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nagiharu + wedding crashers au

///sweats/// i have actually never seen this movie .... so i took some liberties w/ the plot: introducing fwb wingmen nagiharu~

“This is the worst one yet, Nagisa,” Haruka says, voice on the edge of a sigh soaked in boredom---he watches as the bride, with her too-big, too-colorful dress, gets (actually, physically) carried around the dance floor by her equally-colorfully-suited groom, while every family and friend drunkenly cheers as if they’re past being used to the oddness and have tripped into enjoying it all, “Did you honestly think we’d find anyone here?”

Even Nagisa, eccentric as he is, seems a little disturbed by the odd music and too-happy crowds, dances looking like they’re on their last leg of life; and he makes a small hmph sound, cupping his chin in his hand and having the audacity to look disappointed, even though he’d known how odd this wedding was supposed to be and had sworn it’d be worthwhile.

“Well ... look at the bright side, Haru-chan,” he says, voice as bubbly and sweet as the cheap champagne, and his knee comes to knock gently into Haruka’s, chest pressing into Haruka’s side, chin hooking over his shoulder to level his mouth with Haruka’s ear; it shakes Haruka into enough of a stupor to only hear Nagisa continue, “if we don’t find anyone here, we’ll just have to take care of each other.”

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just to be cruel: rinharu + immortal/non immortal au

“I’ll wait,” Haru will say sometimes, when it’s nighttime and the bed has stopped trembling and they’re both on the edge of sleep, alone; when Rin has come so close to forgetting, in the very moments he least wants to remember, “when I die.”

Sometimes Rin—who has fallen in love like this, the worst, during this agonizingly quick fifth lifetime—will humor him, because sometimes he’s strong enough to think that it’s amusing, but tonight is not one of those nights; tonight, he twists his hands into sheets and presses his forehead into the downy hairs at Haruka’s nape, and says, “You’ll wait an eternity, then.”

One of the things that Rin so admires is that Haru does not fear death—but even more unreachable, that he does not fear life. He reaches back, flutters his fingers over Rin’s eyes, then cheeks, then mouth; he is solid and sure, and no less is his voice when he says, “You’re worth longer than that.”

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souharu for 002 and rin and makoto for 003 :>

SEND ME A SHIP AND I WILL TELL YOU:

when or if I started shipping it: Pretty much right after discovering it existed I liked the idea of it, then I think I found Shatter My Illusion of You and I was hooked.

my thoughts: Underappreciated ship that has the potential of being as good and pure and sweet as any other. Two people that have exactly the right personalities to bring the best out of each other even in the worst times. 

what makes me happy about them: That we got to see a friendship come about in canon.

what makes me sad about them: That we got 0.03 seconds of that previously-mentioned friendship in canon.

things done in fanfic that annoys me: Can we lay off the fucking abuse of one to the other please I am so tired. 

things I look for in fanfic: Clear respect being shown to the other, picking on each other in ways that are lighthearted and endearing, helping one another out, just caring about each other in general.

my kinks: Calmness between them, staying in bed and saying nothing, or saying quiet somethings, Haru drawing on Ssk, Ssk counting the number of times Haru smiles at him, I could go on.

who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other: I ship Haru with anyone, but obv I have a preference for Rin. I’d be comfortable with Sousuke ending up with Gou, Kisumi, and circumstantially others such as Makoto or Rin.

my happily ever after for them: Old geezers holding hands in a nursing home, taking the piss out of each other in the jello line. “I think you dropped your hairline back in 2020.” “What was that?” “I said---” “Sorry, can’t hear you over your rusty metal shoulder. Oil it.”

GIVE ME A CHARACTER AND I WILL TELL YOU: 

(RIN)

how I feel about this character: Is there a single person who follows my that doesn’t know how I feel about Rin?? Uh. I love him. A lot. I would go to the end of the earth for this kid. Seriously.

all the people I ship romantically with this character: Literally everyone except for Gou. I’m scrolling through every character I can think of right now and I ship him with all of them. 

my non-romantic OTP for this character: I guess RinRei? I mean, I do ship them romantically, but I also just really love their friendship. 

my unpopular opinion about this character: Is anything unpopular for him anymore? Just let the boy live.

one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I’ve said this before but I wish we’d gotten more for what was in between seasons one and two. The building of friendships again and whatnot.

my het ship: RinAki? It’d be cute as fuck.

my fem/slash ship: Fem!RinHaru is such a weakness. Hoo boy.

my OTP: RinHaru~

my OT3: SouRinHaru, lord.

my cross over ship: I can’t think of one. :0

my kink: He’s pretty versatile in regards to sex, but is very, very stubbornly the little spoon when sleeping. Fight me.

a head cannon fact: He likes women’s clothing. A lot.

my gender bend: As in ... headcanons for fem!Rin? For some reason I headcanon her as pretty short, idk why. Long, long hair though. Like, to her hips long. A lot of people draw fem!Rin with short hair, which is cute!! But I figure if Rin has long hair as a guy, imagine how long it’d be as a girl. Also I just really like long hair. :| Killer at makeup and carries way too much stuff in her cleavage.

