Not Forgiven (Shang Chi x reader)
Summary: Shang Chi left Y/N to protect you but you never forgave him
Notes: GIF is not mine, SMUT (oral sex- f recieving)
Xiaoling's figure darkens the doorway to your office, knocking lightly to get your attention. Your eyes snap away from your computer screen. "Yes?" "He's here," she says. "I'm sorry, who?"
"Shang Li. You know him by Sean." A breath hitched in your throat. You hated how he still had that effect on you. Its only been a year since he abandoned you.
You've made great strides towards your healing. Or so you thought. Now that he's here. Its like you're the same disheveled person that you were after he left.
"You want a piece?" She adds. "Hell yeah," you stand from your desk and closed your computer. You follow her to the arena and she says, "I call dibs on the first few hits. I'll take care of him in the ring and you'll wait for him in my office. " She instructs.
"Sure thing boss," you walk into her office like she states and waited for the fight to start. A surge of warmth floods your body when you see Sean shirtless in the arena.
He looks around to get a feel for the environment when his eyes settle on you. Your cheeks burned with anger when you feel your heart flutter.
"Y/N?" He starts. You walk into the corner of Xiaoling's office and out of his sight. "No, wait, Y/N." He calls after you and you silently curse yourself when you stop and look over your shoulder. "I--" the door opens and his eyes snap to his scorned sister.
"Xiaoling?" She rushes toward him and kicks him in his jaw. There was something satisfying about watching him suffer for a little while. "Why are you doing this?" "Because you did what you do best. You abandon people." She says before lunging toward him again.
You turn away from the fight and look along the skyline from the view of her office. The fight was over in less than five minutes. Some guards brought Sean's unconscious body in and set him on the couch. They brought in his friend along with him.
Xiaoling entered the room with a smug smile. "Nice one," you tell her, offering a hand to which she slapped. "Thanks," Sean groans as he slowly comes to. "Sean, are you okay?" The woman asks. "Yeah, I.." he trails off when he looks at me leaning against Xiaoling's desk.
"Why are you here?" Xiaoling says, stepping in front of you protectively. "Some of Dad's goons attacked me and Katy on the bus. They took my pendant. Which means that they'll be after yours. Both of yours." He explains, settling his gaze back on you. "I can defend myself and Y/N shattered hers years ago." Xiaoling explains.
You sigh softly before lifting the fabric of your jeans around your ankle and unlatching the silver chain with the pendant. "I'm sorry. I couldn't." You say softly. You place it in his warm hands and avoided everyone's gaze before rushing out of the room.
You rush passed Wong and he noticed you were in deress. He caught your arm and asked if you were okay. Wong mentored you when you stumbled across Sanctum Sanctorum. He's like a big brother to you. He was there when you met Sean and stayed by your side after he left.
"Sean. He's here." You tell him. "Are you alright?" You shake your head no. "Come on, I'll take you to get some ramen." He states, swinging an around you. The building shakes and lights winked into darkness. "What the hell?" Adrenaline courses through your veins and the only thing that came to mind was Sean.
"I have to make sure he's alright. Go find safety." You tell Wong. "Be careful," "I will," you rush into the room to see a wide hole in the window. Xiaoling, Sean and Katy were gone. "Oh God," you rush over to the door and peek out to see Sean and Katy in the construction work scaffolding.
"Oh thank God," men in masks invade the scaffolding to get Sean and you decide to jump out of there. Sean was holding Katy by the hand to keep her from falling off the side but when he was electrocuted, she slips from his hand. She shriek in fear but Xiaoling catches her and brought her to safety.
Xiaoling crawls up the metal pipe. "You left us to die!" Sean scolds. "Now you know how it feels," jumping out of the window, you slide down the metal pole to help Sean and Xiaoling. You jump up on a metal pole and use your momentum to kick a man off of the side.
Sliding on the floor, you use your legs to trip two men and kick them both threw the window. Sean lost his footing on the floor below you and fell off the side. "Sean!" Katy calls after him. Using the portal ring, you open up a portal for Sean to fall through and open another one next to you.
