#shut up pixie

[preciouspixie]

even though they're obviously horrible people..

gotta admit, esme and olaf are a cute couple 👌👌

he was obviously getting the lil statue of a cat for her at Last Chance General Store i mean cmon-

and "M Y OLAF-"

so yeah i headcanon both as bi or pan and thanks for listening to my ted talk

[preciouspixie]

guess what fucker is going to make a gotg oc rp blog this fucker yeah that fucker the fucker that is me i’ll link it when i’ve spruced it up

[preciouspixie]

small warning that i’m practicing with gifs, more so with oc/canon ships so like,, look out

[pixieposts]

Ugh

I commented on the fact thst he shouldn't complain about being tired because he literally gets to sleep as long as he wants, I drive the kids to day care and pick them up, and don't nag him to do anything and now he's sulking.

MAYBE if what I said wasn't true you wouldn't feel so shitty. MAYBE if you helped out I wouldn't make these comments while tipsy. MAYBE you wouldn't feel "like a shitty parent" if you ACTUALLY HELPED ME PARENT.

For fuuuuucks sake

And I didn't even touch on the whole thing where he doesn't help around the house, or change diapers (unless I'm not there), or cook (unless he can bbq), or do laundry (unless I leave it long enough that he has literally nothing left).

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Bleeeeeh

I just woke up at 2:40am, sweating and nauseous. I head to the bathroom for water (and just in case I actually puke, it's unlikely but you never know) andy freaking nose is bleeding again. One nostril anyway, the other is completely stuffed and no amount of me trying to blow it will fix it.

So now I'm sitting on the floor by the air vent waitijg for my nose to chill and my stomach to calm down so I can go the hell back to bed.

Pregnancy is 100% the worst part of motherhood

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Pregnancy whining

I have just over a weel until my due date (literally 8 days) and the closer I get with no sign of labour the more I doubt I'll get to have a vbac. I don't want another c-section, I don't want to be cut into again, and have to deal with the physical and mental mess that leaves behind.

I don't want another damn c-section but I'm getting more and more sure that's whats going to happen. I don't think my bosy is made for natural birth. I know that sounds dumb but both my biological mom AND her mom had c-sections with their kids, and then I had to have one with Jack...

And no signs of labour, I've have braxton hicks for over a month but now the last few days NOTHING. They're just gone. No loss of the plug either, I at least had that with Jack, some indication that my body was trying.

I'm just getting more frustrated as the days go by. It doesn't help that all anyone asks now is if we think he'll be here soon, any signs, anything changed??

If it HAD I would have said something wouldn't I?

Basically any questions about it make me mad, and I'm already just in a shit mood to start.

[preciouspixie]

look man i don’t want a baby as much as the next girl but like

when a tiny lil baby grabs your small pinky finger with its tiny ass hand and holds on tight with all its tiny baby strength, if you don’t feel something like,, you aren’t human i’m sorry

[preciouspixie]

oh shoot i forgot to mention !!

tomorrow, june 26th, is my b-day !!!!