MLP G3: Friends are Never Far Away - Choose your pony!

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MLP G3: Friends are Never Far Away - Choose your pony!
So tired of feeling blue Such a heavy weight on you So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different
Lenka ~Skip Along
So tired of feeling blue Such a heavy weight on you So shake it off and make your way to somewhere different To somewhere different Oh no now you're leaving me oh what will you do All alone in the big bad world but I'm not worried, no Cause you're gonna skip along Quite merrily baby, you're gonna revel in hating what's going on And you're like a sugar bomb And no harm will come No harm will come if you just skip along Acting oblivious Comes natural to us Keep smiling knowing all the while the world will fall apart The world will fall apart Ah ah ahhh So we're gonna skip along Oh quite merrily baby we're gonna revel in hating what's going on And you're like a sugar bomb And no harm will come No harm will come if we just skip along Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home Safe and sound with no one round to bring us down but that's so far away So I'm gonna skip along Quite merrily baby, I'm gonna revel in hating what's going on And I'm like a sugar bomb And no harm will come No harm will come if I just skip along
Lenka- skip along
"So we're gonna skip along quite merrily baby We're gonna revel in hating what's going on And you're like a sugar bomb and no harm will come No harm will come if we just skip along Wouldn't it be lovely to be home, home? Safe and sound with no one round To bring us down but that's so far away"
Things at home are so messed up.
My brother and I have never gotten along well. We've maybe been cordial at best, but usually we're at each other's throats all the time, unless we're separated, and even then, it's sometimes not enough.
I was called a bitch, cussed out, and was told I was hated all before seven AM this morning, by my brother. I won't sit here and say I played innocent. I've played my own part in our relationship becoming strained (if you can even call it that, it's probably way past that, actually) and in the fight this morning. It's a two way street, and we've both contributed to this. But the worst part about everything that's happened is, he didn't call me a bitch and tell me he hates me to my face. He said it to my mom, just loud enough for me to hear it, which eventually leads to my mother crying in her room. He then proceeds to tell my dad that he's done caring about me. My mom said some things to him before she left for work, but I'm not sure exactly what those things were or what he said in return, and it's probably not my business to know. I don't care--well, I do care somewhat, but it's not about me--that he called me those things, it's that he feels the need to tell my mother, who has said all our lives that she just wants us to get along.
If I had the means, I'd be gone already, but I'm at a part time job (which I technically still haven't started yet) that's not going to support me getting out of here, unless I get a roommate, which is a possibility, but not probable until this job gets in the full swing of things.
I'm not looking for sympathy here. I really just need to get this out because if I don't, it's going to build and build until I snap. So now, I'm going to look for a room to rent and possibly call this job again because I need to get out.