They don’t walk the walk like they’ve been forced to do so. They did not wearing make up because boys like it. They wore it because they feel happy about it.
Doesn’t come in hurry. It’s like how you wanna get things done so quickly. It takes a very long way to found it.
You do things not only based on your emotion. You let your brain and your emotion singing the same rhythm together.
Listen here my little girl,
The world is a place that could be the happiness paradise for you but then it’s guarantee you a fully paradise. Live your life happily. Choose your path in the way you want it. Seek for an advise if you really need it. Take people’s word openly, so you could explore more about the real meaning of life.
Stop saying to yourself “Why am I the one who always take care about others when no one is taking care about me?”. The real thing to be happy is all starts from you. If you let yourself think you’re doing good deeds just to attain something, you better stop what are you doing now. You hurting yourself even more.
Stop saying to yourself “She’s prettier than me. And I can’t do anything. I’m just a potato.” Yes, maybe it’s true that she’s prettier than you. But that doesn’t mean that you are allowed to discriminate your own value. You keep on saying those thing is because you keep on looking on the bad side of you. When you do actually have good vibe in you, you tend to push it down. You make yourself believe that you worth nothing.
My love, I know getting attention is the most satisfied thing in this universe. But didn’t you ever think about the girl that you compared yourself and the feeling that you’ve been taking care all this time is totally worth your happiness? Don’t you think that even the potato feel suck when you think they’re not good. Well hello there, potato is the perfect MVP!
You, yourself feel so miserable with what you feel.
Sum up to everything that I’ve said, everything starts with you. If you don’t let it happen, it won’t be. Starts to think and appreciate little things that you do. Enjoy every moment that you lived in. Because the same feeling with the same moment won’t be coming around again. Live it! Love it!
“Value yourself more than other people value you in their life. Later, you won’t have any worry to face the reality.” - Aina Jaena, 2017.