JESTER CAN COUNT THE WAYS in which cassandra has changed one by one, a million and one tiny little things that differ from the living memory frozen in her head ; time stops for no one, least of all little girls who think themselves above the nature of things. cass is older, shrugged off the girlhood that still clings to jester like snow, has lived twice the lifetime she herself did live. and she’s ... happy. she hopes beyond all hope that cassandra has been happy and loved and safe and ⸻
she aches for home. it’s not a new feeling, but now it feels more gut wrenching, the agony of longing a thing with teeth. can’t look at her least she starts crying, and it feels like that’s what she’s been doing since she got back, or at the very least, what she’s been doing when not fighting the end of the world. ❝ we uh, we stopped the city. the flesh one, you remember, anyway we stopped it, which means that hey, exandria won’t turn into a flesh world and stuff, great ... ❞ @sneachd’s fingers against her cheek, tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. jester grabs at her hand with both of hers, presses her forehead to the back of it, the sting of tears oceanic and unwanted. ❝ i’m sorry. i’m so sorry, cass, i didn’t want ⸻ i tried ... i don’t know how to go home. ❞












