im just always so sad but then i feel like things might be good and then im just sad again and i feel like im going nowhere in life, with friends, with family and i just want to sleep all day and die everything is so boring and i want to be friends with everyone but then i get annoyed and hurt over the tiniest things and i always think everyone hates me so i sit at home and do nothing and cry amd laugh over stupid things and take aesthetic photos and post them on instagram so it looks like my life is gr8 and under control since it's the only thing i can control in my ugly life sjoelen