#silent lovefool

[onelocket]

𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

⚘ Fyodor Dostoevsky x GN Selective Mute!Reader

SYNOPSIS ; And so it goes—you end up having to switch universities for you received a scholarship you just could not pass. Brought to attend a prestigious school of higher education and students of which posses thoughts full of advanced wonder; you, a selective mute with a heart full of photography, open your eyes to the environment stirred by these.. flashy individuals. Already distressed from the culture shock, it seems that love can’t leave you either, can’t it?

INVOLVES ; 18-20 age ranges, cursing, mentions of violence and harm, expect leans of ooc (characters here have a lesser cautious mind), dazai always calls reader belladonna, cigarettes, more/less warnings each chapter and I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA ON WHAT IM DOING

THEME ; no abilities au, very slice of life, romance, etc.

STATUS ; on-going.. trying an smau for my self-indulgence lol

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For written acts/parts within act, they are marked with ✎

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CHAPTER 1 — Not so customary

act i. thankful for familiar faces

act ii. want to misbehave?

act iii. masterpiece ✎

act iv. what a misfortune, ✎

act v. blame it on those from above

CHAPTER 2 — Get used to it

act i. rumors

act ii. what’s got you so pent up?

act iii. this isn’t a normal university at all!!!

act iv. here’s a lecture,

act v. nvm, let’s just shut up. ✎

[kreiarchives]

Silent Lovefool / introduction of characters

part 3 - part 2

(Names) Trio

Depicted as an 19 year old. A selective mute, kind and intelligent student.

They used to attend a university of a lesser prestige with Atsushi Nakajima, until they were given a scholarship to a university nobody would ever decline.

Because of their uncontrollable fear of speaking, they are now conflicted with the newer environment of Aude University alone and incapable to take it easy.

Yet luckily, an old friend recognizes them. With the help of Sigma, (Name) is slowly but surely adapting to this university’s environs.

(Name) hasn’t had their major decided yet, but with their unconditional love for photography, they might just try that as their major. However they are holding back because they believe that their hobby should not turn into a responsibility.

Depicted as 18 years old. A caring and moral student.

Despite learning in a different university, (Name) & Atsushi find ways to keep in touch. And due to the distances of their universities, they decide to resort to social media.

Friends with Dazai Osamu, Edogawa Ranpo and Yosano Akiko, Atsushi is able to ask them how (Name) is doing whenever they do not seem to reply to him.

Since (Name) transferred universities, there’s no to say of knowing Atsushi’s major. Whenever (Name) asks, he seems to try and discard the conversation.

Depicted as 19 years old. A disciplined and determined student.

Sigma is a student that well known due to the fame Nikolai Gogol and Fyodor Dostoevsky carry—for Sigma is friends with both.

Despite only gotten into the university three years ago, Sigma is very aware of the surroundings and how to blend in with the others, being a character many find easy to cling onto. On the surface, Sigma does not find mind to it, but Sigma secretly feels pressured by the amount of students finding him reliable.

When (Name) transferred to Aude University, Sigma was quick to identify them even at a long distance, for Sigma holds eidetic memory. This causes Sigma to easily interact with (Name) again, earning Sigma another friend much trustable.

According to word, Sigma’s chosen major is business administration. But when asked, Sigma will also mention accountancy and management. Well, it isn’t much of a shock, since that determination is able to take Sigma places either way.

[onelocket]

𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

Fyodor Dostoevsky x GN!Reader

chapter 1, act i. - thankful for familiar faces

SYNOPSIS -- You barely manage to keep hold of your ramblings to spill in Atsushi’s dms once stepping inside Aude University. The entrance alone overwhelmed you along with stares that don’t seem as friendly as you expected. However, you seem to be soon reunited with an old friend. Albeit how short and rather distant it was—it manages to relax your heart as you finally decide that it was now or never in this prestigious building. But as quick as how your friend was able to soothe you, it seems a new appearance will make its way to you soon.

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau first

readers pov (left to right)

sigma's pov (left to right)

dazai’s pov (left to right)

next - act ii. want to misbehave?

