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I swear The Flash is gonna start making me say “shway” in real life
My heart 😍
Best. Partners. Ever.
...meanwhile on the Flash...
Begin Again 12
Chapter 12
"Are you sure you're okay keeping Mav?" Sharna asked as she worked on curling her hair.
"Babe, yes, stop asking me that. He'll be fine. Maks is gonna come over and we're going to do we're going to take them to the park, then dinner and ice cream. He got a new movie. He'll help with bedtime and then once they are asleep, we'll tuck them in. Mav has the mattress in Lottie's room. And if anything happens we'll call you guys. Stop worrying, it's going to be okay."
"I know, I just....I want this to go good."
"And it will. You guys need this. It's going to be good. I promise." Peta said reaching forward and squeezing Sharna's hand.
"I hope, does this look alright?" Sharna said as she finally finished her hair. She turned to look at Peta for approval. Her and Noah were going on their first official date that evening and after, they were going to go back to his house for the night. Peta had said she'd keep Maverick for Noah so he and Sharna could focus on them and do whatever they wanted.
"Gorgeous, Noah is going to love it. Are you still wearing the black dress you picked out?" Peta asked. They had a girls day yesterday and went shopping and primping. It was one of the first times they took Lottie out to do it and she had loved it. Sharna had found a black dress that came to her knees and had a sheer lace overlay over the top. The lace was detailed beautifully. It was fitted through the body while the bottom flared out just slightly. She also had a white and gray one but Peta had picked the black one from the beginning.
"I think so. I gotta do my makeup and throw my bag together and then I'll decide for sure."
"Alright, you want me to stay or you want quiet time?" Peta asked. She knew that sometimes she wanted distraction and sometimes she needed to think.
"No, stay. I just. Yeah, stay. I'm almost done. He should be here in 20 right?" Sharna asked. Noah was picking her up around 4 since he wanted to take her to dinner a little ways out of town and have some fun before they returned to the house for some them time.
"Yeah, in about 20. What are you taking for pajamas?" Peta said with a wink.
"Both?"
"Good thinking, although I'll bet you don't need anything other than that dress."
"P!"
"What, he's an attractive man. You're an attractive lady. That dress is smoking. Enjoy yourself. Have some fun."
"Oh my god, I should have sent you downstairs." Sharna said as her cheeks turned as red as her hair.
"I'm just teasing you. Here, give me your bag, go get dressed." Peta said taking the pile of stuff Sharna already had stacked on the bed. Sharna threw her the bag she was going to use which was actually Peta's and took the dress and headed into the bathroom. Peta packed while Sharna dressed.
"Well?" Sharna said finally appearing in the doorway. Peta turned around and her eyes got wide. "I mean I can wear the other one."
"No, no, no. Babe, you look stunning. Oh my goodness. The dress looked good in the store, but this, with your hair and your shoes. Babe, Noah is going to melt."
"Honestly, you think it's that good? Do you think I need a necklace?" Sharna said checking herself in the mirror. She was suddenly feeling very shy and indecisive. Two things she wasn't used to feeling.
"Babe, what's wrong?" Peta said looking at her best friend. There was something going on in her head and she could see it.
"I don't know, I just, I'm nervous. I want this to be perfect P. I've never been nervous like this before. It's not an oh my god, this might fall to pieces nervous, it's more of a giddy, excited, want this to work perfectly nervous." Sharna said as her hands started to fidget.
"Whoa babe. First breath. Second, i get it. It's actually how I felt when I first started dating Ollie. Everything was heightened. It'll settle. I promise. When you close your eyes, think about what you want out of this. I promise, it'll come to you." Peta said as she held Sharna's hands tightly in her own and squeezed. Sharna's eyes closed and she breathed deep a few times. She concentrated on what she wanted out of tonight and knew that Peta was right. It was different and that's why she was scared. It wasn't cause of Noah, it was becasue it was real.
"Better?" Peta asked after a few minutes.
"Yeah, thanks P."
"Anytime. Now the necklace. I think it could do either way, but it would be a nice touch. I have that kinda tight gold chain so it wouldn't lay on the lace, how about that?"
