#sleepless thought

[wizardwinterwolf]

Planets without moons have years and days but no months.

[voluble-laconic]

I am living a miraculous dream,

To get out of it, death will help me someday.

But before the arrival of That "someday",

My magic wand will keep creating enough memories,

To give me will to live another day...

~Sara Ismail 🖤🌸

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(That "someday" we will Wake up to live another life...)

Do you believe in after life ? What would you prefer to be like if you get one ?

[randomcontentdude]

I wanna get high. I'll google how to do home-made drugs.

[vort-tex]

learning to embody a love you never learned may be the hardest task of them all

[renataraissa12]

You change me into a better version of myself and I am very greatful to know you.

Just you B

[still-trying4you]

You're the only thing on my mind

But I know I'm not on yours. And at 5:36am when I can't sleep, that really doesn't help

[goddammitdylan]

“I remembered you was conflicted Misusing your influence, sometimes I did the same Abusing my power full of resentment Resentment that turned into a deep depression Found myself screamin’ in the hotel room I didn’t wanna self destruct, the evils of Lucy was all around me So I went runnin’ for answers” -Kendrick Lamar

Ever since my break down last year, I haven’t been the same.. I wish I could forget that day and move on but I can’t shake it. It’s got ahold on me.

[onel0v3]

Dear __________,

   Although you asked me for another chance, I don't know if you really meant it. There are so many thoughts going through my mind regarding how what you said to me is could be untrue. For example, do you really mean what you are saying, do you really want to come back home to me?, do you truly want me to give you a second chance? There are thousands of thoughts going through my mind, but deep down I hope that you meant every single word in that letter. These past seven months have passed by in a blink of an eye, but as the day of your arrival approaches, the days and weeks all of the sudden seem like an eternity. 

  Two more months until your arrival, two more months of waiting, two more months that I will patiently wait because I truly care about you. Two more months that I'm willing to wait because lets face it... I will wait another seven more months just for you. 

  I don't care if I have to wait longer, as long as I know that every word, every sentence, every statement you said is true. I do have to admit... I miss you so much, "I miss you so much it hurts," I miss the sound of your voice, I can't wait to finally see you after all this time. I can't wait to hold your hand, to be wrapped around your arms and I certainly cannot wait until our lips finally meet. 

  I may sound like a hopeless romantic, but there isn't anything in the world that I love more than to be next to you. To finally be able to hug you and kiss you. Maybe you won't feel the same about me when you get back, maybe I wasted 9 months of my life waiting for you for nothing, but I can say that I gave it my all. I waited for you like I was going to say and I meant every letter that I sent to you. 

  What I fear most is that you were not true since the beginning and that you mislead me once again. I honestly do not think I can stand another one of your heartbreaks, so with is said, if you are not true, just please say it before it too late and it hurts even more. 

   The song "Something" by the Beatles just started playing in Pandora and I cannot help to smile and shed a tear because that is the song you told me it reminded you of me and meant something more to you now because of me. Oh i wish I could have you in front of me so i could tell you all of this, but there is a part of me who is scared telling you this.