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I’m in my head again, get out while you still can buddy you still got time
Highlight of the night... finding 7 mini rubber duckies that squeak! @crybabyghostgirl
Why can't today just end? Why can't I fucking sleep?
Shittest night sleep...someone roll me a joint and watch crap with me today. I'll buy us pizza 👌
She takes another step. Slowly she opens the door, check that they are sleeping pick up all the broken glass and furniture off the floor; been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away pack up the kids in the car. Anotjer bruise to try and hide, another alibi to write. Another ditch in the road, you keep moving, another stop sign, you keep moving on. And the years go by so fast. Wonder how she ever made it through. And Another cheap motel, two beds and a coffee machine.
~two beds and a coffee machine by savage garden
sry for venting but i am actually fuming right now. i was supposed to go see the outdoor installations for LUX helsinki tonight with one of my best friends after work. first she and her gf were late, then she complained about the cold, then told us she wanted to go home and invited me along to smoke me out... we arrive at their place and its absolutely filthy. Disgusting. unhygienic. sitting down or touching any surface made me uneasy and anxious, the bestie noticed and started bickering with the gf about the mess. it felt like an insult being entrapped into their interpersonal problem ridden pit of depression. i had to leave before smoking because that would have for sure caused an anxiety attack.
wish I could talk to them but i can't bc rheyre probably asleep or busy and i have to go to bed. they could help me.