"Let's try it." Sharna said as she followed Peta to her room. She found the necklace quickly and hooked it on for her friend.
"I like it." Peta said moving so Sharna could see in the mirror.
"Me too." She said as the doorbell rang. Her eyes widened, making Peta laugh.
"Come on babe, let's go get your guy." Sharna nodded and followed Peta down the steps, Maks was working on letting Noah in while he held a giggling Lottie upside down.
"Hey man, the girls are, right here." He said as his eyes widened at Sharna's dress. Even he had to admit that she looked stunning.
"Hey, Shar, honey, you look beautiful." He stammered.
"Flowers." Maverick said as he interrupted the adults and made his way over to Sharna. He held a tiny boquet of daisies for his favorite lady.
"Aww, buddy, are these for me?"
"For my Sha-na." He said with a shy grin. Sharna accepted them and then scooped Maverick up to give him some hugs and kisses.
"Thank you Mav. I love them."
"Ahem, well hopefully that means you'll love these too." Noah said as he moved to his son and Sharna. He held out a much larger boquet of flowers this time. It included roses, lilies, daisies.
"Noah." She said breathlessly at first. She smiled and went to take them but Maverick was glued to her.
"I can hold them." He said however he leaned close enough to put a simple kiss to her lips. "You do look stunning."
"Thank you." She said smiling happily.
"Are you ready?" He asked.
"Yup. I am. Peta has my bag."
"Here Noah, I'll swap." Peta said taking the flowers from him as well as what she assumed was Maverick's bag while handing him Sharna's. She took Sharna's flowers from Maverick too.
"Alright buddy, are you going to be good for Miss Peta and Uncle Maks?" Noah asked. Maverick however had other ideas.
"No, no weave Sha-na." He said as he wrapped his arms around her neck tightly. Sharna bit her lip. She had been worried about this.
"Buddy, we are going to be back in the morning and remember tomorrow you, are coming with me and daddy for the whole day?" Sharna said as she rubbed his back gently. She swayed slowly.
"But I miss you." He said into her neck.
"I'll miss you too little man but how about when it's bedtime, Uncle Maks or Miss Peta calls us and we can tell you goodnight?"
"Pwomise?" He said almost so softly that she nearly missed it.
"I promise. Pinky." She said holding up her pinky for him and letting him link his with hers. He buried back into her neck for a minute as she cuddled him as well. Then she kissed his cheek before handing him over to Noah. Noah said goodbye to him as well, including the same promises that Sharna had along with a pinky promise as well. Then the two were off leaving, the kids and Maks and Peta alone.
"Okay, whose's ready for our adventure?" Peta asked as she saw Maverick's lip trembling.
"Venture?" He asked curious as Lottie held tight to her hand.
"Yup, we're going to go to a new park and play and have dinner." Maks said.
"It even has a pirate ship!" Peta added.
"Like Tink ship?" Lottie asked immediately. She had seen Peter Pan a few times however was slightly more enthralled with the sassy fairy than she was with the boys.
"Exactly. Just like Tinkerbell's ship."
"Tay, Mav we pay?" Lottie asked holding her hand out to her buddy. He still clung to Maks however still a bit upset that his dad and Sharna had honestly left him.
"It's okay buddy. We're actually going to drive to the park. So we have to go get in the car. And I think Uncle Maks said we might get ice cream later." Peta said as she scooped up Lottie. She caught the little boy's eyes light up as he looked at his uncle. Maks nodded making Maverick smile.
"We have everything already right?" Maks asked Peta. They had attempted to get everything ready earlier in the day figuring that they may need a quick distraction for Maverick once his two favorite adults left.
"Yup, do you two need to go potty?" Peta said looking at her daughter knowingly. It never failed that as soon as they put her in the car, she'd need to use the bathroom.
"Uh huh." Maverick said as he rested on Maks. He was much calmer now however you could tell that he still wasn't too keen on the situation.
"Alright. That's okay. Little miss you need to go try though." Peta said taking her and headed towards the bathroom. Once she returned they got the kids settled in the car and headed out to the playground. It was about 20 minutes away and they let the kids pick the music which consisted mainly of songs from the latest Disney movies. Once they got there, they got the kids out.