[onelocket]

𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

chapter ii, act ii. what’s got you so pent up?

synopsis -- soon enough, a bunch of tweets start to loom on how you were probably just causing yourself in an accident for fyodor’s attention—but you didn’t dare to even look at them longer. with those tweets now scaring you, you find yourself texting your only companions.. and the main host of the party.

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau

a/n i’m sorry my synopsis’s are longer than it should be but i can’t summarize most any shorter :''o yes sigma blocked nikolai on twt but them trying to reassure reader is something that has happened a lot of times for him to be able to guess to

previous - chapter ii, act i. rumors

next - act iii. this isn’t a normal university at all!!!

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[onelocket]

𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

chapter ii, act iii. this isn’t a normal university at all!!!

synopsis -- after that conversation with fyodor, you find yourself once again needing to rant and cry on sigma’s shoulder in panic of what all of these situations have got to taunt on you. but before you can even start to let out your thoughts, a ‘new’ face shows up, and it’s really as if you only got sigma in this school at this point. well… sort of (you hoped).

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau

previous - chapter ii, act ii. what’s got you so pent up?

next - act iv. here’s a lecture,

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[onelocket]

𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

chapter ii, act i. - rumors

SYNOPSIS -- trying to ignore dostoevsky’s follower request and your feed, you immediate texting atsushi once you see him online, trying to be as swift as possible with your explanation in fear that dostoevsky will ask as you two walk around. though as if all can’t get more worse after the bookshelf incident…

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau

readers pov (left to right)

a/n, i do want to mention that reader is not friends with absconditus and yosano but they are there for the viewer to read. i apologize for how weird the formats look ;; i’ll post the next one when i’m properly feeling better. i didn’t expect such support from this sudden smau, but thank you :)

previous - chapter i, act v. blame it on those from above

next - act ii. what’s got you so pent up?

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[onelocket]

✎ 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

Fyodor Dostoevsky x GN!Reader

chapter 1, act iv. - what a misfortune,

SYNOPSIS -- right after that sudden rescript ranpo gave you, something… unpleasant happens. (long written part ahead)

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau first

chuuya’s pov (left to right)

You weren’t sure of what happened either.

As seconds of Ranpo’s sudden declaration of you being some sort of.. masterpiece, lay on the ears of others, so did their eyes on you. It formed tension and fear down your mind and throat, and it doesn’t help that Sigma was being quiet right now too.

Yet only confluences of the most mischievous would even guess what happened next as you hear a harsh sound scratch the floor.

Your head turns immediately to the source, your eyes widening as they deceive it.

The bookshelf beside you and Sigma. It didn’t seem to filled of books - if anything, it could be the least packed shelf out of what you’ve currently seen in this library.

However, the way it was seemingly getting a little… too close from you the longer you dare to stare, as if it was falling… did somebody push it? It was impossible to think you were just imaging things.

You try to get Sigma’s attention by squeezing his hand, yet even he seemed too intimidated by the stare Ranpo gave. What - was Ranpo not seeing the falling bookshelf?

But before you even get time to get you and Sigma off of your spot, the scenario falls victory between you and him.

…All you can be certain of right now is how it felt.

Painful. Really fucking painful.

"What a shame, your injures look as if you just tripped for being clumsy." Yosano, who was tending your more… harsh scratches, hummed out, in that voice so graceful yet also held some tone of jest as if trying to joke her words.

But, not only has Atsushi mentioned it to you; you’ve heard about Yosano a lot of times, aware she seemed to… think oddly at the sight of pain from others,

"So I don’t know if I like that coming from you." Your mind spoke, not wanting to directly insult the undeniably beautiful lady in front of you.

"Who knew our bookshelves were getting old?" Ranpo joined, leaning forward as he sat rather lazily on the chair facing your infirmary bed.

His chest was pressed on the top rail, words coming out lightly muffled as he sucked on a pink lollipop. You turn your eyes away, silent.

The corners of your eyes saw Sigma, foreheads creased into lines as he fights back the noise of discomfort once the nurse tightly wraps his arm with a bandage.

