#sige bye

[findingthatlittlespark]

sobrang hirap maging working student. deadline dito, digest doon, basa nang basa kahit wala ka namang naiintindihan, terror professors, and bida-bida classmates (charot HAHAHA). idk how many times na akong nagbreakdown, tinatamad mag-aral, questionin ang sarili bakit ba ako nag-enroll in the middleof a pandemic HAHAHA. worst breakdown ko so far is when i told a na ayaw ko na siyang kausap kasi feeling ko lahat ng sinabi niya sakin about law school is a prank. imagine being so ungrateful sa taong tinutulungan ka magsurvive sa first year mo sa law school. attitude ka gorl? but i’m so grateful sa lahat ng tao sa paligid ko kasi iniintindi nila ako :( i don’t want to be a burden sa kahit na sino pero the fact na naffeel ko yung love nila and nag-aadjust sila for me is what keeps me going (aside sa fact na gusto ko talagang maging avocado lol).

idk how many times na ako nag-adjust for this na pati iba’t ibang klase ng ballpen, iba’t ibang klase ng kape, sinubukan ko na. sobra pa din akong naooverwhelm pero every freaking time na may naiintindihan akong kaso, may nauunlock akong mga bagong words, bumabalik yung fire and reason bakit ako nandito ngayon.

week 2/16. 14 weeks to go. kaya pa. kakayanin.

[inkandcigars]

When I love you, I will give you hand written notes telling you why I do and how I am grateful for you. I usually am the type of person who always say what’s on her mind so you never have to question your worth to me and my love for you because I will always be bold about that. I will not be ashamed of you and what I feel for you. I will always let you know how I feel and would even write you letters and poems and even offer you songs which reminds me of you.

When I love you, I will support you. Most of the guys wanted to find women when they were already successful. But I am not up to that. I don’t want to be part of any man’s success without contributing any to it. Trust me, when you find me and you are still a work in progress, i’ll stand up for you and beside you, holding your hand. I wanted to be part of your every high’s and low’s and I want you to know that I still love you just the same.

When I love you, I will always give you warmth. That I am a person you could trust, a person you could lean on anytime. That I am not just your girl but also your bestfriend. We will have a mature and crazy relationship at the same time.

When I love you, I will love you for you. Because I have chosen you out of all the people who wanted to so you do not have to worry about me, giving up on you. That for me, you don’t have to change anything because I have already accepted you for what you are. That for me, you are enough.

When I love you, We will have so many adventures together. And i will spoil you with hugs and kisses and yes, i might the clingiest but that is to let you know that i am yours and yours alone.

[bernardtheexplorer]

4:26am //  Hi everyone! Good morning sainyo. Hope you guys are doing well kahit na tuloy tuloy yung ulan mga nakaraang araw at ang saya palaging suspended haha. Mag ingat mas lalo na sa mga nag po-pokemon dyan baka mamaya manakaw pa yung phone mo kakalaro nyan (Di ko kasi trip mag laro nyan) lol huhu.

Kapag binabasa mo to right now, Oo ikaw. Take care of yourself okay? Wag papabayaan ang sarili mahirap na, mahal ang gamot hays. *hug*

[bernardtheexplorer]

4:37am // Morning! Kamusta? Ako eto puyat padin wala namang bago sakin haha.

[isolatedrains]

May assignments pa pala kame wah.

[fibikath]

“You okay?” “Of course. Why not?” “Your eyes say the opposite of what you say.” “Doesn’t matter. Just don’t ask then after asking and being there for a while, you’ll leave.”

[alysssaheyy]

I put so much effort into everything and you, you just take it for granted. No, i dont need people like you anymore. My limit din yung mga pag eeffort, pag wala lang sayo edi wag na lang. Duh, im wasting my time, i'd rather sleep tbh.

[sinceriouslyy]

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