My Shizun is so kind to me. I look forward to the day I get to marry him in this life, too. - Luo Binghe (svsss)

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Yue QingYuan, you should have told me sooner what happened. You should have been able to tell /me/ why you didn't come. I'm still waiting to hear it from your lips, Qi-ge. Don't give up on me.

But also I'm PISSED at you over coming when you got that letter and Luo Binghe's... additions. You should have left me alone with what I did. You should have listened when I told you to stay away. I'm never forgiving you for dying for a piece of trash without prospects. Your strategist told you to stay away and what did you do? You sure as hell didn't listen.

I've been rambling. All I want to say is I forgive you for not coming back and I'm thinking of you. You don't actually have to apologize to me, it's a joke. And be safe this time.

- Shen Jiu (Svsss)

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Being disabled in two lifetimes feels like a cruel joke. At least last time I could ride swords and didn't age. What is this shit?

- Shen Jiu (Svsss)

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