Something something they both became a monster in the end

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Something something they both became a monster in the end
The casual intimacy of the Silco/Vander jackets scene makes me feel like they were the type to share a bed when the nights were too cold, and blankets too sparse. Like they were the type to be all up in each other’s business, speaking on each other’s behalf, fighting on each other’s behalf.
Like they were the type to offer each other casual touch and affection, when it was so hard for them to give to others. Vander silently grabbing a comb to brush through Silco’s hair, Silco wordlessly applying polish to Vander’s gauntlets.
I don’t know why the scene hit me so profoundly, but it did. Maybe it’s because there’s a level of intimacy needed in order to so casually hang your coat within another’s. You need to be trusting of the other person’s level of cleanliness, first off, to assume your own clothes won’t pick up some dirt, or a foul smell. And there’s the fact that a scent is likely to be picked up- Silco’s jacket then would smell like Vander, and Vander’s would smell like Silco. Whatever cologne or body wash or personal BO they had must’ve been strong enough to linger, given how Jinx tried sniffing their coats, even after all the years.
It also shows the heartbreaking layer of trust that Silco had for Vander. To slip his jacket into Vander’s, like a physical reminder that Vander was his protector. That he knew he was smaller and weaker but also knew that Vander would never hurt him.
Until he did, anyway. Despite how casually intimate they were, despite how trusting, how intertwined.
No wonder Silco went a little insane. Came back a little demented. Hell, I’d burn the world too if I were in his shoes.
WAIT DID SILCO ALWAYS KNOW JINX WAS FELICIA’S KID???? DID HE MEET THE GIRLS WHEN THEY WERE BABIES??
Cause Vander did. The memories shown in Blisters and Bedrock are Vander’s.
He saw Powder and Vi as kids, and in the letter we could see that Silco and Vander fell out after Felicia’s death.
Is there a chance that Silco recognized Powder? Because she wasn’t a random child. She was Felicia’s kid.
Is that the reason why he took her in?
And even if he didn’t do it in purpose, it would be just as bittersweet.
Obligatory meme altered for [insert fandom] post. This is my interpretation of how Silco and Vander co-parenting would go.
they really went all out when they wrote silco. visually impaired cunty ex revolutionary with a beautiful nose and a situationship so bad he almost drowned. AND he's a girl dad
ARCANE LEAGUE OF LEGENDS: 2x07 - “Pretend Like It's the First Time” ↳ "Didn't you try to kill him?" "Greatest thing we can do in life is find the power to forgive."
im not even sorry-