I always tell myself 'ok tonight you can sleep alone in your bed, don't be afraid, tonight you'll overcome your fear' and IT NEVER HAPPENS. I'll think I'm getting better but it always creeps up on me again. Now it usually kicks in when I am actually trying to fall asleep. Which isn't very fun. I am seriously so done with trying to sleep at my house alone. Idc what I have to do, I will find somewhere to stay or someone to come over every night. Probably not actually... but fuck this!