"Whoa, this is much bigger than I remembered. There only used to be the pirate ship thing." Maks said as he helped Peta get both kids out of the car. There were 3 play sets at the park, one of them being the pirate ship set up. The other one was regular while the last one was set up like a castle with the slides coming out of the turrets.
"It is huge. Okay you two, you have to stay with us." Peta said slightly nervous at the space and number of families there.
"Right. you can't run off. We'll make sure you play with everything. You guys can take turns picking." Maks said looking at Peta. He could see her anxiety on her face and knew he was going to need to assist in keeping the kids together.
"What do you two want to do first?" Peta asked praying that they'd say the same thing.
"Ship!!" They both said pointing and she breathed a sigh of relief. They headed toward the ship. Maks stole the backpack from her that had a few water bottles and snacks just incase as well as other things. She tried to keep it but he waved her off easily as he slipped it on. They spent the next hour and a half letting the kids take turns picking activities. Finally it was dinner time.
"More wings!" Lottie fussed as they put the kids in the car.
"We'll come back miss. We'll bring Aunt Sharna and Mr. Noah okay?" Maks said as he buckled her in, making sure that her straps were tight before moving to Maverick.
"Noo." She said as she started to cry. Maverick looked at her and held his hand out to her but she wouldn't take it.
"It's okay buddy. That was sweet of you though. She's just a little sad." Maks explained at the hurt look on Maverick's face.
"Kay." He said softly, grinning as Maks tickled him lightly.
"She's hungry. I think. Or I hope." Peta said as she looked at her daughter who was still sobbing quietly as she reached for the park.
"Me too. We still doing the chicken place for dinner?" Maks asked as he started towards what they had already agreed on.
"Yeah, they both like the chicken so that's easy. And there's that ice cream place beside it."
"Aksssss. Need you." Lottie whimpered from the backseat.
"In a minute sugar. We're almost there." Maks said as he finally caught her eye in the rearview. Peta watched the exchange with a twinge of guilt but relief at the same time. She checked on Maverick who was quietly watching out the window. They finally made it to dinner and Peta let Maks get Lottie while she got Maverick.
"Lottie sad?" Mav asked Peta once she had him in her arms.
"She is. I think she's a little cranky since she's hungry and ready for dinner." Peta said with a wink.
"Unca Maks fix it?" Maverick asked Peta as he watched Maks cuddle Lottie into him. She started to settle once she was in the man's arms.
"It looks like he is." Peta said softly.
"Lottie love Unca Maks?
"She does buddy she does. Just like you love Uncle Maks." She said ruffling his hair before setting him down to walk next to her. The group headed in and they ordered before finding a booth. Lottie refused to leave Maks so Maverick hung out with Peta. He was a bit skeptical at first since he hadn't spent too much time with her since he was always with Sharna whenever he could be. Once they ate, Lottie was a little calmer however Maks did tell Peta she felt warm.
"I hope she's not getting sick." Peta said with a look. She started work next week and Lottie started daycare as well. Peta couldn't send her to daycare sick.
"I hope not too. Do you need to give her anything?"
"Not yet, I'll see how she is at bedtime. She was upset and everything and has stayed tucked into you. Not likely that it's that but I hate giving her things if she doesn't need it."
"Right, I understand. Do you want to skip ice cream and just head home?"
"They are not going to forget ice cream. I think it's fine. We'll just get them home and get them in jammies and do a movie right away if that's okay with you. I know you have Louis and everything so if you need to go to him you can."
"No, it's fine. I had Louis out all morning with Lottie while I kept her for you. I told you I'd help you tonight. I'm all yours. Err, I mean...you know what I meant." Maks said trying to fix his slip.
"I know. I just I don't want to take you away from anything." She said with a shrug.
"You're not. Let me help, okay?" He said not sure where the sudden bout of stubbornness had come from on Peta's part.
"Okay." She nodded before looting at the kids. "Who's ready for ice cream?"
