#should probably sleep

[kingtinaa]

me searching for a bit of fluff after finishing the most leg trembling,gasping for air smut I’ve ever read in my life

[asteroidaffliction]

it’s yearning hours i want to kiss : (

[mirrorofliterature]

padmé is burnt out. she no longer finds personal fulfilment as a senator, particularly in ROTS, and yet she feels as if she cannot step away

she did her eight years as queen*. she wanted a family. but instead, she was asked to sacrifice more of herself. and of course, she said yes.

she continued to be amidala.

it is a trap of her own making

padmé is someone who yearns to leave the public eye after being queen but is trapped in it forever, even after her death

anyway if you think that padmé wants to continue being a senator out of anything but a sense of duty, if you think it makes her happy and fulfilled when she just wants family and privacy and humanity, then you don't quite get padmé I fear

*2 years is a stupidly short election cycle shut up disney.

[thatboleyngirl77]

I couldn't sleep so I looked up "Word for when you're tired but don't want to sleep"

First thing that came up?

✨Insomnia✨

Yeah...

[notsolonedesert]

Wish I could see the stars someday, properly.

[thesunbun]

What was a moment that made you realise you're obsessed with something?

One of my clearest memories was staying up late to chat with a friend over text while they were sick and while I needed to be somewhere early in the morning. At first, we were chatting about Animaniacs since the convo started with them sending my a Yakko's world meme, I was texting them the lyrics to some songs while they made the occasional comment about the lyrics and they started talking about a game they couldn't remember the name of and how they wanted to play it with someone. I was instantly like 'You're talking about Epic Mickey 2, right?' they were like, 'Lol idk my memory is trash' they started to talk about Oswald, so I informed them that Oswald is real and wasn't just made for the game and they were like ':O !'. I then started gushing about the lucky rabbit for an hour and legit started heavily breathing and fangirling with pure joy and excitement whilst trying to remind myself that it was currently 1 am.

[questionthegrapevine]

You ever wake up at 4:30 am, check your email, and see you have early access to merch you wanted?

Anyway I just bought nearly $300 worth of ranboo merch. I'll probably buy more later. Rn I'm waiting for my parents to give me birthday money.

UPDATE: I got my money. Imma buy the plushies and beanie now

[ladykissingfish]

having constant and often-debilitating pain sucks. I don’t ever feel good, and I feel guilty trying to tell my family about it because I feel like it’s all I ever say, “I hurt” or “I don’t feel good” and I feel like that’s literally ALL I ever say to them and in my head I know they’re tired of hearing about it and

they wonder why I can’t just get better

and I’m trying

I’m trying so hard and cycling through so many different medicines and useless doctor visits that make me feel anger and shame and guilt at my lack of progress and trying to fake being ok for everyone is fucking exhausting at work I have to smile at home I have to make jokes so that I’m not on watch with my siblings “keeping an eye on me” like a child and yeah I’m just tired tired TIRED tired tired and I want so bad to go for a walk but it’s all slush and ice and freezing and there’s no sun and I just I’m so so so so tired of everything.

this is *just* a rant I’m putting here because there’s no place else for me to get it out. and it keeps building inside to the point where it needs to come out. sorry.

now return to your regular scheduled programming. 😊