#small rambles

[ourbloodychocolate]

Im all for twink Danny who is dressed in alternative clothes but I want that boy to bridal carry a visibly confused and flustered Dash away from trouble. Like he doesn't even register what he has done since all he's thinking is that he has to get his blond idiot as far from danger as possible.

[sweetstrawberrysky]

This one is for the girlies who are like me. But imagine Sylus with an mc who is a little insecure with her eating habits, like not necessarily tracking what she eats, but still going out of her way to dodge certain foods and maybe eat less on some days. And Sylus finds out and taps his temple and is like, “Now why would a Deepspace Hunter not be fuelling her body for missions?”

And she gets huffy and defensive so Sylus tries stabilizing the situation by telling her, “I like when you eat. You make cute faces when trying something for the first time. When it’s sweet you smile, when it’s spicy your face pinches, and when it’s savoury…”

And mc is like, “What?” Then Sylus chuckles and goes, “Well, if you want to know, maybe you should try eating something savoury. My chef can make it. Then have something sweet, so I can see you smile.”

[small-dark-and-delicious]

a jumbling of half thoughts regarding ticket to heaven

life has been lifing. a full on life is soup and i am a fork kind of experience. the one show i have managed to keep up with is ticket to heaven and do i have thoughts and feelings.... hopefully i remember them all before i crash

as a cradle Black catholic i am always amazed at the amount of white angels and jesus' everywhere. while my church growing had white angles and imagery on the stained glass, the actual inside imagery was always Black or at least Brown. that first image of them catching the falling cross jarred me not because of the intimacy of the moment but literally the white jesus on a crucifix. the crucifix i grew up with literally was made out of dark brown would on purpose and had hair like wool. actual black yarn used for jesus' hair

this isn't bl. its a queer story and i am happy about that.

tanrak's grief. as the anniversaries of many deaths in my family are coming up i was choked up on his need to believe that he would be reunited once again. what i wouldn't give to see/be with my favorite people again. what the priest's words must have meant to the grieving child and how it altered his devotion in that exact moment.

barth. his understandable anger. that stare down of the holy family and then walking out of the church. been there.

barth asking if tanrak really believes and the very generic almost rehearsed answer tanrak gives.

barth knowing things would not work out so well once they were locked in the pool. tanrak's guilty face when they were found though they did nothing wrong. that particular feeling. even now it is unsafe to come out to my family. i have done nothing wrong other than existed but the guilt i sometimes feeling when i realize i have crossed the line of what they perceive as normal. i cannot explain it in this moment, but the relatability of that moment.

barth saying he still doesn't understand what he did wrong when he was punished. the stories i could tell.

the loneliness barth feels. to know you are different and outsider and not know who is safe but tho then to find someone who is safe and test what you can say and how close you can get. how that person becomes a lifeline.

tanrak all of episodes two and three. the crises of faith. the fear that you are wrong. that others will find out. the jealousy and not being able to share why. the self denial. if i could go back and talk to the small of yesteryear. maybe that crises of faith wouldn't have harmed me so much.

the gallows walk of shame. the refrain of touching the holy water. the longing looks..........GIRL (gender neutrally)

the loss of tanrak's home and all that he held dear outside of those grounds.

THE RUNNING FROM YOURSELF

the lack of confessions. THE CONFESSIONS

"i am not god's favorite son" "are you mad at me" "i am also not god's favorite son."

the staring

the constant reassurance and still the doubt

fucking episode three in its entirety

gemini and forth the actors you are. director aof. cast and crew. you have done something to alter my brain but i am so overwhelmed by life i cannot put it into words.

my cat has let me know it is time for bed. hopefully i can find space to explore all of the things that make this show amazing.

[insert-image-here]

No characters today, but I decided to start working on designing the creatures on Timber Hearth. Enjoy the sketches and barely legible writing.

Creatures are much, MUCH easier (and quicker) for me to draw than people are, so I was able to absolutely load this page full of sketches of whatever I could conjure. It was fun! I also quite like drawing folklore-y things so Geyser Jumper came to be. Might possibly do other planets eventually, too, since Dark Bramble and Giant's Deep both have their own creatures and the other planets have habitable areas that could've allowed something to evolve.

The desperation I feel to talk to another person about like- culture and biology and lifestyle and stuff of the Hearthians and Nomai and maybe Owlks is so strong. But all my friends either don't care as much for Outer Wilds or haven't played *sob*

[small-sketch]

Guys a friend just asked me to name 13 reasons miku is valid cause he hates her, should i kill him?

[thesmallestactofgood]

Intro post let’s go!

I’m very author and I wanted a place for ppl to talk to me about my fics, so here we are! Also because very occasionally I draw things from my fics. Not often, but it happens. I mostly write humor and crack, so if you enjoy that check out my writing.

My ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/Smallest

Current fics:

Fic where after Dream breaks out of prison, Tommy gets punted to a vigilante AU: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35502331/chapters/88498054

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

AU where OSMP Ranboo and DSMP Ranboo swap bodies: https://archiveofourown.org/series/2615500

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Bedrock Bros time loop fic: https://archiveofourown.org/works/35251165/chapters/87846571

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Fic where Tubbo is a sentient rpg-style dungeon: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34187293/chapters/85066450

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

[tenmillionwhumperflies]

I won't be able to sleep until I inform you all that Rikora has been in plenty of wars and battles, and ever since she started courting Zena, Zena has made her flower crowns with charms of protection on and things like that and Rikora wears them with her battle gear, not caring for the fact everyone can see it and comments on it. Also if it's close quarters fighting she puts it in her pocket to keep it safe.

Oh, and Rikora's pet name for Zena is little flower 🌸💖

She wears them around the home too if Zena makes her one and it makes Zena smile. Zena calls her a queen but Rikora will just kiss her and say that that makes her one too. I just love these two, they're so wholesome and soft.

[chihirohelpskins]

The first time I’m in a Gonta shift and it’s amazing and very soft ! :3