#so done!

[jesush8r]

yall i have actually lost all faith in men and dating in general. it’s been one horror story after another no big heartbreaks just chipping away one at a time. in a way, im glad to just give up and expect and hope for nothing. very liberating.

oh this guy says he likes you? ghosted. this guy asks you out? week later there’s another woman. this guy that guy all the guys. romance has lost all romanticism. sex has lost all sensuality. and i have lost patience completely!!!

[umusicians]

Oleyada Releases Single “SO DONE!”

Biilingual indie-pop artist Oleyada has released a new single called “SO DONE!”. The single marks Oleyada’s first release of a biilingual track, singing in both English and Spanish.

Speaking of “SO DONE!”, Oleyada shares:

“I wrote SO DONE! during quarantine with my producer and partner Mathew Fantini. As a shy and anxious person it can be difficult pursuing music which requires putting so much of myself out in the open. I limit myself frequently in fear of judgement from other people, so I wrote this song as a declaration to myself that I would stop worrying so much about other people.”

Stream/Download “SO DONE!” here or listen to the single below!

oleyada · SO DONE!

[violet-knox]

If you’re still taking requests, may I have something for Snape? The reader is a muggle born Gryffindor and she is friends with the trio. Like Harry, Snape doesn’t seem to like her and will pick on her. Instead of Harry having those nightmares, she is getting them, and isn’t too happy when she learns Snape would be helping her with them. One evening, when he is helping her he looked into her mind and learns of past life and that made him not be so harsh to her anymore.

Imagine having to learn Occlumency from Professor Snape

Word Count: 1668

Warnings: Death, Child abuse, bullying

A/N: I’ve changed the setting of your request so that it takes place after the first war, before the trio go to Hogwarts where the reader is inspired by Yukio from The Wolverine. Basically, the reader is a seer that can only see people’s deaths. I’ve kept the idea the same, so Severus still doesn’t like her and she has to learn Occlumency from him.  

- He was grateful for what he had. He was grateful for the position Dumbledore had gifted him as the school’s Potion’s Master, he was grateful for the Dark Lord’s defeat and he was grateful Lily’s son was safe. He was grateful because he had to be. Because being grateful was better than the alternative.

- But despite his gratefulness, he still had some lines he was not ready to cross and this, this was one of them. Every year he’d have a student he couldn’t stand (always seemingly a Gryffindor) and every year he‘d find a way to avoid their presence as much as he could. But with what Dumbledore had asked him to do, no amount of detention could save him from enduring this girl’s existence. 

- With how he predicted this evening to go, he should be granted an Order of Merlin if he’d actually manage to teach this girl even the slightest bit of Occlumency. Entitlement was the only thing that girl had ever brought to his classroom and he didn’t expect anything less as he heard her knock on his door. 

- “Enter,” he stated firmly, keeping his eyes glued to the exam he’d nearly finished grading as the girl walked into the classroom. He could feel her glare, her poisonous energy already destroying the peaceful aura he’d very rarely have the pleasure of enjoying these days.  

- “What do you know of Occlumency, Miss. (Y/L/N)?” He asked as he removed himself from his desk and made his way over to you. He paused as he examined your obviously irritated expression. 

- “Nothing?” He said unimpressed. 

- “Isn’t that why I’m here? Aren’t you supposed to teach me?” You’d crossed your arms and put on that same smug face that always ruined his day. What he wouldn’t give to take away point simply for the look you gave him.

- “Five points from Gryffindor for your impetuous comment,” he stated casually as he wove his wand, casting aside all tables and chairs to clear the classroom. “The study of Occlumency, Miss. (Y/L/N), is the act of magically closing one’s mind. Now, wand at the ready,” he said turning towards you, waiting for you to do as you were told. “I will attempt to break into your mind. We are going to see how well you resist. Brace yourself”

- “But Professor-” You were about to protest, to ask how you were expecting to protect yourself, but he’d already pointed his wand at you, muttering the word Legilimens.

- Severus felt a familiar tug, his head spinning as he entered the girl’s mind. He hadn’t expected much from her, though he’d be lying if he said he wasn’t a tad bit disappointed she didn’t miraculously manage to push him out of her mind on the first try. But as a memory came forward, Severus found himself waiting in anticipation with no clue what he’d see. After all, Dumbledore hadn’t told him much about her... gift.

