#siri coded

[myenemytolover]

the whore i am for outside pov fics and yet i continuously have to scrounge for it

[myenemytolover]

so unfortunately tiktok has roped me into the buddie thing again and like. i literally can’t with buck sleeping with you know who in eddies house. im appalled on eddies behalf.

[myenemytolover]

not photographed is the five other videos i sent in a row

[myenemytolover]

so. i have a thing for like....an otp being with others in like, the same fic/media forms. and there's something about it that squicks me out - and sometimes its okay as a plot device if its like, super minor and honestly there's got to normally be a guilt and angst up in there...but when i tell you i physically cringe at the tommy/buck stuff. and like, no shade if that's your preference, i just cant do it and that's true for every fandom, every pairing i like - if i was talking about literally any of them itd be the same but its just been like, under a microscope with my hyperfixation dive back into 911

[myenemytolover]

……i have unintentionally curated a playlist that is so buck….and dare i say, buddie/buck-pining-in-believed-to-be-unrequited-love and….it slaps if i’m honest

[myenemytolover]

in other words if spotify wrapped doesn’t get released soon i’m either going to crash out or I’ll be switching to apple music

[myenemytolover]

me, about to have a d1 crashout: i think a piercing would fix me though. maybe two

[myenemytolover]

okay so if you go on a date with someone - it ends well, a kiss and a do you want to do this again at the end and two thank you i enjoyed going out texts but there’s been radio silence the rest of the day, what’s the sitch fam