The portal actually opens above you and Sean lands right on top of you, his face inches from yours. "Y/N," flash backs to when he would kiss you good morning in the exact position you were in.
You tap your wrists together and pull back to make a shield against the men rushing towards you, pushing them all off the side.
"Thank you," he says, not moving from his place and resting his forehead against yours. Naturally, you both close your eyes. "You shouldn't have came here," you finally speak to him for the first time in years.
"I came to protect you. I had to leave before to protect you." He rubs his nose against yours, just ghosting over your lips. "I didn't need your protection."
Trapping his leg beneath yours, you grab his shoulder and thrusted your hips to toss him on his back beside you. You knew that Jujitsu would come in handy. "I missed you," you ignore your heart fluttering in your chest and chose not to say anything.
You back flip off the side and make a portal in the scaffolding.
Sitting on one of the tree branches in (), your legs aimlessly dangle as you hum a song to yourself. The water dragon peeks it's head along the shore line of the lake to take a big puff of air. Water splashed everywhere and some mist kissed your cheeks.
He sniffed in your direction and you made a clicking noise. He followed the sound to you and flew up to meet you. Holding out your hand invitingly, he push his nose into your outstretched hand with a low chuff.
Smiling up at him, he moves so his nose is nudging into you chest. The movements knocks you off balance and you hurtle toward the hard ground, your hair covering your face on the way down. You were moving too fast to make a portal but luckily the dragon catches you on its head.
Chuckling lowly as you catch your breath, Katy approaches you. "Y/N, you- whoah, what the hell is that?" "He's a water dragon. Isn't he beautiful?" You scratch the scales on top of his forehead and he grumbles. "Another other day and I would have passed out." Katy explains, making you chuckle a little.
"What's up?" "I know you still hate him and all, but could you talk to Sean. He's.. he's talking all weird. He says that he needs to kill his father." She explains. Making a portal above you, you jump into it so you land right next to her.
"What makes you think that I could help?" "Because he still cares about you." She states. Your mind drifts off to when you and Sean were in the training room of his child hood home.
Tracing your fingers over the grooves, Sean approaches you from behind. "This is where I spent most of my childhood believe it or not," he starts. You trace your fingers over the staff and he adds, "So how did you meet my sister?" "Wong introduced us,"
"Right, Wong. How's he doing?" "He's fine. Not very fond of you like the rest of us." You state nonchalantly. "I don't care if you hate me, as long as you're safe," "Then maybe you shouldn't have been involved with me in the first place. For both of our sakes." You walk passed him to go back to the room but he caught your arm before you could.
"You don't mean that," you push his hand off your arm from the inside and shove him backwards by his chest. "Of course I do. We would be living very different lives right now if we never met each other." "Unhappier lives," he reaches out to touch your chin and you push his hand away again and launching a side kick to the which he caught.
Pulling your leg back with a scowl, Sean goes into back stance with his fingers in tiger pose, inviting you to fight him. You go into fight stance with your hands open like Wong taught you. He makes the first move by throwing a straight punch followed with a sweeping kick.
You land on your hands to dodge the sweep kick and kick him in the chest before landing back on your feet. Fighting was alot like a dance. Every punch you threw, he blocked and every punch he threw, you blocked. He tried to switch it up by throwing a back fist but you grabbed his wrist and threw him over your shoulder.
He grabbed your arm on the way down and you landed on with your legs straddling his chest. "You bastard," you say breathlessly. "You look as beautiful as the day I left." Tucking stray hairs behind your ears, he trails his fingertips along your jawline.
He sits up and slide down his stomach to his lap. You gasp when he catches your lips in a slow, warm kiss. Your mind screamed at you to push him away and slap him across the face. You pull away but he follows your lips as his hands ran up your back. Groaning against him, he smiles against your lips.
