✮ 𝐒𝐢𝐝𝐞𝐛𝐚𝐫: 𝐈 𝐝𝐨 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐟𝐟 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬. 𝐌𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝟒 𝐚𝐦, 𝐭𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐬𝐟 𝐩𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐢𝐞𝐬. 𝐍𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐢𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐝, 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐢𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐬𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫.
☆ To be able to straddle Jason and have the pleasure of falling asleep on him, the relationship would have to be a good few months in—probably 7 or on the border of a year.
☆ Just enough time for him to get comfortable with you, because remember, he had a tough upbringing—bullied and near drowning, then becoming an infamous killer. That can create a lot of issues, mainly trust and intimacy of any kind, may it be innocent or naughty.
☆ Although once it’s to the place where he is comfortable enough, he’s reached the point of expecting you to come home from a long day and within an hour of your arrival, you'll find your way in his arms.
☆ It doesn’t matter what he’s doing or what surface he is on: a bed, a chair, the couch or even the ground. You’re going to straddle him and guide his arms around you, before settling in just right to snooze off.
☆ For someone who always felt cold himself, he was freaking warm, like a heater and he was beefy with muscles—soft and hard to resist. Ever since you first learned how great it felt cuddling him, you couldn’t stop. You’ll never think so at first glance but it’s true.
☆ It’s usually how you end your day. It was just something domestic about glomping a big, strong, surprisingly soft hearted, only for you kind of killer that aids you to sleep so soundly at night. Sometimes even for a midday nap.
☆ The first time you tried it, he knocked you off him—just a tiny bit too hard. He wasn’t expecting it. He just stared down at you, silently and unmoving as you sat on the floor, looking over at him offended and he had the audacity to feel the same. Warn him the next few times, you know he’s not used to physical contact that wasn’t involved in killing someone.
☆ Fast forward to now, if you’re not straddling him by the end of the night for whatever reason…He’s searching for you to make it happen. He makes you drop everything because Jason adores it just as much as you do; probably more.
☆ He’s not the greatest at expressing his feelings, one of which is not knowing how to explain why having you laying on him was oddly comforting, like a small weighted blanket.
☆ With you there, his mind learned to slow down to enjoy the moment, and he wasn’t constantly on alert because what he currently cherished the most was safety asleep on his chest.