#sickofbeingsad

[ellaannjustellaann]

All I wanted was to be yours.

[dark-pssngr]

Sad Hours: an aesthetic

There’s nothing worse than being up when everyone else is asleep and you’re sad af with no one to talk to and no place to vent it except for your edgy tumblr page where no one knows who you are.

[shannotaur]

I have been going through a challenging time since I turned 25. I suppose in a lot of ways I have grown a lot in the past two years, but the amount of shit I have had to deal with honestly makes me feel like it has been longer. I feel both mentally and physically tired, and just...very unhappy with where I am at in my career. Or rather I feel lack of one basically, because realistically retail was not "always" my long term goal. But I did it and I only regret a very small part of that choice. Though lately I find myself asking "what am I doing with this life?" and that has inspired this need for change. I miss my parents being close, I miss certain people and places, I miss school, I miss being part of a community, I miss not worrying about everything. But I finally have a sense of home and the love my boyfriend who taught me it is okay to feel too many things sometimes. I barely make art though I am starting to again now, and something I was missing is finally falling into place. I have such a build up of emotions inside me and I have had no creative outlet for them in a long time. I am slowly getting better, and hopefully I'll get to a place soon where I don't feel so terribly sad all the time.

[alive-ln-the-lights]

Every night it seems to get worse :/