Sigma was in front of you when the incident happened. He was trying to protect you from the two people you were now being a plaything to.

Sigma may have failed, but you can’t stop that banging stab of guilt seeing his current state. His whole arm had to be covered in that ugly bandage wrap, one cheek having a visible scratch.

You thanked the heavens the bookshelf didn’t have much books on it - even if it was strange. Something was surely up.

How on earth did the bookshelf even fall in the first place? And more specifically - why to you and Sigma? Why right on cue after Ranpo’s ‘grand speech’?

And for what you can not just get over - what did he mean by you’re the masterpiece? You just got here, for heavens sake.

You didn’t even want to know what was blowing on twitter right now. Neither did you want to see Atsushi’s concerned texts - more than a hundred percent sure he was already updated on it.

You’ll get to that later, right now though…

"Yeah.. mister president, I can’t wait to hear the replies you’ll give to our school principal later on." Yosano sighed out rather dramatically, finally moving her hands away from your arm as you almost defensively pull it back to your chest.

Yosano seemed to notice but payed no mind, facing back at Ranpo who’s face was all the same; eyes shut, mouth busy with eating that lollipop. He didn’t even seem concerned one bit. Hell - he was only really here because Yosano insisted him. "What? It’s not my fault an object I couldn’t control just suddenly tripped over!"

"Even when it seemingly was on cue?"

"At least show some decency to a new student, you hear?" Yosano scoffed sarcastically, standing up from her seat. "For their first day, you sure got them in trouble. Even with that Sigma boy."

"Don’t call me that." Sigma replied quick.

"Didn’t know you and Sigma were close!" Ranpo hums the mock with a smirk, lifting himself up from the chair with a foot on it. The nurse scolded, "President Ranpo, I told you not to put your foot there every time!" making the said president fake a whine and put the foot down.

All this noise really made you uneasy.

With so many questions in your head - contradicted by a voice that just didn’t want to come out and speak right now… you felt trapped within a school you thought would treat you more differently.

This was a different you didn’t like.

But not even the nurse did anything to stop it.

If only something or somebody could shut them up right now…

"Pardon me," A masculine voice snaps both Yosano and Ranpo’s alternating talk and your head back to reality, eyes immediate to face forward as they move to where the voice originated.

You quickly see a tall figure that walks in those open infirmary doors, his knuckles even giving time to knock on it as he spoke those words. His hair was a long black, his frame and sight was quick to catch you right at that. He -

"Dostoevsky?" The nurse replied, head turning over to him.

was.. "Dostoevsky, huh?"

Albeit you didn’t see, you heard Sigma’s bed give a ruffling noise, as well as a faint gasp your ears failed to further care of. Was he just surprised as you were?

Even so, you were sure your and his reasons were drastically different as your eyes never leave the new sight.

"Good morning." You see Dostoevsky’s lips curve a small smile, yet your view was being partly blocked by Yosano as she turned around to face him too.

You wanted to tilt, "I’m looking for a newly transferred student named (Name) (Last Name)," but found your body frozen.

You find your shoulders stiffen at the way how his voice called out your full name, the whole infirmary waiting for a continuation as he moved a step closer to the room, eyeing you immediately as if he knew you were there all along.

Wait.

Stop, everything’s going too fast all the sudden…

As if within his instruction, you were barely able see Ranpo gently tugging Yosano’s sleeve, making her step back for you and Dostoevsky to have a full view of one another.

His smile formed mannerly.

Your eyes widen at him, while his focused on you.

"I see your injuries aren’t fatal. Might you be available… privately?"

a/n, i’m sorry for my long inactivity.. being one of the two last acts of ch1, whole list of ch2 is now updated on the main post of this silly smau. :)

previous - act iii. masterpiece

next - act v. blame it on those from above

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[onelocket]

✎ 𝑺𝒊𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒐𝒍 / bsd smau

Fyodor Dostoevsky x GN!Reader

chapter 1, act iii. - masterpiece

SYNOPSIS -- While situation is being controlled by the hands of Osamu, you and Sigma share an interaction at the Library Azure with a clueless mind to the secretary’s plan. Unfortunately, the reunion lasts short as another duo faces you and Sigma—with a surprise you didn’t expect from Aude.

highly suggested to click here for summary of this smau first

yosano’s pov (left to right)

readers pov (left to right)

You didn’t know what was worse—that you received no reply from Sigma, or that the library suddenly felt more cramped with students.

