heyyyyy???
Ohey, what’s been happening this past year? anyone still out there?
I just got a new computer after mine died a year ago-ish; catch me up.
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heyyyyy???
Ohey, what’s been happening this past year? anyone still out there?
I just got a new computer after mine died a year ago-ish; catch me up.
I swear some people are just utter wankers.
You can be an expert in something, I could even work for the company, and they still wouldn't listen to you. They know best even know they haven’t got a clue.
Spend time helping and don’t even get a thanks, just get moaning because its taking them time to fix something, yet I am here going out of my way to help and they can’t even say thank you.
Don’t let others define you and dictate your worth, you decide that not them
Chill friend
The problem with being the chill friend when you're a melinnial. We aren't valued anymore. The drama friend who demands attention and has the most and the best is valued. Ya know that friend you have who you can say anything to and they have your back? That you go to for honesty and they'll tell you what's up no matter if you like or not. You might be this person for your friend group or you might be going "that sounds like so n so".
The problem with being the chill friend is being cancelled on. Being ditched and having your events dodged because "so n so will understand". The chill friend stops being worth the effort. I'm not talking about being the passive push over. Because the chill friend has likely hit you up about always never being there for them. So you made vows to do better and then avoided them for several months or the friendship dissolved altogether from that point.
Do you really give a shit about how your chill friend feels? Or do you give them those comments that basically say "you'll figure it out" whenever they bring up themselves.
Speaking as the chill friend I have given up. I've spent years on shitty romantic relationships. Thankfully each got shorter as I got wiser. I am officially not going to loiter in the chill friend space for anyone who bails on me anymore.
Cheers to future friendships with less shitty people who actually show up!
What up my niggles?
Sorry I ain't been around, I've been distracting and keeping busy with things anymore. O still need to get #SOE up, dont i? My bad lol but I'll get it up soon enough. Art and other shit is coming along nicely, as you all know!
So, "Voldemort", yeah?... I think Karma snatched that bitch up, yo.
Like for real! Lookit! So, back a few months ago, I started back into my witchcraft shit that I hadn't done in years (take a guess why...), and I've watched some tarot channels on the Tubes as well. (Capricorn, so divinations is my forte) and one particular reader said, and I mother fucking quote: "Karma's got this person!"
Idk what it was, why, or how, but I KNEW it had something to do with Voldemort. It was a feeling, not just some evidence I could run around and say justice was served, so o let it go.
And then another reader happened to do a "ghosting tarot reading" right, where she tells you why, what for, and what is up with the Casper. "They ghosted you because they are a crook," the crazy scorpio lady says to me, "but they cannot manifest anything!"
That's the second thing that struck me as a feeling of truth, but stronger. Strong enough to make me go, "okay... wtf?"
So anyway, I do tarot readings on my channel, and I was reading for libra for this month. Bitch comes up like 8 times. Then I try to ro a reading for another sign, only for the bitch to come up in those too!
So, I do a personal reading for her, and post it up and hope she'll fucking leave me alone!
Now, what was the cards telling ME, you might ask?
Well, idk if I'll ever learn the real answer for why she was a backstabbing bitch (I know its bitter, but seriously, fuck people who ghost. No respect from me. As for the reason, sorry I can't be fucked to bother. I got a life to make.) But what I BELIEVE IS HAPPENING, is that she found out that I was right about her marrying her husband who she got with in a hurry. I BELIEVE I was right that any man who leaves his fiance for another woman and married in a hurry like that might not be a good guy. I BELIEVE that she jumped into a relationship to avoid whatever feelings she was dealing with and treated me like a sacrificial goat and projected all her hate and shame onto me so.she would feel better.
I BELIEVE she got with man who put her through the ringer, treated her like shit, and shes still, if she hasn't gotten away yet, living a lie in her head because she has no idea how to handle her childish ass issues from the past. I BELIEVE that when she does finally see what shes really done to me and everyone else shes betrayed just like me, shes gonna get ghosted and left to rot in the worst way possible, with no ody to blame but herself.
I BELIEVED and still do believe that she is a soulmate. And I feel horrible that its happening to her. Believe me, I was furious, hurt. Fucked up in the head from this shit, sure, but I still have love for her. Would probably break her nose with my fucking elbows if I ever see that dumbass again, but idk If i could just let her go hurting like that man.
She did me dirty, but I'm not the kinda asshole who would leave a mother fucker. Today my mom told me "dont worry about her. You were a good friend to her. She couldn't even return the favor." My mom is right, but still...
I was never one to ever leave my friends without. Idk why shes coming up now. It's been a year and a half, and now shes slinking her ass into my tarot cards, and I dont like it. She needs to fuck off of my cards or whatever man.
Told her all this shot would happen 5 years ago, but fuck me for pointing out the obvious...
(I swear to christ I called five years, and I just realized it's now been about 5 years.)
Thought dump
The fact that talking to go makes me sick to my stomach says along on how everything has changed when it comes to you
wow I guess people don’t change lol
Bye, bye, bitch.
Honestly, in less than four months I will never have to see most of your faces again. Finally realizing who my real friends are and who I actually want in my life after graduation. Saying goodbye to the bitches, and saying hello to new faces.