- He’d spotted you first, or at least a younger girl that looked like you. She was outside, playing with what looked like a small Muggle basketball near a playground. Looking around, he saw what appeared to her parents sitting at a picnic table and a group of children playing tag when one of them bumped into you.

- “Watch it!” The kid shouted, pushing you down to the ground and ran away as one of her friends chased her. The motion had caused the ball you held to roll away, dipping onto the street and of course, what more would he expect from a naive child (a Gryffindor no less) than to go running after it. 

- “(Y/N)!” Severus had heard the voice of the man he’d previously seen sitting on the picnic table behind him before he’d passed right through him, running out to push you out of the way as a car curved, the driver slamming on the breaks.

- Out from the corner of his eye, he could see you, the real you, standing there, tears threatening to fall down your face as you were forced to relive the last moments of your father’s life (again). 

- The second your eyes met, he felt the memory fade as a new one settled. The same couple he’d seen earlier were shouting at one another as you sat there on the couch of your home looking as though you’d been caught stealing.

- “(Y/N)! They’re just dreams! Enough with your nonsense! They aren’t real and they won’t come true!” Was this her gift? Was she a seer? But if that was the case, why would Dumbledore send her to suppress such things when they likely could benefit the Order. 

- Severus spotted you quicker this time, she was getting closer, and once again a new memory began to take place of the old one. Your mother was standing in a black dress, her lips trembling as he watched you grasping at her, seeking for comfort. Uncontrollable tears dripping down your cheeks as the last of the entourage made their way out and the second that they did, the second that the door closed, he watched your mother slap you away like dirt on her clothing. 

- “This is your fault!” she hissed and Severus barely had time to process what he just saw before he felt himself being pulled away, back to the potions classroom. 

- “Those are private!” You’d spat out as you struggled to regain your balance.

- “Then protect yourself!” He gave you no time to recover before pointing his wand at you once again and reentered your mind. 

- When his eyes settled, he found himself in a place he couldn’t recognize. It was fairly empty apart from what appeared to be something that looked like the Veil, something he’d only read about in textbooks. One by one, he began to notice figures dueling, several of whom appeared to be Hogwarts students he didn’t know. The number of Death Eaters he saw had him thinking perhaps it was on old dream of yours, but your age said otherwise. You were too young to see dreams of the past war. The young boy that Severus laid his eyes on, first mistaking him for James, shifted his thoughts to the possibility this was one of his old memories. It wasn’t until he’d seen the boy’s eyes, her eyes that he realized this was a recent dream you’ve had of the future and the boy was Lily’s son. 

- The boy’s screams brought his attention back to him, where he saw what appeared to be an older version of Black falling into the Veil.

- Severus turned to find you pointing your wand at him, about to cast him out of his mind before the memory faded and he found himself back in the Shrieking Shack. He was back in the place where he’d almost been murdered, the place Potter and his friends had claimed as their own secret layer. 

- “Why doesn’t it work for me, Severus?” 

- Severus felt his heart almost stop. That voice. That raspy, bleak tone. It couldn’t be him. He was dead! He was supposed to be dead!

- Waiting for the full memory to stabilize, he turned to look for who the voice belonged and prove himself wrong only to find an older version of himself. 

-  “My—my lord?” His figure said blankly. “I do not understand. You—you have performed extraordinary magic with that wand.” Severus looked down at the wand in the man’s hands. Was the Dumbledore’s wand?

- ”Protego!” Severus wasn’t fast enough this time, finding himself pushed out of your mind and snapped back to his classroom. Looking back to where you stood, he saw your wand trembling in your hand, pointed right at him as tears streamed down your face. 

- Severus couldn’t move. He wasn’t sure what to do. His view of you had always been the same since the first day you’d arrived at Hogwarts and now, he couldn’t help but feel pity for you. 

- He couldn’t find the words to south you, to calm you, so he slowly put away his wand as a show of good faith, hoping that was enough to help ease your mind. He didn’t dare to move or speak until you’d begun to lower your own wand, your tears starting to dry up.  

- When your hand finally met your side, he swept across the room and retrieved one vial of Calming Draught and another for Dreamless Sleep. He placed them on the closest table to you and stepped back.

- “Take them,” he said, blankly. “Use the Dreamless Sleep Potion for the next two days and spend the rest of your nights clearing your mind before bed. I’ll see you next week.”

- He was being nice. Or at least, he’d restrained himself from throwing one of his snarky comments your way. Hesitantly, you took the vials and stared at him a moment before turning around and made your way out the door and back to your dorm as fast as you could. 