You checked the time on your phone, 10:47 AM. Barely enough time to get to your lecture because you knew you’d be getting all lost in this maze of academic trivia. You had to get going, and fast.

Panicked, you turn your head around, but instead of being able to leave silently, you see Sigma making his way to you; trying to calm down an uneasy look on his face.

Your heart reeks the state of nervous—looking up at Sigma who just about failed to look so calm either.

"(Name), I'm.. really sorry. I know you don't want to physically talk to me yet, but," Sigma stops himself, his hand gesturing to yours that was holding onto the book page you were just reading. "We need to get out of here. May I take your hand? Please?"

You appreciated his politeness and consideration, however it wasn't enough for somebody like you to feel untainted from the situation. For one library out of many, who would ever think it'd suddenly more cramped?

Afraid of declining Sigma's urgency, you turn around to face him from your seat to soon nod, one hand hesitant to take his which was reaching out to yours.

Sigma hides the disquietude by smiling softly before he takes the initiative, taking your hand in his before he suddenly lifts you up to stand, only to then start practically jogging somewhere, presumably the exit.

Your eyes widen, hand tightly holding his while the people around you two drowns you. Well this was certainly unsettling. For a first day, you already had yourself running with your best friend.

"I’m sorry, (Name). I’m really sorry- we just need to be quick before they see us."

They?

Before your question was answered, you saw Sigma stop, causing you to do the same. Only crowds of eyes fill you both with attention as a gasp from Sigma can be heard, causing your heart to sink. In front of you stood two people, fuck, what’s going on?

"Mhm, why in a rush?" A woman in short black hair asks, tilting her head with… almost an entertained smile. "You two got a lecture at eleven?”

"Yosano." Sigma spoke, your ears registering that name quickly. Yosano? Yosano Akiko, Atsushi’s friend?

"Don’t forget about me, now~" A shorter boy chimed. You felt a mixture of expressions creep up on the crowds face as he posed with his hands on his hips, his smile so victorious it spread everywhere with his loud voice. For a library, he didn’t seem to care about interrupting silence. He looked- he looked awfully familiar too. "It’s such a wonder to see you, (Name)."

You felt Sigma’s fingers completely interlock with yours, not knocking like a good sign. But with the boy in front of you two knowing your name? You were only sure of one thing while Sigma spoke for you, "…Ranpo, How did you—"

"How do I know? What a typical question—I’m the president!" Ranpo cut off, his happy smile easy to drop into a more intimidating curve before he continued. "It’s impossible for me to not know even a single thing of this school."

His words weren’t so comfortable to hear, and you knew Sigma felt the same. With the fact that nobody else seemed to care about how noisy he is in a library? Was he really just a president here? And you thought meeting Edogawa in person would be a thrilling experience. This was certainly not a thrill you wanted.

"Ha, that look on your face is funny, (Name)." Ranpo’s returned smile turns into a smirk, his shoes tapping the wooden ground as he walked closer to you two. "But may I just note! How well you’ve got me surprised when I first heard about you!"

Practically feeling Sigma’s panic, he gently pulled you to make you step closer to him, your hand desperately squeezing on his as if that’ll make you both invisible from this situation. Eyes on you, president on you—what more could happen? "You know why? ‘Cause you’re… that’s right… you’re that person!"

But even if you two stayed silent and let the president walk close, he suddenly stopped. With a distance strangely uncomfortable, he stopped.

"You are the masterpiece."

a/n, sigma isn’t following atsushi on twt + there’s a reason why the two (sigma & reader) haven’t been receiving txts from atsushi. maybe next act will say, not sure when since the length of these posts change every edit i do hsjaha.

previous - act ii. want to misbehave?

next - act iv. what a misfortune,

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