#so many personal posts

[vinehs]

okay guys i made it to the hostel, sadly theres not any internet in the rooms but there is in the lounge. so i probably won’t be available if u message me right away buuuut i will check in w u again tomorrow, buenas noches babes

[fraise-impossible]

just thinking about how my avenues to *being myself* (or whatever) have been so deeply anchored in my experience of physical sensation. it's like... thoughts have never been terribly reliable, but once I learned to lift and then once I learned how to do yoga and contact improv, I had a toolkit for perceiving and interpreting touch. I didn't realize I needed to cut off my tits until I saw a picture of someone with theirs gone and a cat resting its paws on their chest. the imagined experience of that was all it took to convince me. thinking about what I want in the form of verbal thought never gets me anywhere, and I have very little imagination that way, but if I can imagine a sensation, it busts me wide open. and thank goodness for that. idk if I would be living a life half as suitable if I hadn't been able to understand that being outside feels better, that being in motion feels better, that physical feeling at least is a thing I can try to guide for myself. hmm.

[dsc-remade]

i was gone for like 2 whole days and now i cna’t shuut up

[skaletons]

Nothing like the weightiness of a 10+ page paper you wrote yourself.

[theincrediblewoah]

I just wanna be strong and masc but I have the world’s softest lady bod

[magnusbanewoods]

Tumblr honestly lives for Halloween. It's like a sacred ritual where we prepare 12 months in advance

[2525odorite]

Not sure if anyone’s interested in this, but I also have a twitter account. It’s a personal account so I post all kinds of stuff, but many of my tweets are about odottemita... that’s why I feel like it’s okay to post it here ww

[a24aster]

you know what a great adjective is?? ‘lovely’. idk every time I hear it I just feel happy.