"Meeee!" They both yelled excitedly. Peta winked at Maks as they gathered the kids and headed to the ice cream shop next door. A half hour later, they were taking two sticky little kids out to the car.
"Looks like we're having bath time before movie time." Peta said with a grin.
"I'd say so." Maks said laughing. He did his best to buckle the kids in without ending up covered as well but it was kind of a lost cause. They headed to Peta's and got the kids ready for bed before settling on the couch to watch a movie. Maverick curled up next to his uncle which set Lottie off almost immediately.
"Nooooo." She wailed from the middle of the living room as she realized Maverick was with Maks.
"What's wrong baby?" Peta said moving to pick her up. She threw herself on the floor however instead and began to scream.
"No. No. No. No." She yelled again and again.
"Baby, Momma can't fix it unless you tell me what's wrong?" Peta said sitting next to her.
"Want Aks....." She finally wailed and Peta put her head back nearly laughing.
"Sweetheart, is that why you're crying?"
"Mav sit aks. Lottie want Aks." She whimpered sadly.
"Baby, you both can sit with Maks. I think Maverick will share, right Mav?" Peta said looking at him.
"I shares Unca Maks with yous Lottie. Come here." He called her. She looked for a second and Peta thought for sure she was going to lose it again at having to share Maks but she went for the two instead. Maks pulled her up and helped her get situated.
"She's still hot." He said softly to Peta.
"I'm gonna go grab Tylenol. I mean I know she's been glued to you lately but that was a bit out of the ordinary for her. Tired or not."
"Okay. I mean maybe it's just teething?" Maks asked with a shrug. He knew and loved Maverick but didn't know what the different ailments could be for the little ones.
"Let's hope. I can't send her to daycare for the first day, sick." She said standing up and walking away. She brought the medicine back and gave it to Lottie. They started the movie and Lottie fell asleep pretty quickly. Maverick however shifted over to Peta and made it to nearly the end of the movie before falling asleep as well.
"Someone forgot about calling Sharna and Daddy." Maks said as they made their way back down the stairwell after tucking the kids in.
"That he did. I'm gonna text them real quick and just let them know he's alright. Irony is Shar will probably worry more than Noah."
"You're not kidding. It's the "new" thing." Maks said air quoting the word new. Peta knew exactly what he meant. Ever since Sharna and Noah had decided they were going to try this thing out, Sharna had developed this extreme mother sense for Maverick. It was adorable at times but you could also tell it was more intense than usual.
"Oh you're right. Are you staying for awhile? Or you leaving me?" Peta asked as she laid her phone down. She had snapped a picture of Mav snuggled into her before they had taken them up which was what she sent Sharna and Noah letting them know that he was safe and happy.
"That's up to you. I don't want to do anything you're not comfortable with." Maks said. He wanted to spend time with her but he also didn't want to be pushy and hurt her in the process.
"Stay. Do you wine? I was going to have a glass." She asked moving to the kitchen.
"I wine, I'll wine with you." He followed her. She handed him the wine and opener while she pulled down two glasses. He served them and then she lead them back into the living room. Tye both settled on the sofa, she on one end and him on the other.
"I know you're going to say to be quiet but thank you for being you with Lottie. I still feel guilty when it comes down to it but I do appreciate it. I know she misses Ollie and misses having that dad figure."
"Well it's not necessary but you're welcome. She makes it easy. She's a sweetheart. You can tell she's had a lot of love and support in her life. I think despite the fact that she's lost that, she's going to be a great kid and she has you to thank for that."
"I can't say I agree but I appreciate the idea. But I feel like you know all this stuff about us because of everything. I want to know more about you. Tell me a Maks story. Tell me about your family." She said as she curled into her end of the sofa.
"What about?" He asked looking at her with a grin.
"I don't know. You pick. Something happy." She said curling her legs under her as well.
"Alright. Hmm, I don't think I've really talked to you about my brother much have I?"
"Umm, you really only have told me about the studio and that your momma would punish you if you didn't treat a lady right. I don't even know that I knew you had a brother." Peta said was a grin.