"I knew that it wouldn't be long until you two made up," Mandarin says before pulling himself out of the shadows. "Oh God," you whisper, embarrassment pinching at your cheeks. You stand from Sean's lap and bow to Mandarin before rushing out of the room.
"I'll give it a whirl. But I doubt any good would come out of it. Where's his tent?" You follow her to his tent and you release a shaky breath before walking in. Sean sits on the bed with his elbows resting on his knees and his fingers locked in front of him.
"Katy wanted me to check up on you but if you want to be alone, I'll respect that." You state, looking at his bowed head. He doesn't say anything, so you take the cue to leave. "Stay.. please." He says softly. Slowly turning around, you met his desperate gaze.
You sit down next to him and mimic his stance. "You have Katy worried about you. She's a good friend." "Yeah, she is." A moment of silence fell over you. "You're not a killer, Shang Chi. Even if your father tried to make you into one." You explain.
"But I am one. The first mission he sent me on was to avenge my mother by murdering her killer... And that's exactly what I did." "We all did things we're not proud of. Bringing them up out of guilt will always do more harm than good."
"I know a few things about isolating yourself from those you love out of fear of disappointing them. If Katy is anything like Wong or Xiaoling, she's not going anywhere. No matter how hard you push." You add, looking forward when you feel his gaze on you.
"Sometimes the painful memories of your past are reminders of how far you've come from being that person." You place a hand over his and peck his cheek before standing from the bed. He catches your wrist and pulls you into his chest.
You stand there speechless as he cups the side of your face and leaned in to kiss your lips. Your bodies molded together and you push him on to the bed. Straddling his waist, his hands find your cheeks as he planted a much hotter kiss on them.
Groaning as he nipped at your bottom lip, his tongue caresses yours. Your hand rest on his wrists as your eyes fluttered closed, finally succumbing to his hold on you. When he finally pulled away, your lips were sensitive to the touch.
"I wanted to take this slow, but I just- I missed you more than you know." He rests his forehead against yours. "I hate how much of an effect you still have on me. I hate how much I still love you." You search his face for a reaction but he captures your lips in another kiss instead. A whine escapes your swollen lips.
He rolls over so he was settling in between your legs. "Are we going too fast?" He says against your lips. "No," you peck his lips softly. He lifts your chin with his nose before leaving kisses down your neck, your lips part euphorically.
"Can I taste you?" He asks, teasing your waistband with his finger tips. You nod and kisses along his jawline as he pulls down your tights and underwear all in one motion.
Pulling off your shirt, you squeak when he lathered his finger tips in your juices and licked them clean. "Damn," in the blink of an eye, he is in-between you legs and licking your folds in a broad stroke.
A breath caught in your throat and your back arches into his touch. Pulling you closer by the hips, he kitten licks your clit, earning a squeal from you. Your hands found his hair as he continued to suction your lips dry. You roll your hips into his mouth softly, which encourages him to suck at you even harder.
He places a hand on your chest to calm you and you roll your hips softly against the stroke of his tongue, throwing your head back in bliss. Sean looks up at your breathtaking sight; lips parted, eyes screwed shut as the sweetest sounds left your lips.
You mewl when your walls convulsing around him and you finally reach your peak. Sean lapped your folds and sucked as much of your juices as he could before pulling away with a pop and crawling over your body.
Pecking your lips warmly, he pulls off his shirt to drape over your small frame. He pulls you into his chest and positions himself so his back was facing the door, shielding you if anything were to happen. Turning around in his arms, he looks down at you in a way that made your stomach flip.
Snuggling your face into his chest pecks, you place a soft kiss there. You never want this to end, and your heart shatters all over again because you realize that it will.
"I have to leave after this.. the fight. Wong needs me and Strange said that something else was coming. They need my help. We have different lives now, I can't just-"
"I always found it cute when you ramble," he interupts, kissing your widow's peak. "Don't patronize me," "I'm not.. Look, you're right. We have different lives now and there is always going to be a fight. But I'll lay down my life to make this work." "Why?" "I already lost you once. I'm not going to do it again."