(MAKOTO)

how I feel about this character: A character heavily misunderstood and ruined by fanon imo. Layered and complex and honestly in real need of a hug. Lemme at ‘im.

all the people I ship romantically with this character: Rin, Gou, sometimes Sousuke and Haru, very few instances I’ll ship him with the others.

my non-romantic OTP for this character: MakoHaru. Damaged, wonderful friends.

my unpopular opinion about this character: Pls stop treating him like he is all-wise and a mother hen and Perfect™ he is literally a human teenage boy who is allowed to make mistakes and not be right, so let him do those things. He is flawed and still wonderful. 

one thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon: I wish they’d expanded on his realization that he was jealous of Rin. To this day I don’t know for sure what he meant by that (though I have my suspicions) and I would have loved to see some growth behind that. We got to see him expose a part of himself he clearly doesn’t like all that much, and that could have been great for him and his own journey.

my het ship: MakoGou!

my fem/slash ship: Fem!MakoRin, good God.

my OTP: Makoto/some goddamn rest. 

my OT3: SOUMAKOGOU.

my cross over ship: Maybe Makoto/Allura?

my kink: Likes to cuddle but does not know how. Doesn’t know where to put his hands or position his body. His partner’s always gotta maneuver him.

a head cannon fact: Can be a morning person if he is ready to wake up. If he is not willing to get up you better Prepare Yourself.

my gender bend: Gonna go with the hc thing again! Probably has no idea what to do with makeup but tries anyway. Long hair. Very tall, larger frame, muscles that she doesn’t know what to do with, and, my ever-lasting fem!headcanon, that when fem!Haru is annoyed or upset by something she will turn and drop her face into Makoto’s chest. Bc Haru is 100% flat and Makoto is ,,,,,,, not.

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BUT DID U LIVE

JUST BARELY, MY FRIEND. JUST BARELY.

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1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

As for reading, anything by Stephen King, Chuck Palahniuk, and Mark Z. Danielewski. King because I read him a lot growing up as a kid (lol) and I catch a lot of him in my own writing. Palahniuk because he’s a lot of what I read when I was 15/16, when I was trying to be wiser and more philosophical than I actually was, and through it I feel like I’ve found my own identity in my writing and in how I look at the world. Danielewski because he’s what I’ve been reading in my more adult life; he’s whimsical but mature, and his writing is to die for. I recommend anything by him, but especially House of Leaves and The Fifty Year Sword. If I had to recommend one book at random, though, it’d be Flowers for Algernon.

As for watching, obviously Death Note, which will probably always remain my favorite piece of media. As Good As It Gets is my favorite movie of all time---which is saying something, because it’s a romcom, and I despise romcoms, so that as well. There are other shows and movies I love with all my heart, but no other ones really speak to my identity like those do.

As for listening, I’m getting redundant, but Billy Joel, hahaha. But also anything pre-80s. Specifically Janis Joplin, Ray Charles, Buddy Holly, and Frankie Valli. I’m a huge fan of oldies stuff!

2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

Thinks just like me? No idea! That’d be kind of hard to pinpoint, hahaha. If there’s a writer who over-thinks what their character might be thinking and then just writes that down, then whoever that writer is. 

3. list your fandoms and one character from each that you identify with.

I’m not really active in too many fandoms, so I’ll just list the fandoms/characters that come to mind!

Free: Haruka.Death Note: L.Yuri!! On Ice: Yuuri.DGM: Lavi (what a shift, lmao).FMA: Ed.Haikyuu: Suga.

I just noticed how entirely different all of these characters are, but. They all definitely represent different parts of me. Haruka represents my mind, L represents my logic and how I act on it, Yuuri represents my anxiety and struggles with finding my place and confidence, Lavi represents my outward personality, Ed represents my love of family (and the fact that I’d kill and die for my sisters, the closest of which is actually called Al), and Suga represents my place in my friend groups. The question didn’t ask for an explanation but I felt like being self-indulgent. OTL

4. do you like your name?  is there another name you think would fit you better?

Sometimes I don’t like it very much, but at the end of the day I think it suits me. (And because I’ve gotten questions about it before, yes, Serena is my real name, lmfao.) I was almost named Rhiannon, though, and I do like that a lot, so if I had to pick another that would suit me, that’d be it.

5. do you think of yourself as a human being or a human doing? do you identify yourself by the things you do?

Human being. I value my inner thoughts and who I am much more than I could ever value what I do; likewise, I tend to judge people on how I perceive their inner workings more than I do their actual actions, and I find their inner workings much more interesting, anyway. In other words, I guess I just value the “why” much more highly than the “what.”