"Okay, well that's what we'll go with. There's 6 years between us so it's always been quite the relationship. We shared a bedroom and bunk bed clear up until I was 21. Then I moved out only to start helping with a different studio."
"Wow, so you two are pretty close then?"
"Very. It's been awhile since I've seen him actually. I need to get him to get his butt down here." Maks said.
"Yes you do. Or go to him. What's his name?"
"Valentin."
"Ohh."
"But we call him Val usually. Momma is the only one who says Valentin and that means he's in trouble." Maks said laughing. He paused for a few moments before launching into a story about when Val and him were younger and they had gotten into a mess of trouble. The two were giggling ridiculously by the end of the story. Peta then began to tell a story about her and her brother, Sam, who was still in Australia. Her story was interrupted by a huge crash of thunder.
"Shit, Lottie." Peta said bouncing up. Lottie was full out terrified of thunderstorms. She would panic and shake relentlessly whenever one went down so Peta knew this wasn't going to go over well.
"What?" Maks asked jumping up with her. They were both met with a shrill shriek. Peta took off up the steps with Maks right behind her. By the time he made it to the bedroom, Peta already had Lottie up in her arms swaying her trying to calm her however the little one was having none of it. She wasn't hysterical, Maks could see she was just terrified. Maverick had woken up in the process as well, looking confused as ever and worried about Lottie.
"Unca Aks?" He whispered holding his arms up to his Uncle.
"Come here buddy, it looks like Lottie is afraid of the storm. You think we can help her feel better?" Maks said as Maverick rested his head on his shoulder. While Maverick wasn't terrified of storms he wasn't fond of them either. Maks figured distracting him was the safest best. He nodded his head so Maks moved over to the two ladies.
"It's okay baby, it's just the big booms remember?" Peta said as she swayed slowly rubbing Lottie's back in unison.
"No like, no like, no like." Lottie said miserably. She yelped as another clap echoed through the house a long with a burst of lightening.
"I know sweetheart, I know. You're safe though. Look you have momma, Maverick, and Mr. Maks." Peta said as she tried to settle her some.
"Aks. Keep Lottie safe." Lottie said picking her head up as the tears continued to fall. "And momma, and mav."
"I'm right here miss. You're safe. I promise. We're all safe."
"Hold hers." Lottie said reaching for him.
"Okay, come here baby." Maks said catching her easily. He shifted Maverick slightly guessing he wasn't going to go to Peta at the moment. Lottie buried into his neck but held her hand out for Peta as well.
"Momma, hand." She whimpered as her body shook against Maks.
"I'm right here love. We're all right here." Peta said letting her take her hand. Maverick ended up reaching across Maks and putting his hand on Lottie too. The 4 stood there for awhile as the booms and flashes continued to fill the room.
"It has to stop soon." Maks said looking at Peta.
"She's not going to settle even then. She's going to be glued to one of us for the night." Peta said knowingly. Maks nodded, not necessarily minding but trying to figure out how they were going to work this. He remembered something that he used to do with Val when they were younger and wondered if that would help.
"Do you have extra blankets? Like sheets and that?"
"Umm, yeah. I have a few extra pairs, why?"
"How would you two like to build a fort? We can camp in the living room, that way we all stay together?" Maks asked the two little ones.
"Tent?" Maverick asked knowingly from when Noah and Maks had taken him camping.
"Like a tent buddy."
"K." He nodded his head in agreement. Lottie however just buried further into Maks.
"Mav, can you go with Miss Peta and help her get the blankets? Lottie and I will get pillows and meet you in the living room. P, do you have flashlights?" He asked.
"Yeah, we can grab them too. They are actually in the kitchen. If you wanna grab the pillows out of mine and Sharna's rooms you can. Okay Mav, you ready to help?" Peta said leaning forward to take Maverick. He went with her willingly.
"Okay Miss Lottie, let's get some pillows for us. You want to camp out with me and Momma and Maverick?"
"You no go way." She said as her grip on his neck tightened. He paused his motions for a moment holding her tightly.
"I'm not going anywhere baby. I promise." Maks said pressing a kiss to her head.
"K. Lily and blankie." She pointed. The two lovies had gotten lost in her panic and were laying in her crib.
