#sillyfire

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY SO OBLIGATORY BIRTHDAY ART

plus original meme text under the cut this vers is just more important to me

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okok one more sillyfire posting (with me being insane under the cut)

I actually drew him without his horns on purpose,, and me w glasses and shorter hair too bc it’s early in the relationship (or pre-relationship idk idk) so hair has not grown and he still glamours his horns (I think he would have conflicting feelings on his bull parts and started hiding them after his father was trapped bc they were seem as a source of shame, esp from other demons bc of how his father was defeated. he keeps the long ears bc they’re from his mother and she’s now the sole source of pride for the family so he tries to emulate her more. also bc “demon” traits vs “celestial” traits have connotations that he didn’t know how to handle as a youth esp without a strong demon father to protect him from the prejudice. and then after his father returns there’s a whole new layer of complexity (“do I look like him/lyr” ahh) and feeling that disconnect from him and therefor his shared traits. I would help him learn to accept and love that side of himself and feel more proud sharing it 🙏🙏 trust) and also he teaches me how to glamour my glasses away so I can still see but I don’t need them (explains why I don’t have them all the time)

hehe. me when I’m normal

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sillyfire posting

they’re literally married why is he trying to pick her up at the bar. absolutely insufferable

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old sillyfire (self insert x canon) to cope with terrible things that are now over yippee

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me n the bois; a red panda (Xìng Huā), a dove (Wangzi), and a blob of ink from the scrolls that gained sentience, respectively

[XING HUĀ IS @swiftreii AND THE INK IS @ghostscholar] (hi)

also forgot I drew this meme years ago AWWWWW look how far my art has come. slay

(my friend’s old ocs)

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art vs artist for 2024 !!!

I tried a new brush this year that felt like it opened the door to my true current artistic potential!! I've since changed brushes again, but the old brush I used for so many years rly felt like I was holding myself back from improving because I was, what, scared of getting used to a new brush ? silly brain, but like waaoowww the things l'm drawing now are closer than ever to truly expressing what I want to express. it's a never ending journey !! and one that l've been taking great strides in. I'm rly rly proud of myself :]

happy new year!! I'm so excited to see where my art takes me this year

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sillyfire 🕊️🔥

it’s. self insert x canon sorry I’m j so in love w Red I-

yeah

(PIGSYS OLD BUT HES TRYING)

my friends in the lmk server came up w the ship name LOL (discord.gg/lmkfanspace. btw)

the idea was “ah they’re both masc presenting but call each other wife” and it was rotting my brain

also here’s bonus one w glasses bc I forgot I wore glasses but I like how the first one looks more idk

idk idk idk hishdjshdkahdkahdja I love Red Son I’m cringe but I’m free

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mmmmmmmmm Red Son learning how to preen Wangzi’s wings *sobbing on the floor punching the ground*