- Class the next day felt odd. He avoided you for most of it, letting go of any motion you made he’d usually reward with point removal, detention or a comment made to put you in your place.  

- It was the first time he felt his duty as a Professor weigh on him. He’d made a promise to Dumbledore he’d do what he could to protect the children placed under his care and the way he felt yesterday, the way he’d realized he’d failed… He hadn’t felt that way since the day he’d failed Lily. 

- He made a new promise that day. A promise to himself that he’d ready his students as best he could. To protect them the best way he knew how; teaching them to survive and shield themselves from any harm that came their way. 

@marvelschriss @bush-viper-cutie

[tereishqnachaya]

Hi, Maisooma right? I know you are quite frustrated with RiKara's track so how would you have written their story? I'm not a fan of them although I like their chemistry. I loved IshKara and honestly I thought someone like Ishana should be opposite Om rather than Gauri. I mean in ishqbaaaz their ideologies were contrasting and had the potential to be something not seen before on Indian TV. But the makers scrapped them after giving a silly track. It's sad that Om got a lead after being butchered.

Hahaha, I bet you found me through twitter xD Anyway, brace yourself becausethis is going to be LONG!!!

Hayyee...how would I have written their story? :’) The major differencewould be that I would’ve given them a STORY for starters. Unlike whatever theDBO writers have been doing which is nothing more than giving them scenes sothey have screen space in every episode but those scenes don’t contribute intheir overall journey whatsoever. The potential for RiKara to have an amazingstory IS there but the writers are too busy introducing various villains andtheir boxes to care about any of that.

But first let’s talk about IshKara. On paper, IshKara made ALL the sense inIB. Although Ishaana was a load goofier than I would’ve wanted her to be butshe was a good “takkar” to Omkara. She was the lie to his truth. The freespirit to his chains. The “tedhi ungli” to his “honesty is everything”. Moreimportantly, she had the guts to actually point out to Omkara just howhypocritical he was in his Sach Hi Sab Kuch wali approach to things. She washis contradiction but also the same as him; they both masked their pain for thesake of their family. But all of this was on paper. Hardly any of it wasproperly translated on screen. My bullshit o meter had rung strongly when wekept having scenes where she “accidentally” ran into him. And then that wholeBela/Mala angle? Ridiculous. I wasn’t surprised when Ishaana was scrappedbecause the way the IshKara “track” was being handled, bacha bhi dekh le thatit was all in jokes and they weren’t being really serious about it.

Incidentally, IshKara then was basically what is RiKara now. A joke. Butunlike Vrushika, they can’t scrap Shrenu as she is the lead of the show. Orthey can. I wouldn’t put it past them.

Back to RiKara.

IB!Omkara would not have suited Gauri, agreed. If anything, they would’vehit off quite well actually considering how their ideologies matched. Heck,even their professions matched. He sculpted the statues she made clothes for. Forthem to have takkar, Omkara’s character had to go through a phase where hewillingly left his past self behind. He embraced the shadows. He stoppedthinking with the heart and became all logic and mind. Because that’s how hecould protect his family from hisfamily. Omkara of the past had been hurt before but that didn’t stop him fromgiving people a chance. DBO!Omkara is different as he started from the notewhere “his favor, once lost, was gone forever”. And that is how the “takkar”between Omkara and Gauri was created.

There’s nothing I would change about the initial two weeks. Bareilly trackwas the FINEST writing this show churned out. I don’t think anything can topthose episodes in terms of the writing and presentation. I can understand whyOmkara misunderstood Gauri like that. I can understand why Gauri never outrighttold him just what was going on with her. Fate brought them together again andagain but it was Fate’s job to fix the issues between them. Issues started withthe Chulbul track. Because it went on for too long and for ALL the wrongreasons. Chulbul was necessary, I understand. But instead of the ChulKararelationship being about them as individuals, they wasted all the time in themteaming up against Svetlana. To the point that it seemed to me that if we takeSvetlana’s danger away from them, they wouldn’t have a friendship anymore. That’swhere I would’ve changed it.Svetlana ka issue would’ve been their side business, not main purpose. I would’vegiven them loads of scenes where they do nothing but talk. As Chulbul, Gauriwould’ve seen that her Jatadhari Hippie was not always the angry young man whoonly liked saying “Get lost!” all the time. She would’ve seen his softer side.She would’ve known how he used to be. She would’ve questioned him why didn’t hepaint anymore? She would’ve seen him with his brothers. She would’ve seen himwillingly give up his own life for the sake of his mother. In Chulbul Omkarawould’ve seen the Gauri he missed. The girl who was always dealt the worst handby life but she never let that get her spirits down. The one who has assolution for everything. The one who has a smile for every darkness. The one whowould go to any length for the sake of her mother. Because isn’t that whatOmkara is? Chulbul would’ve reminded Omkara of the light he left behind. Hewould’ve scoffed at Chulbul’s childishness but he would’ve learned to live withhim. I wouldn’t have put so many scenes of physical proximity. In my hands, theChulKara bond would’ve been all about the souls finding their match.

