do you ever think about dirty violent little mickey and wide-eyed eager little ian falling in love? do you ever think about how ian looked at this violent dirty thug like he was a revelation even though most wrote him off because of his demeanor and last name? do you ever think about how mickey probably never had anyone look at him like that? do you ever think about how mickey never experienced such open adoration and love before? do you ever think about how ian loved him completely unconditionally and unfiltered? do you ever think about how that terrified mickey because he walked around so angry and scared all the time and yet here is this kind beautiful person accepting him, faults and all? do you ever think about how much ian impacted mickey's life and his whole world view? do you ever think about how ian was the first person to ever love mickey just as he is? do you ever think about- *gunshot*
