hel bby im so sorry the comments are getting to you so much, i also relate to eva like crazy and i don't get how people can't understand that not everyone is able to stand up for themselves and be outspoken about how they feel. So many people internalise everything like eva does and it's too real. I love you 💖🌻💖🌻
thank you mikki 😭 you know it breaks my heart that some people think that it’s softhearted people’s fault if people treat them like shit. they really don’t understand how it’s hard to live like that. and i can’t speak for others but when i decide to stand up for myself it only gets worse, because people know what kind of person i am and use it against me, basically after that i blame myself even more, so you end up internalize everything because somehow it’s better than attempt to confront people and even open up to them. i relate to eva so much it hurts, i didn’t even expect that when i just started to watch this remake. and on the one hand i always happy to see a character in whom i see myself, because it always hit close to home, but on the other hand it’s awful to see how people judge someone similar to you 😥 i love you too mikki 💕 even though there are lot of coldhearted people, i’m happy that there are some people like you 💗
skam > eva kviig mohn; i thought i deserved it. and so I became insecure and desperate. your opinion meant more than my own. that’s not how it should be.
I'm posting a drawing to Iman Meskini in the next couple of days (it's currently 5:30am Wed and I hope to post at 9am Thurs or Fri) and intend to write a letter to go with it like I have been with the others.
I know that Sana meant a lot to a lot of people so I thought I'd put a post out; if there's anything you've really wanted to say to Iman let me know here or on twitter asap and I'll try to get it into the letter 😙
This is SkamSpeak, hosted by me and Mikki of @skamfairy my lovely <3 where we ramble on about our favourite TV show, it may or may not continue with a couple more episodes, who knows.
In this episode we talked about how characters are perceived in each season from different POVs.
Thank you for listening!
I adore my friends so much and wanted to take some time telling my friends what I love about them and make them feel good <3 I’m so so sorry if I don’t include you, there are so many people in the skamily that later down the line I might make a part 2 :)
Esther @diablou !!!!! Ahhhhhh I’m gonna have to start it all out with you because you truly have become one of my best friends on here. Obviously I love all of my billuminati and I’m really glad we are both insomniacs so we got the chance to talk about our gay asses while we stayed up way too late and that I got to introduce you to tfc. I’m glad you learned that you don’t need to be intimidated by me because I’m just a loser who is on a lot because I hate no life :) But seriously, I love you and am so glad we got to know each other.
Mariah @bethxchilds The next billuminati member that might have been one of my first real friends in the discord chat. Nothing quite as bonding as just talking about how bi we are and running with it. I was able to dm you whenever I got frustrated about things and can always rely on you to have dumb meme humor like mine. <3
Sarina @sunflowervilde I’m not exaggerating when I say you might be the absolute sweetest person in the chat. Like you are a sunshine and even though I call you an “unofficial member” of the billuminati we all know you are billuminati, possibly the strongest of them all. *X-Files Theme Plays* I hope you start getting some sleep soon though because while I love getting to talk to you at all hours you need more sleep, love. Also is there anything more iconic than your Skamily Discord Memes? No. There isn’t.
Alyssa @thelordvoldemort Mum!!!!! My actual mum who I adore very very much!!!!! Where do I start? You are somehow both one of the kindest people I know and one of the best bitches at the same time?? Like you tell it how it is but will also comfort the hell out of us if we are even a little sad and I adore you for it. I’m so glad you are my Mum even if I am one out of 37 (even though there will probably be about 5 more by the time I post this) I’ll happily be your Katie Bug!!
Edy @lesbovilde ahhhh you are probably my oldest friend on discord and the longest lasting. I feel like I haven’t gotten to see you as much lately (but maybe it’s my imagination) which sucks BUT that doesn’t mean you aren’t still one of the ones I love The Most. We have practically the same humor and I am always very happy to see you online!!!! Basically I love u, u butt <3
Mikki @skamfairy mY Daughter!!!!!!!!! I’m so proud of everything you do!!! I don’t care that you are like 3 years older, you are my daughter whom I love. But seriously, you are a little rainbow that is purer than most and I adore having you around. Also your voice is literally adorable and I don’t think it is possible for me to listen to it without smiling. I’m really glad we get to know each other even if we live on opposite sides of the world <3
Kahled, you don’t have a tumblr but I needed to add you anyway. Honestly nothing bonds me to a person more than ranting about tv shows with someone so although I always loved you, that night where we just ranted about all of our fave shows really Bonded Us officially. I’m really glad you share my love for Mickey Milkovich and Jesse Pinkman and hope we get to continue watching shameless soon. You are a really fun person to talk to and be around and I’m just so happy you are my friend :)
Juana @jua-blackurt Love!!!!! Juana you are legit fabulous and so easy to talk to and can make me laugh till my sides hurt. Whether we are talking dumb or inappropriate shit on voice chat or streaming degrassi and shameless all hours of the night we are always having a bomb time together and I love you for it. You have an adorable personality and tbh ur hot which is a side note but it’s true. Basically I adore everything about you and theres never a dull moment when we are talking, whether it’s dildos or kinks, we keep things wild.
Ces @lazyskam my gay pal. I mean to be fair all of us are gay BUT my first thought when I think gay is usually u which,if you know me, is high praise. I love my gays. We have gotten a lot closer lately which is bomb af because I really love talking to you. I’m sorry for having a sex dream about ur family friend though srry bout that. BUT you are so fabulous keep being you and I hope we keep growing our friendship because you are an icon.
Georgie @ravenreayes ah,,, the local salt queen. Georgie you are honest to god so funny and bitter and I love it. TBH I was a little bit intimidated by you when you first joined and I’m not sure why BUT luckily I don’t feel that anymore and know you are just a hilarious shitposting dork like the rest of us. I love you even though you hate everything (don’t argue it, we all know it’s true) and hope we keep on being friends for awhile <3
Addy @lunardodie ah the chaotic good mod of the chat. Addy you are wild and I love every moment of it. You are lovely and hilarious and I am really happy we are on the chat together. There’s probably too many good addy stories to count but I’m writing this at 2 am and can’t think right now but you’ll have to trust me when I say I think ur wild. I mean ur chaos for a reason. BUT you are also sweet and fun to talk to and I am really happy that we have gotten to know each other since the first day the chat was born <3
C @nooradeservedbetter ah my 1d pal. I was glad to find someone else on the chat who was 1d/Larry garbage and more than that I’m glad it’s you. You are a sweetheart and I can’t tell you how much it meant to me when I was in a bad mood and you just made me a shitty rainbow cool person award. I know it was a small thing but I do think about it a lot. Love ya <3
OK!! That’s everyone I’m gonna do in this post but I will most definitely make a part 2 because there are so many lovely people in this chat. I love you all so much. <3