I can live with the Kali Thakur re-entry and the ultimate truth reveal. ILOVED Gauri’s Thakurain roop so that would’ve been there. For the blow to be hard,it was necessary to remind Omkara of the ugliness of the world that he thinksGauri is all about. That hatred would’ve been there. I don’t think I would’veliked Omkara to leave Gauri at KT’s feet like he did in DBO. That was cruel. SoOmkara would’ve saved Gauri but he would’ve abandoned her as soon as he could.And because I know the PH can’t shoot this drama away from its ONE set, Omkarawould’ve brought Gauri back on a contract basis. I saved you, now you help me.Would my Omkara be this harsh with Gauri like DBO’s Omkara is? Probably. But myOmkara wouldn’t be a mystery as DBO’s Omkara is. I would’ve put in loads ofintrospection scenes. I would’ve shown just WHAT was going on his mind. The Chulbulvs Gauri conflict would’ve taken its sweet time in actually being shown. Hewould’ve struggled. What is lie? What is truth? Because that’s what Gauribrings in Omkara’s life – the need to reassess situation. Not everything iswhat it seems but Omkara has never realized that. He is mostly too wrapped upin HIS version of reality that the actual truth escapes his eyes.

THIS is where the physical proximity would’ve come in cuz THAT’S WHY DRAMASARE WATCHED!! RiKara would’ve had a proper nok-jhok wali relationship. Gauri’sChulbul side would mix with her Dabanng side leaving Omkara a conflicted mess.Because the ChulKara track means they KNOW each other for what they actuallyare, it’s just their egos coming in between that wouldn’t allow them to seethat side. Their tracks wouldn’t be BuaMaa and her Ratan mystery. No. Therewould be no Gauri being a super biwi with mythological analogies like Savirtisaving her husband. Omkara would’ve actual agency. He wouldn’t be there for thesake of the convenience of the saas-bahu drama that DBO is becoming when itcomes to RiKara. I would’ve shown RiKara properly ending Svetty’s track butthem still bound in a three month contract marriage. I would show them slowlybecoming friends again. I would show them getting closer, first reluctantlythen willingly. I would show Gauri reminding Omkara of the light he leftbehind. I would show Omkara teaching Gauri that just because she is a womandoesn’t mean she has to worship the ground her “husband” walks on. They would’vefilled the missing gaps in each other. So much so that he’d be her and she’dbecome him. I would’ve shown Gauri actually falling for Omkara but bound by herpromise she wouldn’t force herself on him, she would’ve kept her feelingshidden. His proximity would’ve bothered her, but she would’ve craved it more. I’dshow Omkara trusting Gauri despite what his mind tells him. Because his heartfinds peace with her. They would’ve talked, they would’ve joked, they would’vefought, they would’ve gotten so comfortable with each other that being in closeproximity would feel natural.

Oh! But where’s the conflict? Here’s the conflict! The conflict would beOmkara REFUSING to believe that what he feels for Gauri is love. No, she’s afriend. And the contract is coming to an end soon so main apne raaste, wo apneraaste. And because I love this track, he would’ve offered her to get marriedto good man worthy of her. She would’ve fought him because no! And he would askher WHY?! It’s not like they are married. They were just pretending to bemarried for these three months. That’s what their contract was about. And ifshe counts those rounds around the fire in Bareilly as a proper marriage thenshe’s mistaken. And Gauri is shook. Omkara tells his family everything andthere’s a proper “Hamari Bahu Ki Vyaah” type scene. With everyone happilycelebrating Gauri’s marriage as a thank you for all she did for their family.IMAGINE THE DRAMA! And it’s during all of those things that Omkara will realizethat shit, it’s not that easy letting go of her. Is it just because he’s becomehabitual of being around her? But why does her talking to another guy make himangry so? Then at last shaadi ke din Omkara ki tubelight jale gi and he’d sayNOW HOLD UP!! But before he can confess his love, the groom will come out as ashady man and marriage will be cancelled. Because dramas can’t run withoutbeing dragged na!

