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[kalypsos-island]

Today was a good day.

I did manage to sleep in. And then I read this long message from a friend, which made me late. But I got to walk to school, so that was fun. School was rather... uneventful, well the morning. 

Chemistry was so fun and easy. Digital... Oh, I got to write a message that was longer than anything I've ever written probably. Got to read journal entries, and write my own journal entry. 

Lunch, well, my friend and I went to eat. Sat behind some weird guys that go to our school that invited us to sit with them. Basically Little Noonan, and Colton's hot brother, Dustin. They kept looking at us and stuff. It was awkward. But when we got back to the school the other friend was gone. Where did you go Alex???

During my spare I wrote in the notebook, decorated it a bit, and added my own little drawing to it! It's beautiful. Then I drew the Lonely Wendy's guy, that was fun. And then last class I helped a friend deal with her problems, and talked to my favorite teacher ever. 

After school the Grads had to help set up the gym for the ceremony, so I stayed for that. We got chocolate, and they needed my hobbit and I a lot so we didn't feel useless. And then the bonding started happening. Shjon, Gary, John, and I sort of bonded. Well, Char too. And kind of Kyle. It was weird, but awesome. Although Shjon did cause me to be violent. Something that I hate being. He insulted me, I kicked his ass, he grabbed my leg, I grabbed on to his arm so I wouldn't fall, then he didn't let go and raised my leg higher so I just dug in. I have stopped biting my nails so they are rather long, and I dug them into his arm as hard as I could. He let me go then. And apparently it hurt. Then I went to throw out some garbage and Gary kicked me playfully when I walked by, so I kicked his calve, and apparently it hurt. They forced me to be violent. I hate being violent to people. 

After all that I got to walk home with my hobbit and fill out the forms for after grad. That all seems to be sorted out now, so one less thing I have to worry about. Also, since I went on a rampage yesterday and finished three lessons in social and am now ahead of everyone in my class... I have nothing to do tonight. Which is a nice change. 

:) Pretty awesome day!

[kalypsos-island]

... So he found me too. And he just added me! Like as a friend... On MyYearbook... Oh god. That's so surprising! I accepted it…

And now I guess I just have to sit back and let the weirdness happen... He knows its me too. It's not my real first name, but it's my last name and a picture of me... 

[kalypsos-island]

I extremely dislike getting mixed signals from boys.

I am always straight forward with them, but a certain boy, is bothering me.

We had a fling this summer, so if you read all my posts and stuff, you will most likely know who. So we haven't talked since then, and today he just flirts like crazy with me!

During last class he actually makes a lot of eye contact with me and directs everything he says to me. Even though there were so many more people in the room. He was also super nice.

Then he offers me his lighter for after school (I went to burn a teddy bear), and gives me advice.

And when we're setting up stuff he keeps talking to me, and looking at me and going near me. He called my hiccups cute. He used to say that all the time at his house this summer, then school started and he stopped cause of people. And there were people and he just... arg. I don't like it

I wish he would go back to ignoring me like he did, and stop being sooo nice to me and flirting. 

The only boy in my life at the moment that is being direct with me is maC rabnuD. He says he likes me, ok, that is good and straight forward. At least he isn't ignoring me one second then hanging off me the next. 

[kalypsos-island]

11. Ten things you regret.

Not doing my research on Tim Okamura sooner.

Not catching up on math when I had the chance.

Letting Colton use and abuse me.

Not telling Mike that I liked him when he was living here.

Not telling Gary I liked him in grade 7.

Thinking that Gary could like me.

Hooking up with Shjon.

Being so lazy and not doing schoolwork.

Not eating healthier.

Believing everything that he told me.

[kalypsos-island]

I can't believe how handsome those two looked. =] And I know that no one would agree with me, but I really thought they looked good. Alex, well because I think he looked like he was in the mob or something, and I liked the color, and the tie he was wearing. And the fact that I got to be so close to him in the bus, then at the place, then on the bus made me really happy.and we like.. talked before we left the school too =] haha stupid crush.

and shjon.. well. he looked handsome in a rich way...all like "hey, look at me, i can afford a nice leather coat, an expensive gold watch, a nice gold chain, and a beautiful ring. dont forget my pointy shoes!" and all the jokes being made about his sexuality, theyre just.. oh god. i thank nolan for that!! XD he made my day! Ok, and there was this strange moment after school where I was walking and I saw Shjon by his car putting his like backpack away or whatever, and he didnt have his tie and the top of his dress shirt was unbuttoned, and he was getting into his car... mmm I must agree that just blew my mind... mainly at how hot he looked... but he looks hot in a rich way... definitely not a nice way.. ahaha. also, wordfest was awkward... he kept looking at me.. i caught him looking at me 9 times. it kind of scared me. 

Also... Nolan and his homeless puppet... Best field trip of the year and it was amazing =]