PLEASE LOBOTOMIZE ME!!!!!!!!
thank u for coming to my ted talk (✿^‿^)
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PLEASE LOBOTOMIZE ME!!!!!!!!
thank u for coming to my ted talk (✿^‿^)
i don't ever wanna think anymore just make me your doll
id do anything just to sit in your lap and have you tell me I would look better covered in your marks and my blood.
honestly id probably be the one begging you to give me a lobotomy
sooo i took some time away also because i got confirmed that i am indeed not a singlet,,
ngl idk how to even beginning to properly unpack this but things suddenly make more sense (TnT)
sorry for lack of posts •́ ‿ ,•̀
I'm almost done healing from my surgery it has been really rough and i have just been watching movies and listening to the new sleep token album on repeat since it came out while I recover.
i also have been sleeping every chance i get bc im just really sore x-x
I'm so tired omfg someone pls kidnap me and take me away I'm yearning again lol
I dont wanna think anymore my head is like a loud echo chamber and I'm always screaming into a black hole.
I just want someone look at me and see me and to love me
I'm a freak but god please just let me be your freak I just wanna be yours.
I LIVED!!! the uterus as been successfully scooped ^_^ <3
thank god my doctor cleared me to sm0ke 🍃 again a couple days after my hysto tommrow!!!!! im gonna roll the fattest blurnt and book my funnie spay tattoo to match the one my cat has w my friend for late next month yippie!!!!
she also said she is down to tattoo my doll ball joints l8ter when im all healed ( ◜‿◝ )♡
I'll have to post the design I drew some time lol its kinda inspired by those fine glass plates vases and kintsugi over my worse scars
me when my medical trauma comes and punches me in the face oohh god
i got like 3 more days until my hysto n glad its finally almost over but i feel like a bad dog about to be put down everytime i step foot in a hospital or the doctors office
time to rewatch hxh for the 4th time to destract myself lool