#sidney angst

[babyghoul138]

OVERBLOT SIDNEY CONSEPT DESIGN UNDER THE CUT

Not the final design but I'm sure you guys can see the vision

NOW SOME YAPPING

So like ive said before, Sidney cuts her hair every time something bad happens to her, or every time she's deeply hurt, or in a bad state of mind. So she doesnt do something to herself. Its a bit uneven, she would have cut it shorter if it wanst for Kalim. SO her short hair is still there when she overblots

The broken mirrors attached to her belt symbolize that the mirror will never take her home, pretty obvious but yk

The ink spreading through her body is because it looks cool (/hj) and because of all the blot thats built up inside her and all the overblots she's been through (if that makes sense)

And the ink in her hair is to just fill in for her hair dye lmao

ALSO UM THE OTHER THINGS THAT ARE POINTED OUT IN HER DESIGN ARE FOR LORE REASONS AND IM NOT SURE IF YALL WANT TO HEAR THAT. BUT UH ILL MAKE A POST TALKING ABOUT HER LORE IF YOU GUYS WANT?

THIS IS NOT THE FINAL DESIGN BUT YEAH

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[maxxix66]

Disbelief

Warnings: Angst, slight mentions of sex, suicide, ghostface!reader, gn!reader, "i'm not like the other ghosts", really short, spoilers, Sidney x Reader

POV: Third Person

Request: None

"I can't believe I slept with you!" Sidney shouted at the last ghoul in her home. What kind of person kills people? And what sick bastard would kill the ones they work with? Sidney's question echoed in (Y/N)'s mind. They knew what she meant. That night she asked (Y/N) to do it with her was the most romantic thing both of them have ever experienced. The soft cuddles afterward were Sid's favorite part. The being in the black costume was dripping the blood of their friends. They dropped the knife, their hands smeared with blood.

"Sid, they were going to kill you... I don't want you to get hu-" Sidney cut (Y/N) off, shoving them to the ground.

"Don't fucking 'Sid' me! You're as crazy as they are!" Sidney screamed at the top of her lungs, continuing to kick the last ghost in the ribs. They coughed and scooted away, putting their hands in front of their face.

"Sidney, I love you..! I stayed to protect you, I knew they were after you... I only joined them to protect you!" They wiped a small smear of blood from their lip. Their next move was to pull Stu's gun out of his hand. (Y/N) started to cry, staring up at the girl they loved dearly. "But obviously you don't get that," (Y/N) continued, pushing the gun up to their temple. "I killed to protect you."

Sidney walked closer, staring at (Y/N) in shock. "Wait, don't..." She gently pulled their hand to her chest, trying to make them feel her heartbeat. "See? I'm scared of losing you... Please, don't do it..."

(Y/N) pulled back the gun to their head, and gently pushed Sidney back. "I love you."

BANG!

With a single shot, they were gone. Sidney shouted out, and ran to the body of her bloody lover. "(Y/N), this isn't funny... Wake up, (Y/N), wake up!" The sirens of the cop cars rung in Sidney's ears, everything going in slow-motion. She pulled the body of (Y/N) into her arms, and dragged them outside.

"Somebody, help! Please, help!" Sidney shouted out in pure agony, the thought of the once bright smile of (Y/N). "Please," tears streamed down her face, "someone help..."

[babyghoul138]

Dividers made by @/strangergraphics-archive

I am SO INSANELY PROUD OF THIS YOU DONT EVEN KNOW

IM SOBBING THIS IS MY BEST DRAWING YET

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[babyghoul138]

Imagine

going on without seeing a photo of your mother, after so long you'll start to forget what she looks like and what she sounds like. And your father and brother? sure you can remember there face but... You cant seem to remember their voices

Your phone doesnt work so you cant see any photos or videos of them. The only thing you can do is live, live without them, live without seeing them, hearing them, feeling them... You eventually cant even put a face on who you call family anymore, because you cant even recall what they look like.

YEAH THIS IS DIRECTED TO SIDNEY

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[babyghoul138]

THUNDER BRINGER

except its not my Epic au, its just Sidney having to choose between her world and twst and then the "i can take the suffering from you!" and its her mom/dad holding her in their arms and Sidney tears up as she trembles in their embrace

She turns to the twst cast and chokes on her tears and says "Im sorry... I-i just... I need to see them again..." she wipes her tears with her hands, trying to stop them from coming out

She can feel the glares and betrayed looks directed at her, She loved her friends at twst, she did. She loved Kalim, she loves him more then she loves herself... But she cant even look at him right now, she already knows that he's heartbroken by her choice, but she needs to be with her family... She needs to be with them, even though it hurts to leave her friends here, she needs her dad, she needs her brother, she needs her grandma, and she needs her aunts

Chat i have more Sidney angst

i have MORE

Book 7? Heh...Yeah... in her dream her moms still alive

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[babyghoul138]

"Her eyes were... brown..? No yeah, I'm pretty sure they were brown.." -Sidney forgetting what her mom looks like

[babyghoul138]

WARNING. LIGHT MENTION OF SA ALTHOUGH ITS NOT DOWNRIGHT OBVIOUS

SCROLL IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE/GEN

JUST TO LET YOU GUYS KNOW THIS IS NOT KYLE'S FOREVER DESIGN!!! IM SO FIGURING HIS DESIGN OUT!!!

Im not quite sure with his design here so I might save this design for another character

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[babyghoul138]

Sneak peak of the comic I'm making

(He asked her out...)

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