the only carol/helen fanfic masterlist ever in existence
ok. so here it all is. for now...
if you're going through hell... (rated: m, helen pov angst) maybe carol wasn't really as fragile and neurotic as they all believed. maybe helen wasn't as horrible and damaged as her shrink thought. maybe they both needed a little bit of credit. covers all of s5 and then some.
the good part (rated: t, carol-centric multiple pov fluff) carol finally has the chance to explore life beyond the shit. post-series finale.
between a scrunchie and a hard place (rated: t, mostly helen pov) helen embarks on an odyssey to return carol’s cheap moisturizer, stupid sleep goggles, and especially that fucking scrunchie. written prior to s5.
3 months minus a day (rated: t, multiple pov) t-shirts, dope, duck mugs, shrinks, hiking and ultrasounds: carol, helen, and beverly inexpertly navigate the 3 months between that bathroom and the screening room. post-series finale.
for better, for worse (rated: m, carol pov angst) the thing nobody really bothered to tell carol was how quickly it all could be over. future fic.
when i picture myself happy, it’s with you (rated: g, carol pov) a blackout, an ex-girlfriend, and a chat. sequel to "for better, for worse"
the fight or flight response (rated: t, carol pov) or: 5 times helen wasn’t supposed to be there and 1 time she was.
and, for a shocker, something not written by me:
love (rated: k+, carol-centric fluff) an AU where beverly is not as involved in carol and helen's relationship, starting with the fact that they do not immediately go hiking together. au missing scene from 4x04.










