#shrapnelshield

[killerinthesky-blog]

It's entirely up to you at the end of the day, but it shouldn't be necessary. What goes unsaid festers. It stays with you, and because you can't get it out - it stays on in some form or another. I've done it for longer, honey and believe me - the wear and tear is starting to show in the relationships I've built. People start to take issue with withdrawing - they begin to push into your safe zone and then all hell breaks loose. Picking up the pieces is a lot harder than venting bits at a time.

That won't happen. I always push people away before they can get that close...

[killerinthesky-blog]

If your friends are upset by what you say, it doesn't mean you should stop saying it. Talk it out with them - why are they getting their knickers in a knot over your words? Don't feel like you have to bottle up and force a smile for someone else's benefit. It's dangerous. Believe me. It comes out in the worst ways then. Discuss the issues with them, because you are a real life person beneath the RP mask - and the person needs to have a voice too, honey.

Why shouldn't I bottle it up? It's what I've been doing for the last ten years of my life. I can handle it. And the only downside I've come across is the shorter fuse I have. And when I get pissed, I just withdraw entirely so I don't snap at anyone.

[killerinthesky-blog]

Honey, this is your blog. This is tumblr. You have the right to say whatever the hell you want to say. If you need to go OOC to get something off your chest - then you damn well go OOC - because I don't remember Hitler setting this little site up. If someone gets upset over you needing to vent, if they unfollow - then that is their problem and they have to deal with it. Run the blog the way you want, hone. Cause its yours, and no one elses. //snuggles//

Yeah, but the ones I usually upset are ones I like to consider friends. And I don't want to continue upsetting them with the things I say. Safest way to do that is to just stop posting OOC and keep my problems to myself like I should be doing anyway.

Also, this message made me realize I just passed 600 followers...

[kingxfmischief]

Sorry I'm late to the party. *throws confetti* Happy birthday, your gloriousness! Bestest wishes, and warmest hugs!

((sgjndslkjgdf Thank you.*drowns in confetti*

[katesgotabow]

On another note,

Hi to all of you who started following me. I can't express how awesome you all are. even with gifs. I have far too many feels to convey it properly.

[devourerofodin-blog]

technogodstark and shrapnelshield started following you

[he nods.] While Fenris is currently... inhibited, I'm here to greet you. [the demon smiles.] Hello.

[hourglasswidow-blog]

We all have bad days, sweet heart. I can relate. Just know that you don't have to fix yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. There are simply instances when you need some space to breathe from everything and everyone. Things aren't always this bad. Just remember - if you like doing something, don't ever let anyone take it away from you. Don't give it up for someone else's opinion. Don't ever feel like you're not good enough because you think someone is better than you. Stand tall, little one

I was going to answer this privately, but... I wanna be able to come back and reread it one day. So... sorry this is out.

I'm just kind of near tears again-- ah... this is just really sweet. Like, I don't even have words to convey how much this touches my heart.

I just--

fuck.

thank you.