"Here you go. You hold them tight, okay?" Maks said handing them to her. Then he gathered a few of the pillows in her room, tossing them down the stairs before grabbing another batch from the guest room Sharna was staying in, followed by Peta's as well. He headed down with Lottie and started fixing the furniture so that they could make the fort. Peta and Maverick came in soon after and helped as well. Once everything was arranged they covered the furniture and chucked the pillows under makeshift tent.
"Go ahead buddy." Peta said as Maverick let her put him down and crawled in. She went after him followed by Maks and Lottie who still refused to release her grip on Maks. The storm had stopped by then however her shaking had not.
"Lottie, can you?" Maks said as he tried to get them situated. She tightened her hold on him however and he nearly laughed.
"That's a no." Peta said as she helped Maverick get snuggled into a blanket with his pillow.
"Momma" Lottie mumbled.
"I'm right here baby, I'm tucking in Maverick." Peta said as she got him all settled.
"Hold Lottie too, peas." She said sadly as she held her hand out. Peta looked between Maks and Maverick who was holding Peta's hand as well.
"Umm, Lottie, Momma..."
"Need hers too." Lottie fussed as her eyes filled with tears again.
"Okay, okay baby, I'm coming." Peta said. "I'm assuming you're keeping her for now?"
"Yeah, no use working her up, I'm fine." Maks said.
"Okay, can you get situated and then I'll just...well I'll have to lay next to you. And I'll just bring Maverick with me." Peta said as she surveyed their situation. They were already in tight corners as it was but this was tricky.
"You okay with that?" Maks asked as she shifted down keeping Lottie on him the whole time.
"I have to be. She's going to lose it. And she's not old enough that I can explain it." Peta said as she laid next to Maks before bringing Maverick over. He was basically half asleep so he barely noticed.
"Right." Maks said. Peta kept an eye on Maverick for a second until she was sure he was out before laying on her side facing Maks. Lottie was tucked into his chest with Lily and Blankie in her arms as she gripped Maks's shirt. She held her hand out for Peta who took it. this meant that Peta was resting almost near Maks's shoulder with her hand laying above his heart.
"Close your eyes lovebug. We're all right here." Peta said as she saw Lottie's eyes begin to close. Maks started to rub her back and it wasn't soon before she was out as well.
"You okay?" Maks asked looking at Peta.
"Yeah, I just don't like that I can't fix it when she's scared like that. However she's not really old enough to understand the words to explain it." She said as she shifted around trying to get comfortable.
"You're right. This is all you can do though, let her see she's honestly safe when it happens."
"Yeah." Peta said with a yawn.
"I guess we should try to sleep. There's no telling that there won't be another one." He said with a sigh.
"You're okay with her?" Peta asked.
"Yeah, she's fine."
"Okay." She shifted around a few more times trying to settle and sleep but all of a sudden it was like every bone in her body was pressing into the floor and she couldn't get comfortable. Maks watched her for quite some time trying to decide what to do before he finally decided he was going to do it.
"Come here." He said softly.
"What?" She said alarmed.
"Come here." He said again holding his arm out.
"Maks...." She said as she leaned up and looked at him.
"Nothing fancy, nothing else, just you need to sleep and clearly that's not happening now. If you get over here and it's not okay, we'll figure something else out."
"K." She said before sliding over to him. She rested her head on his shoulder as her arm came up to rest around Lottie. He wrapped his arm around her and settled it on her hip. He waited a few more moments before saying anything.
"You okay?"
"Yeah."
"Okay, goodnight Peta."
"Goodnight Maks." She said. It still took a little bit it wasn't long before sleep won and she drifted off to dreamland along with the other three.
**That's a wrap. Guess who's back! Maybe not permanently or well consistently but a lot of things have settled in life. Some changes may be coming that have been long anticipated and honestly needed. So as long as things continue to progress well, I'll have writing time again. I can't say there will be a schedule or that I'll update once a week but I'll try to not leave you guys again.
Thank you for sticking this out with me. I hope you enjoy this one! Don't forget to like it and let me know what you thought. Love you all!
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