Well, this is the hardest thing to say, but June 16th 2022, this blog is officially archived.
I never thought I’d be saying that here, and to be honest, if you would’ve told past me that, I probably would’ve vehemently denied and covered my ears.
However, I do think I’m at a point with this blog where there’s no more I can do. We b-are b-ears is over. The only exisiting material left is the spinoff, (Which I’m really not a fan for, but I’m not the demographic for that to be fair to it.)
I’ll give my feelings in the read more, but here’s one last art I made as a parting gift.
For the time I’ve played Panda here it’s been a rollercoaster. From all of the rp blogs I’ve had, this was the most personal one out of all of them.
I was cringe, I went through so many fandoms/phases on here, got into so many crossover fun that I’ll never ever forget. Despite the mild turbulent moments, I’m so glad the GF fandom took in a little weird guy rp’er like me.
I just got into Gravity Falls towards the end , but even though I was real late, and missed alot of hype moments, I still was welcomed, and loved, and I’ll never forget the memories given for that.
While there were was a really hard period on here, that I don’t want to even get into/address any specfics at this point, the situation or the person isn’t why I’m leaving at all.
It’s not even due to anyone or anything.
I’m just at a point, where I feel like Panda, well my Panda grew with me through all of the changes/hard times that happened in my life.
When I was being bullied and harrassed by some really jerks IRL, who were trying to find all of my stuff online as well, Panda was a huge comfort and a centering point for me and my anxieties.
The community here, and this character really made me feel safe, and he made me feel loved no matter what.
And, he’s the reason I’ve met alot of amazing rp’ers and even made a best friend that I hold dearly, and still regularly talk to through discord. And I want all my mutuals to know I love them, and I wish nothing but the best for them going forward.
However, as I took breaks and hiatuses, and found new muse(s), whenever I come back it doesn’t feel the same anymore. At first I was worried, and insistent I had to find something new, to make him interesting and writeable again.
However, I realized, I don’t really need Panda for the comfort like I used to anymore. He’s grown up and developed as much as I could give, and I’ve moved on.
And that’s the hardest thing, because god it hurts. But, I don’t have the energy I used to. I’m not as vibrant and eager to meet a bunch of new people, and promote myself, and my connection with Panda I feel is at a stand still, but it isn’t a bad thing.
I’m actually a teary mess trying to collect my thoughts here, so I’ll think I’ll just end it on, goodbye.
It was a fun ride while it lasted. And I send you all my love.
