thursdaaay! so this essay is kinda kickin my butt but also not really :) :( soooo yeaaah. I don 't wanna write it or studyyyy. but i has tooooo </3 pooo. so yesterday I talked to [m] about my smikin sesh with [l] and [s] and she helped me see that I was probably over reacting and it may just be a french thing. hahaha my cousin also said the same kinda thing on how I shouldn't take it personally because it may just be a European thing. lol but anyways [m] also said she would probably say something like that too and in response to if someone said that to her she'd just laugh. goshdarn I really wish I could have gone back and not made it awkwarddsss by being high and being too sensitive and over thinking it. but whatvsss it's done and over with now. I can't particularly see us doing that again cus he probably thinks I'm weird (which I am sometimessss but not ALWAYSSS) anywhooos. I think 'm just gonna be chill and not think about this anymore (hopefully) because that would be super dumbbb. okaaay so off to write more of my paper. peaceee