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Pluto Aspects - Why You Can't Sleep At Night

Inspired by the poll I did as I found it cool that people would be so interested in this topic. I am really into sleep and dream astrology because I get WACKY dreams

Did some of these with tarot as I haven't personally observed every one. However I find my deck to be very accurate regards personality and these all seemed to fit so as always take what resonates and leave the rest

What's more, in the modern world we identify a lot with our conscious mind and are our of sync with our subconscious and instincts. Paying attention to your sleep and tuning back into your sleep cycle can help you become more aware of this and your intuition too.

As a permaculture designer I have a lot of observations on how we are out of touch with nature and our more holistic side loosely compiled in this masterlist here.

Conjunct:

Sun - you identify too much with your dreams

Mercury - you may feel hampered or hounded by memories of things you wish you had or hadn't said

Moon - old emotions and things you'd rather not feel come up at night...

Venus - you can't stop thinking of what you want to manifest

Mars - you are too wound up during the day and carry the unconscious energy of 1000 things you wish hadn't happened

Opposition:

Sun - you feel worried by your dreams or what you might discover when your mind as no distractions

Mercury - you feel like you are out of tune with yourself and carry too many pressures from other people

Moon - you are one of the most likely ones to experience weird feelings, energies, or desires when you get into bed and try to fall asleep. sometimes there is an odd atmosphere in the room.

Venus - you feel inadequate or apprehensive about your worth and value. subconscious insecurity

Mars - you have pent up anger that you haven't released and may get too involved in fantasies where you come out on top

Square:

Sun - there is something unconfirmed, in conflict, hidden, or unfinished about your identity

Mercury - you are experiencing a subconscious or spiritual blockage at the moment

Moon - you are scared of somethig about yourself

Venus - you feel like your worth or value is judged or like you may be missing or hiding part of your value from yourself

Mars - the well known mars pluto aspect, this can keep you awake because you feel persecuted, hunted or harassed in your waking life. by focussing on your root (if you can) and grounding and centering yourself you can approach and manage this difficult aspect with more spiritual strength

Trine:

Sun - you are kept up because you have too many ideas or feel inspired. Alternatively you may be kept up thinking about what other people think of you :/

Mercury - You may be excited by new possibilities and kept up due to too much focus on spiritual things without grounding. This aspect can get REALLY deep into stuff like astral projection etc.

Moon - you may feel overwhelmed and unable to interpret your own emotions

Venus - something or someone from a past life is influencing or visiting you

Mars - you have got into an intense or dark relationship that, while fulfilling, may be overwhelming you

consistently getting very little sleep and then napping hugely doesn’t make sense for anyone. but it is funny.

#consistently getting little sleep #sleep patterns #napping

September 9, 2001

Gary and I were skating at a hospital, on top of a huge hill overlooking a valley. An ambulance came in and took out a dead woman. Gary asked me why she wasn't moving or blinking. They hadn't closed her eyes yet. She must have died on the way. A car full of family and friends came in with the ambulance. They were all crying and hugging each other. One woman screamed hysterically and grabbed at the woman's body asking her to wake up. I had to tell Gary that her soul went to Heaven. I didn't believe a word of it. But I knew it'd be easier for him to understand. Two days from now, at 9 AM. Two planes will hit the World Trade Center, killing over 3, 000 people. I will tell Gary that there is no God and all of this is meaningless. But today, there is a God, and he has a plan for him. He doesn't know it, but a year from now, our family will be torn apart. And I will move far away and won't see or talk to him for five years. And as we sit on the hood of our car. The sun goes down and he asks me what I want out of my life. I tell him I don't know

On and on we run away. From the things we are afraid. On and on we run away. From the things we are afraid. On and on we run away. From the things we are afraid.