Okay I’m being carried away xD Lest I end up writing a whole script, I’llstop here. But you get the gist na? If RiKara were in my hand, I would makesure THEY were the focus. THEIR feelings. BALANCED. Because to me, RiKara areall about the said and unsaid. They aren’t about fighting crazy villains withtheir boxes. No. They are a team. They are the missing parts of each other butthey have to work to find that. And that can’t happen unless there is a proper andbalanced focused on both of them. Their journey is not just finding out whatthe other person is all about, but in process realize just what has been missingin their life. It’s them finding their own selves but in each other. That’sRiKara for me. And DBO is giving me anything but. I don’t want their scenes.ShreNal have the chemistry and acting chops to make ANY scene work. I want theirSTORY. I want their JOURNEY. I want them relationship to have basis in thembeing soulmates because REALLY! That’s what they are!

[strawberryprincessofdarknes-blog]

//FUCK ME!

//We just finish the HarryxGilxCow saga and now Mal’s making ‘moist clam’ jokes about Uma

Why? I used to be a serious RPer...what happened?

@theirlastregret, @monsieurgil, @beautybred, @poorxunfortunatesouls

I blame you...all of you...YOU DID THIS TO ME!

[pheadrus]

yeah maybe for men friendship is just never talking to each other huh

[superutahraptor-blog]

Why do I always have to explain myself? (Warning: Rant ahead regarding being an alleged ‘art thief’)

Okay first of all WHAT THE FUCKING BLOODY HELL?!! I TOOK DOWN THE POST AND I’M STILL GETTING FUCKING FLACK FOR IT! Me and the actual artist have reconciled our differences and I was very much in the wrong and should have taken the post down as soon as it was asked of me. But that was because it was THE OFFICIAL ARTIST who asked me to take it down, not some Tumblr post art gestapo! 

If I post any art it is because I look for things on google images when I get bored. If I find something I like I save it to a flashdrive to look at later. Most of these are memes, gifs, or fanart of series I enjoy. Now for those who are not aware unless you get documented permission from the original company whose characters you are portraying, you cannot profit financially off of your fanart. That is blatant plagiarism (and you can get in trouble with the law because of it). So technically your fanart isn’t yours but for fair use among the public (which means Tumblr). So let’s say for example you did an amazing drawing or fanart of Steven Universe and you want to make money off of it. You need to contact the publishing company or the author via email or a PO Box asking them for permission to financially profit off of what is actually their work. 

If they give you the green light awesome! However, generally there are certain catches if they allow you to do so. You will most likely have to sign a contract agreeing to this and that. Keep in mind that the creator of Steven Universe (per our example) needs to make a living as well. That is royalties my dear friend! Whatever financial profit you make off of your fanart, part of it will go back to the publisher or creator. 

Let’s say though, in a different example (mine for instance): I don’t know the creator of this gif, and I am an honest person. So I state as such that it is not my art and belongs to the actual creator. I am only sharing it because I like the artwork and think it is cute, funny, or cool. I am not making financial profit off of it, nor am I claiming this work as my own (as stated in the hashtags). So technically I’m not committing art theft. But I will take it down if the actual artist of the work comes forward and asks me to do so (which admittedly I should have done as soon as the artist asked me to do so, I was in the wrong then but I did the right thing by complying with the artists request.) 

So get over yourselves you bunch of bullies! 

(You know who you are)

When you post anything and I mean ANYTHING; a photo, a drawing, a video, a meme, etc. It will be on the internet FOREVER! It doesn’t matter if you delete it. It will float around in cyberspace, popping up in searches due to it having a search term that matches a word in someones search terms.

People aren’t kidding when they say Tumblr is toxic. It’s full of witch hunts, hate, bullies, and SJW’s. No other social media account I have had was this damn toxic! Hell Tumblr makes the YouTube comments sections look saintly! It’s just that bad! 

I already hate people, and Tumblr has made me realize why I hate people so much. Because so many people are judging assholes, who don’t even bother trying to learn the full story from someone before jumping to wild conclusions! 

In light of these ‘art thief’ accusations I am never, EVER going to post artwork or photographs that I find on the internet here on Tumblr. I will be a repost blog only. 

If you want to blame anyone, blame the Tumblr community...I’m done with this total bullshit!