I am considering outting myself to a beautiful older woman. One with an air of authority and superiority. Someone I'd be to afraid to approach under normal circumstances, and most likely after seeing her, stare and make her uncomfortable then go home and do something to feminize myself that couldnt be hidden in the nude to ensure I don't even try again and even worry it would be noticeable regularly. Tell her that I am wearing lingerie, a chastity cage, so have a butt plug in currently and most often as well. Then offer to show her. That I have veeb pussy-free for 5 years by choice, but also by fear of humiliatling rejection. That I can no longer get erect to anything but the thought of that exact humiliation or of being with men because I don't see myself as a man. I only see the ways others could use those facts to control and degrade me. That I feel since I chose this path, I even deserve no better then that.
I have no one specifically in mind. Just a random person. Someone that I cannot predict how they will respond or act with the information. A gamble that she won't tell everyone around us. That she doesn't actually know who I am and tell those that know me. And that she won't blackmail me. A gamble with a payout of someone knowing and what happens being out of my control. That she'd at least tell someone about the freak who told her all this. And the fear of future run in's and being pointed out as that guy.
So it is, with this, the possibility of being the one who makes my worst fear a reality that I will conduct survey and let fate and you all decide for me.
Yes, take the chance for the excitement of no control of this anymore.
Sis-up, and just leave my house fully feminized and grab a drink at a random bar.
Sub-uo and find a Master or Mistress to give the control and power over my life and future sexual identity to as well as the keys to control my chastity, and therefore my sex life.
please vote. Action taken at 100 votes or on October 1st so if I am someone's sub, they can garuentee I am compliant for all Lock-tober and into the future they decide for me. I will repost until one goal is reached.
No, stay a scared little sissy forever.
Yes, risk it. But, ya know, leave myself an out if it gets too real
Sis-up! take a risk, but go at night, far away. probably chicken out last second
Sub-up! submit to a dominant who will use fear to make me live out my fears.
Voting ended onJun 30