I don't tell him about the dream I had the night before. Where I'm riding in a car full of strangers. And singing to some song I've never heard. And smoking a cigarette and we swerve off the road and hit a tree. I go through the windshield and hit the edge of a fence. Dislocating my jaw and flipping me into a wall. Where my neck is broken, and my skull is fractured. I bleed to death in excruciating pain. I will have this dream periodically. Until I meet all of the strangers one by one. Introducing them all to each other. Until we are a close group of friends. I will set these events in motion, and I will die. But today in the warm light of the sunset, I don't see it. I just see the sunset. I smile back and shake my head. I have absolutely no idea.

I am afraid.

#merchant ships #sleep patterns #midwest emo

Never have I been more deeply affected by media than when it depicts a pair of siblings that were doomed from the start.

And I could just leave that there but I won't because I mean this in the "I love you but I don't really know you." way, and the "why did you leave me?" way, and the "I never left you, I swear, I didn't mean to hurt you, I never left you." way, and the "you could kill me and I would let you, I would guide the knife and hold your hand and smile and whisper with my final breath that I forgive you and I understand and that it was only ever going to end like this." way, and the "I should've done better. I should've kept you safe." way, and the "I hate you but I'd rip my own skin off and offer it to you as a blanket if you said you were cold." way, and the "when did we become this?" way, and the "I'm sorry I left I'm sorry I swear I was always coming back, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry," way, and the "we are one flesh and one soul and one being, split unequal," way, and the "I see myself in your eyes but we are both warped beyond recognition." way, and the "you are all the good I could've been," way, and the "what am I without you? Who was I before? Before I was your sibling?" way, and the "you used to love me and now you can't even say my name without blood spilling from your mouth." way, and the "you're not the child I knew and loved." way, and the "I'm sorry I couldn't save us," way, and the "I am responsible for you and Gods I hate it but I am still responsible for you." way, and the "I know you blame me and I blame me too." way, and the "you shaped everything I am," way, and the "I would hide you if you were on the run and I would help you hide a body without question but don't you dare ask to borrow my jacket." way, and the "you're everything I wish I was and everything I know that I never can be, and I feel bile in my throat when I think of how little I am when compared to you." way and the "I love you. I'm sorry. Why don't we play anymore? What did I do wrong?" way, and the "one day I will laugh and not hear your voice tangled in my own." way, and the "I'm not your parent but I still raised you and I love you but I hate you for it." way, and the "you're not my parent but you still raised me and I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." way, and the "you live just across the hall but we haven't spoken in a week." way, and then suddenly you're exchanging horrified looks because when did you stop being eight and when did we grow into this and when did your laugh make my chest ache and why can't we just run around and play pretend again?

#Tim Stoker #Danny Stoker #Cain and Abel #Thor and Loki #Vi and Powder #Vi and Jinx #Jack Harkness #Gray Harkness #Manish and Prem #Clytemnestra and Helen #Romulus and Remus #Sleep Patterns #would I be wrong to tag Bedrock Bros here?#bedrock bros #they make me sick #siblings will always be superior to romances in my humble opinion #wow this is so much longer than I anticipated but I just kept finding stuff to add.#anyway can you tell I miss my brother?#there is one wall between us and I can hear him playing Fortnite with his mates #and I miss him #I don't even know him and I still miss him #He and I are diametrically opposed in near every regard but yesterday he was a toddler clinging to my shirt as I stood up for him at school #and we disagree on almost all topics but I look at him and still see an 8-year-old who I giggled with when we snuck sweets out the kitchen.#I miss him #I know that he's right there but he's also never coming back

Doctor Who x Merchant Ships edit

#doctor who #10th doctor #david tennant #doctor who edit #sad doctor who #midwest emo #merchant ships #sleep patterns #the doctor knows he is destined to die and choses happiness anyways #cinema #sci fi

yellowjackets edit by me, song is sleep patterns by merchant ships

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets edit #jackie taylor #shauna shipman #sleep patterns #merchant ships #ava documents #jackieshauna #sort of #in ways

Locked Awake

Locked awake in sleep. Looking away in darkness. How do I count sheep?

Locked away in me. Looking awake as I feel 'til I cry in spite. Will I ever fall past sleepy? Forever awake tonight.